Vos & ik

by Catherine Raven, Henny Corver (Translator)

Catherine Raven leeft afgezonderd in een zelfgebouwd huisje in de bergen van Montana. Wanneer er een vos aan haar deur verschijnt, besluit zij hem voor te lezen en ontstaat er een vriendschap.

De troost die natuur kan bieden was de jonge Catherine Raven al bekend. Maar ze had er niet op gerekend ooit nog eens vriend schap met een vos te sluiten. En toch is dat wat haar overkomt nadat ze een huisje bouwt in de wildernis van het bergachtige Montana (VS). Er gaan weken voorbij dat ze niemand ziet, maar elke dag om kwart over vier in de middag komt Vos langs en zij leest hem voor. Hoewel ze zich niet per se eenzaam voelt in het ruige landschap, begint ze toch uit te kijken naar zijn bezoek. Als biologe weet ze dat ze dieren geen menselijke eigenschappen hoort toe te dichten, maar Vos is een goede luiste raar. Naarmate hun relatie zich ontwikkelt, en het vertrouwen groeit blijkt Vos Catherine ook iets te vertellen te hebben. Maar vrienden zijn niet onfeilbaar en kunnen niet alles oplossen – sommige dingen zal Catherine zelf moeten doen. In deze even realistische als betoverende fabel leer je de wilde natuur, de pijn van verlies en de kracht van doorzettingsvermogen, vriendschap en gehechtheid op een nieuwe wijze kennen.

Genres: Nonfiction, Memoir, Nature, Animals, Science, Audiobook, Biography

320 pages, Hardcover

First published July 6, 2021

About the author

Catherine Raven is a former national park ranger at Glacier, Mount Rainier, North Cascades, Voyageurs, and Yellowstone national parks. She earned a PhD in biology from Montana State University, holds degrees in zoology and botany from the University of Montana, and is a member of American Mensa and Sigma Xi. Her natural history essays have appeared in American Scientist, Journal of American Mensa, and Montana Magazine. You can find her in Fox's valley tugging tumbleweeds from the sloughs. She lives in Emigrant, Montana.

Reviews

[Diane S ☔ · Rating 4 out of 5]

Solitude and nature. Well, I've spent plenty of time with both in the past 18 months. Feel fortunate that where I live provides access to both. Living alone in a cabin, miles from nowhere, sounds enticing but not sure I could handle it for any length of time. Though like Walden before her, this cabin would become both the authors challenge and refuge.

A wonderful memoir, a woman whose strength is admirable, making her own way through life and one that she started at a very young age. Her descriptions of fauna and wildlife are breathtaking, she is a keen observer. She also goes into the history of various insights, but it is her relationship with a fox that is the focal point. The fox is young, wild and at times she lets us into what she perceives as the foxes own thoughts, his actions, visuals. She meets with him daily, apart but together, she reads to him for fifteen minutes from The Little Prince. He seems to listen intently. Who can forget a visual such as this?

It is also a book about our relationship or lack of one, with the wild that surrounds us. Our lack of care of the beautiful, natural world we have been given. A warning, a chance to open our eyes before it is to late, if it isn't already. Details of her past, her present struggles and where she hopes to go. I also learned much about voles, which though I had heard of moles, had never heard. Quite fearless little things, smart too. I very much enjoyed this book and thank the author for sharing her unique experiences.

ARC from Netgalley

[Chantal Lyons · Rating 5 out of 5]

I admit that I didn't get on with this book at first. Raven's writing style is almost bird-like in its quickness and jumpiness, unwilling to pause to let the reader catch up before it moves on. But once I grew used to it, I was utterly hooked.

'Fox and I' is one of the most unusual stories about friendship between a human and a nonhuman that I've read. It is uncompromising and almost subversive. It is also stunningly beautiful, in both prose and content. It's mostly about the author's growing bond with a fox, yes, though it's also a love letter to places of wildness, to being a person standing outside watching a sunset, to the myriad relationships between different animals and plants. The author is a biologist by training, although 'Fox and I' is by no means a pop science book. Raven spends much more time thinking over the ways humans throw up mental barriers against nonhumans, and the ways we can be cruel towards them. Black-and-white animal lovers may be upset to read about the author hunting deer, but she makes clear that she only wants to eat animals she's hunted herself; and she writes movingly about a young wild deer she tried to keep comfortable after finding it maimed by someone's dog.

The book is, of course, still mostly about the fox that befriends Raven. It's hard not to read with a sense of disbelief; how could a wild fox choose, on a daily basis, to sit near a human, to follow them, and to allow themselves to be followed? And even to guard its kits? The author provides a more or less convincing theory, drawing on evidence from the silver fox domestication project from Russia. I hope that anyone studying animal behaviour finds this book. The fox called Fox was clearly a fascinating, wonderful individual, whose interactions with Raven demand explanation beyond "instinct". Once more I have been reminded of the astonishing complexity of life, and the beauty of different creatures discovering each other, and being compassionate to each other.

So: I started 'Fox and I' with a frown, but by the end, my heart felt a little bit broken. And the photo at the end of Fox with his favourite flower undid me.

(With thanks to Spiegel & Grau and NetGalley for this ebook in exchange for an honest review)

[Jennifer ~ TarHeelReader · Rating 4 out of 5]

Have you ever had a close encounter with a fox? I don’t remember any in my childhood, but as an adult, I came face-to-face with one in Denali National Park in Alaska. My next encounter was last summer when a family of foxes temporarily moved under my deck. They had been displaced from somewhere else (which is very, very sad, and is happening all the time these days with urban sprawl) and made a den in the area covered from rain with shade from the summer heat. They were only here for a short time - maybe two weeks? The pups were almost grown, and then they moved on. As I kept my distance, I learned more about foxes last summer than I had in my life. I read everything I could, and it made me even more interested in wildlife preservation.

Because of my experience, my interest was piqued in this memoir about a woman’s connection with a fox. She lives on a much bigger piece of land in Montana when this fox becomes part of her life. Catherine Raven is a biologist by training, and she eventually learns the routine of the fox. Each day, he comes by at the same time. The two become friends.

I don’t want to give any more away, but this book is an interesting and enlightening take on animal behavior. The writing style grew on me throughout. At times my heart was warmed to its fullest, while at others, it was completely shattered. Fans of The Little Prince will be especially endeared to this story.

I received a gifted copy.

Many of my reviews can also be found on my blog: www.jennifertarheelreader.com and instagram: www.instagram.com/tarheelreader

[Allison · Rating 3 out of 5]

From the publisher’s description, I was really looking forward to reading Fox and I. I’ve been a sucker for stories about individuals bonding with wild creatures since I read The Yearling in 7th grade and sobbed my eyes out. Unfortunately I did not connect with this story in the same way. Catherine Raven tells us over and over again two things about herself. She is a rugged individualist and she has a PhD. She is so intent on being different and smart that the beautiful story of this unique friendship gets lost in the dense paragraphs she constructs. Her frequent references to Ishmael and Moby Dick reminded me I didn’t relate to that book either.
I wish she had tried a little less to impress us with her writing skill and just let the story flow simply from her heart. I’m afraid her style became a way to keep the reader at a distance when she would have been much better served to let down her guard and let the beauty of her connection with this remarkable creature speak for itself.

[Elyse Walters · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is definitely an interesting story - well written - even highly imagined—
I appreciated it - will remember it’s content, but I didn’t love it.
Parts were engaging - parts funny - parts warm and moving —
but… parts were also ‘dry’ — a little too ‘academic’ feeling.

This book is exactly what it says —
Catherine Raven’s friendship with a fox.
She lived in almost isolation in a remote cabin in Montana… and commuted to work at the University where she was teaching.
I’ll be spending a week in Montana next month myself in a cabin.
I’ve no interest in forming a bond with a fox….rather Paul and I will be happy to bond with our Canadian daughter and her husband….a long overdue ‘looking forward’ visit.

The fox joined Catherine in her cabin. They developed trust with one another. It’s rather interesting- for sure….( she also had a Black Spider friend for awhile too)…

In the meantime - we learn about Catherine Raven’s life — her teaching as a Biology professor - (funny stories about her cargo pants clothes attire) - time spent in Yellowstone- the relationship she had with her students — and her passion with the natural world.

It was good… I appreciated it … but was sleepy to stay focused throughout all of it.

3.5 stars.

[Ron · Rating 4 out of 5]

”How many rainbows had I seen in this one valley? A hundred easy, and I always paused to watch. I realized that a fox, like a rainbow and every other gift from Nature, had an intrinsic value that was quite independent of its longevity. After that, whenever I questioned devoting so much time to an animal whose lifespan barely exceeded the blink of an eye, I remembered rainbows.”

Catherine Raven met the fox sometime soon after completing the building of her cabin on the remote arid mountain countryside of Montana. In their first close eye to eye encounter, they both stared at a fly on her knee. He is a thin, red fox with a beauty described more in his intelligence and attitude than in physical appearance. Being a Biologist, what she thought of a fox at that time would not be the same by the end of her story, and doubtful what most readers would think. It would at first be embarrassing to describing the daily interactions with a wild fox as a friendship. But nature, animals, especially an unusually precocious, winsome red fox have their way of teaching us about our own selves. Although much of Catherine's story weaves in and out of her current and past life with the study and descriptions of flora and fauna, it feels mostly necessary to know her and therefore the fox. It returns enough to the more than casual relationship between a person and this uncommon animal to satisfy me, and I am unguarded to that sort of story.

[Lauren · Rating 1 out of 5]

ARC from NetGalley and Spiegel and Grau – available 6 July

Lately I’ve been making bad NetGalley selections, and it really is a shame because the books that catch my eye sound so good!

I choose this one as I love foxes, it has a beautiful cover and it sounded intriguing – simply put, it’s the true story of a lonely woman who befriends a fox. Unfortunately, I found it incredibly boring and pushed myself to finish it.

The author, as a woman in science, doesn’t believe in anthropomorphising animals and when she finds herself doing so with the fox and becoming ‘best friends’ with him, she at first tries to hide it, then makes excuses for it – arguing at one point that foxes with the ‘tame’ gene have evolved by being fed by humans. She seems to try to be rationalising her behaviour when I would argue that she was simply being human.

As I said, I didn’t find the book interesting. Most of the book is not about the fox but rather other wildlife and the author’s observations – including parallels with the writings of Herman Melville, Mary Shelley and Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. I found the writing quite confusing in places too and phrases such as ‘half a fortnight’ baffling. It’s a week.

If I wasn’t already not enjoying the book, I was turned off completely when the author described herself as never having had ‘a gender-appropriate job’. What exactly is one of those? Perhaps a poor choice of words but not a choice that went down well with this reader.

I’m sure there’s an audience for this book, perhaps zoologists or nature enthusiasts, but not casual fox lovers like me.

Thank you NetGalley for the opportunity to read this.

[Violet · Rating 3 out of 5]

Where do I start with this memoir? I should preface my review with this disclaimer: I read books that have deal with animal/human relationships under a vegan lens. So, when I read the book jacket and saw things like “she began reading to [Fox] from The Little Prince and “her scientific training taught her not to anthropomorphize animals” I was hopeful that Raven felt compassion towards all animals based on her use of delegating actual pronouns to other living, sentient beings + thinking deeply about her influence on wild animals. Additionally, a memoir that promises a solitary lifestyle intermeshed with the natural world was too delicious for my nature-loving, introverted soul to pass up. What follows is my review (if you care about animal rights) is why this author’s moral compass is broken, why I was (mostly) wrong, and why this sort of hypocrisy matters.

I won’t say Raven didn’t have a profound relationship (in her mind) with Fox—nor will I say that he didn’t teach her amazing and beautiful things about life, but the author's fluctuation between the animals she cares for and their rights to pronouns vs. the animals she hunts and eats for dinner and calls “it” was a little bit too much for me to stomach. Her goal to not anthropomorphize Fox is disguised behind her notion of them becoming "best friends". She tries to hide this from her peers and associates, saying Fox is just a research experiment or photo-op, explaining it away as some foxes having the ‘tame’ gene that has evolved due to some species being fed by humans—she should’ve just left it as her desire to show compassion towards another sentient creature instead of having to make up one huge, elaborate narrative on why Fox deserves serves as such a favorable delineation/exception from the rest of the animal kingdom.

“…if you shy from social interaction and tense up, leaving one leg slightly raised while people are trying to converse with you at the grocery store, then entertaining a guest day after day leaves you dusted. If your guest is an impatient fox who walks away when the wares you’re displaying get boring, you need to rev up your repertoire. This is especially tedious if you are pathologically private. I hesitated to talk to the fox not because we were different species, or because he was mute, but because I didn’t talk about myself with anyone.”

This speciesist behavior shows up in other places. When talking about a week-long rescue mission to save an injured fawn, Raven feigns indifference to save face and look tough in front of her friends. She remembers back to her time spent as a ranger in Mount Rainier and writes

“…we watched wildlife suffer and die and turned our short jaws this way and that. ‘Nature is cruel,” we said, and then we pretended that bearing the burden of this knowledge toughened up our flaccid souls.”

Raven knows this is not an excuse, but still argues the point:

They wondered if I was one of those people—those people—who bragged about not being able to kill spiders.”

And then:

“I was telling the students that every time the Panther Creek fawn had gazed up at me, she was pleading for compassion. The last time I saw her, she was lying dead with open eyes and I felt a gut-hollowing sadness. The bus hit a gigantic pothole, and I had trouble holding on with only one hand free. ‘I kill spiders,’ I said just before the momentum forced me to turn and, like the sign above the driver’s head said to do, ‘face front.’”

Raven turns away from her benevolence, her compassionate nature to save-face, and “face front”—something that seems very symbolic of turning away from what she believes in due to social pressure. This is something that stops a lot of people from living a vegan lifestyle because going against popular opinion isn’t easy. In Raven’s case, her social anxiety, and her fear of being in the spotlight likely adds to the heightened criticism the anxiety that comes along with standing out. But why let that be a reason to turn against your own moral compass? Innocent creatures shouldn’t have to suffer as a result of our shortcomings. Why fight harm with more harm?

Veganism is addressed via Ishmael aboard the Pequod, a Nantucket whaling ship that appears in the 1851 novel Moby-Dick by Herman Melville.

He asks:

“Is it moral to eat animals?”
“it is immoral to eat four-legged animals.”

Although Ishmael's story is a source of inspiration for Raven, she proceeds to ramble on with excuses about why she’s not vegan. Honestly, this woman deserves a gold medal for her determination to not lift the veil from her eyes, but it’s certainly not for a lack of creativity or intellectual understanding but taste pleasure.

“When I am an old lady, maybe I will think about Ishmael and stop eating meat. Until then, someone needs to kill the animals that provide my meat, so it might as well be me.”

My problem with this is that Raven goes to great lengths to describe how and why we draw minute distinctions between individuals and why, when it comes to nonhuman animals, we generalize them as objects for our taste pleasure and commodification since they tend to look, sound, and act alike to us at face value. And what she says sums up the problem with this—in fact, I could not have said it better myself:

“I’ve a notion it’s because we think we’re evolutionary advanced and more intelligent than they are. Arrogance dissolves empathy.”

What?! How can you come to a conclusion like this and continue to murder animals? She mentions grocery store trips and her mailman more than once throughout so it’s not like she has to eat meat to survive. If she wanted to be vegan—especially with how resourceful she brags to be throughout the entire memoir, I have no doubt that Raven could make it happen if she really wanted to.

“Despite [these] differences, [Fox and I] both worshipped the heat of the sun and the light of the moon. You will never convince me you need more than that to forge a friendship.”

An interesting point, to Raven’s credit, is how she talks about pets vs. wild animals and the hypocrisy we see in these human + nonhuman relationships. When the wildfire rages close to Raven’s home and the surrounding area, she expresses her disdain for how the firefighters express their feigned sort of sympathy for Fox. She describes how the firemen express their condolences. How when she turns around to gauge their reactions/emotions “[the firefighter] shrugged and shook his head as if to say, It’s a fire. Animals die…he would have been right if he said, “It’s a fire. Wild animals die…If I had owned Fox, if I had licensed, collared, tagged, or leased him, then firefighters would have tried to save him. But if I owned him, how could I have called him my friend?”
This is not totally dissimilar from the argument vegans make for pets (dogs vs. pigs) and the question of why we murder one and keep the other as a pet simply based upon looks and personal bias.

When Fox dies in the fire, Raven sums up the whole point behind veganism which comes down to every animal’s right and desire to live their life. There is no humane way to kill an animal that doesn’t want to die, and Raven understands this perfectly!
I had lost a friend; he had lost his life. He died too young, too happy, too ambitious. How could I wallow in a shallow pool of misery when his misery was infinite? Regardless of where Fox ended up when he died, he would rather be here…he would want to be alive. I want that, too, but I won’t be so patronizing as to pretend that I want it more than he does.


One of the important figures in literature Raven references besides Ishmael and The Little Prince is Victor Frankenstein. She essentially compares herself to him, relating to his great appreciation of nature, his lack of efficient encouragement growing up, and his isolation. I think Raven was trying to say human beings, weighed down by petty concerns and countless flaws pale in comparison to nature's perfection. They suffer and try to pioneer new ways to think and thrive without their environment to the point of becoming an outsider to one’s native environment or moral philosophies. In the novel Frankenstein, Mary Shelley shows us how dangerous it is to become obsessed power and glory. Like Victor is too caught up in his research to actually belong to his environment or family, Raven cannot see beyond her biases of Fox to realize how much she is also isolating herself from the world and compassion towards other creatures. At first, Fox blinds Raven of her own intentions until Fox dies and Raven feels comfortable to reincorporate herself back into the sort of life she has been waiting to live.

Learn from me, if not by my precepts, at least by my example, how dangerous is the acquirement of knowledge and how much happier that man is who believes his native town to be the world, than he who aspires to become greater than his nature will allow.

—Frankenstein

I didn’t completely hate this book. Overall, the prose was unique and creative. Raven's passion for the outdoors and the national parks she worked in was lovely to read about and I enjoyed all the descriptions of Fox. Beneath all the bias and speciesism, I saw a human on the right track to living in alignment with their morals, but not quite making the mark. At times, it almost felt like Raven wrote this memoir just to justify her relationship with Fox—perhaps out of guilt or regret the way things went down which is why the writing felt uncomfortable at some points and pretentious/meandering at others.


tl;dr
Animals need advocates, not apologists.

Raven needs to read The Little Prince a few more times to understand the message inside of it: one sees clearly with the heart.

Every animal life is unique—not just those we assign value to.

[Brandice · Rating 3 out of 5]

Catherine Raven lives a fairly isolated life in a remote cottage in Montana. When a fox begins to appear, she starts spending time with it — Observing its behavior, walking together, and even reading to the animal. Raven is a biologist and has lived a somewhat unconventional life. Readers learn more about her education and experience as a national parks ranger in this book as well as the friendship she forms with Fox.

I didn’t connect with Fox and I as much as I hoped to, partially due to the subject and partially, I suspect, due to its slower pace. Readers who love nature and/or animals more than me may enjoy this more. That’s not to say I actively dislike either, by the way — I think I’ve seen a fox in real life, once, several years ago in FL.

Fox and I subtly explores the relationship between humans and nature, and how spending time alone offers an opportunity for reflection.

[David Robertson · Rating 2 out of 5]

This book was a disappointment.

There is virtually no story arc. The chronology (such as it is) is indecipherable and chaotic.

The narrative swerves like a car out of control on an icy mountain road, veering between great insight and insipid inanity. Furthermore, the account is very repetitive and would have benefited immensely from editing.

Raven is not a good writer. Inappropriate word choices characterize the book and she often misses the mark when selecting descriptors or making analogies. I can't count the number of times I read a sentence and said to myself, "What?"

Occasionally, Raven's biology is inaccurate and imprecise. I don't know if this is by design ("Aren't I clever?") or just an oversight. In particular, she repeatedly labels "antlers" as "horns," and she knows better; what's that about? She calls pronghorns "antelopes" (the term commonly used by the general public), though the animals are not antelopes and are in fact much more closely related to camels. C'mon, Raven; you're a biologist.

It is almost impossible to develop a good feel for the details of Raven's rural Montana homestead, the setting for much of the book. The various meadows, sloughs, groves, creeks, cliffs, rivers, etc. are fluid and vague.

I'll end on some positive notes: Raven has a genuine concern for animals, and she occasionally has good and evocative descriptions of landscape, flora, and fauna. The final two chapters of the book are the best parts, but it's a slog to get to them.

[Ingrid · Rating 4 out of 5]

Very interesting but halfway through I got so fed up with looking up translations of species that it spoiled the fun for me. I found the audio book in Dutch and it went on much better from there.

[Karen · Rating 4 out of 5]

There is this show on the Discovery Plus channel called The Bond.

And...It tells about the remarkable and moving stories of people who have formed unique and special bonds with animals. (And we aren’t talking about the typical animals like cats and dogs and horses.)

Still...I thought this would be a great show for Oliver and I to watch together - (Oliver is my tv watching corgi).

And then...A friend of mine showed up with this book for me to read. How interesting and timely that these two “events” should converge simultaneously! (No, I didn’t read this book out loud to Oliver!)

But...I did immerse myself in the story!

This was a tale about a lone woman in a tiny cottage in an isolated area in Montana who prefers her solitude and her uncanny friendship with a fox. (And yes, there is more to the story, than just that.)

Of course...Whenever we become attached to anyone, be it human or not, there is always something emotional that could happen to any of us...

And...Even as this was the author’s experience, it now became our (the reader’s) journey, as well.

For...Those of you who form great attachments to creatures great and small, this is a book to consider for your next reading adventure.

But...Please, make sure to have a Kleenex box handy.

3.5 stars rounded up.

[Stephanie · Rating 1 out of 5]

Unfortunately, I'm putting this in the DNF pile. I tried. I made it 55 pages in but it was not holding my attention at all. Every 5 pages of ridiculously detailed description of some species, I would come across a sentence or two that would cause me to have hope but then the author just went back to rambling again. I wanted to read and feel something meaningful but instead I just felt frustration and boredom.

[Megan Quinn · Rating 2 out of 5]

Super quirky. Read about this book in a review in the Washington Post and opted to give it a go. I went back and forth between thinking the author a strange duck, to finding the story endearing, the narration of the fox’s thoughts adorable, etc. That could be due in part to how frequently the author flits around, bouncing whimsically back and forth between emotionally-removed anecdotes involving her students or other park rangers, to romantic, detailed narrations of the fox’s escapades where author Catherine Raven pretends to be inside the fox’s head as events take place.

Raven worked as a park ranger before becoming a student and then a professor in biology. She lived remotely and met the fox, befriended it, studied it, spent companionable time together, read to it. I’d love to study the author psychologically. Abused and neglected as a child, she seems to have replaced person-to-person relationships with associations with animals and nature, in particular with this fox. Not a terrible thing to do, and certainly understandable given her upbringing. But it can make for awkward reading. An example of how much she empathizes with and feels compassion for said nature is in this quote from the book:

“Calf-high sprigs of perennial grass were so reddened and sore from frigid, sunny days, they practically squeaked in pain when I stepped on them. Feeling their anguish, I stretched my stride to its limit as best I could.”

I learned several things reading this, such as how the federal government purposefully introduced mange into the wildlife population to try and control coyote and wolf populations from attacking livestock. I don’t agree with some reviewers’ takes on it that it reads like a textbook, but that’s my perspective.

Found it equal parts endearingly awkward and exasperating. There are lots of moments Raven seems to assume she knows what others are thinking, including the fox, and it does become tedious.

One positive outcome from reading Fox & I? I now want to read Moby Dick

[Marianne · Rating 5 out of 5]

4.5★s
“Those of us who have barnacled ourselves to inhospitable places may be trying to avoid people not because we do not like people, but because we love the things that people destroyed. Wild things. Horizons. Trolls.”

Fox and I is a memoir by American teacher and writer, Catherine Raven. After an unsupportive upbringing, the author manages to attain a PhD in Biology, lives in an off-grid mountain cottage in Montana and teaches remotely.

She might be considered reclusive: “Just as I’ve always been alone, I’ve never felt lonely. But I did want to fit in somewhere and belong to something. I tried lashing myself to the land, but it wasn’t reciprocating. Land, I discovered, does not behave like a pet, offering unconditional love just because you own it. I thought I was buying space and rocks and dirt and a creek, and instead I ended up with a community of animals who wanted me to work for my welcome.”

The fox who visits daily, and eventually becomes her friend, appears in some of her slides for her students on their Yellowstone Park field trips, and immediately provokes questions. Raven recalls associates during her ranger work warning her not to anthropomorphise. She feels curious and wonders “Was I imagining Fox’s personality?”

She decides to map the relationship, to be able to explain it, should there be further questions. She goes back to before their paths first crossed, and tells of “The Great Vole Debacle”, which becomes an illustration of how small actions (clearing land and building a house, feeding egg yolks to magpies, collecting seeds, chasing off dogs and feral cats) can ultimately have unpredictable consequences.

“Owning land is a big responsibility. Every step taken, path set, weed pulled, and tree planted fosters a hundred million or so consequences. A great land baron, Nature’s tenant in chief, must justify her actions and their consequences.”

Raven meanders through the story of her initial encounters with Fox, often with lengthy digressions to illustrate a point, describing how she would sit and read to him, games they played and activities they pursued. She recounts those occasions when she returned from time away to no Fox, convinced that he had met with an unexpected end.

Occasionally, Raven swaps the narrative to Fox’s perspective, giving him a personality without the “sin” of anthropomorphising. Tennis Ball, the magpie, also gets a voice.

Raven credits the friendship with allowing her to understand what truly matters in her life: “Like a forest, my life had progressed through several stages and was reaching the climax phase. I knew my relationship with Fox was more important than anything else in my life, and I could see that my purpose would be to tell his story. And purpose, I now knew, was more important than profession.”

Raven’s memoir is a feast of wildlife and botanical description that will appeal especially to those who love or appreciate American flora and fauna. This is a moving, thought-provoking and illuminating read.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Spiegel & Grau.

[James Vitarius · Rating 2 out of 5]

Great topic, interesting treatise on human interaction with nature. However, Ms. Raven’s conceited tone is a major impediment. Also, about 27,000 words too long.

[Laura · Rating 2 out of 5]

I made it past halfway, going to call it quits on this one.

The author has a lot to say, and speaks with authority. I was looking for something along the lines of Wesley the Owl: The Remarkable Love Story of an Owl and His Girl, which was a fantastic read. This was maybe 10% about the relationship between Ms. Raven and the fox.....and looking at the cover and title, I expected it to be closer to 90% about her and the fox.

Audio was also just ok.

Maybe it was my mood? If you don't mind a lot of (IMO) off-topic info relating to the environment, then you may be ok with this one. It just wasn't what I was looking for.

[Book Concierge · Rating 4 out of 5]

Book on CD narrated by Stacey Glemboski


Subtitle: An Uncommon Friendship

From the book jacket: When Catherine Raven finished her PhD in biology, she built herself a tiny cottage on an isolated plot of land in Montana. She was as emotionally isolated as she was physically, but she viewed the house as a temporary rest stop where she could gather her nerves and fill out applications for what she hoped would be a real job that would help her fit into society. In the meantime, she taught remotely and led field classes in nearby Yellowstone National Park. Then one day she realized that a mangy-looking fox was showing up on her property every afternoon at 4:15 p.m.

My reactions
I loved this memoir. Raven had some issues and talking to Fox helped her sort through where she had been, where she was, and where she was going. I loved that she chose to read The Little Prince aloud to Fox, drawing comparisons between her own situation and that the Little Prince (and author Antoine de Saint-Exupéry). And isn’t this what friendship is all about?

I loved how she approached nature, the way she observed and absorbed the beauty and wonder of the various life forms around her. And I appreciated the information she imparted about voles, birds, trees, deer, dogs and, of course, foxes.

Stacey Glemboski does a marvelous job of narrating the audiobook, but I did find myself going back and reading several chapters in text. I think I like the reading experience better than listening for this work.

[MountainAshleah · Rating 1 out of 5]

There's a reason in many areas feeding foxes, bears, deer etc is illegal. Because, among other things, that behavior can cost them their lives. Even where it's not illegal, like the mountainous forest where I live, it's considered irresponsible and is publicly shamed. So here's the thing...this trained scientist knew what she was doing was wrong on so many levels. Her students knew. Her guilty conscience knew. Her training knew. Yet she did it anyway, acting like a five year old child with a new stuffed toy instead of an adult and a scientist no less. This book made me cringe. It's easy to "befriend" foxes...they go where the food is, they are curious, they are playful. Yet you don't do it, because a mature, responsible adult knows the animal could pay the price for your indulgence. She not only anthropomorphizes this poor creature with her ridiculous behavior, she romanticizes the fox in some bizarre act of loneliness meets narcissism. If ever a person should have adopted a dog and left wildlife alone, it's this woman. But that would have made her ordinary, not special. Let me be clear, had Dr Raven been a grieving average woman who took to the fox as an escape from grief, I would understand. But this author's behavior puts her in the same league as Timothy Treadwell of Grizzly Man infamy. This book isn't lyrical. It's grotesquely juvenile.

[Samantha · Rating 1 out of 5]

I was entirely disappointed by this book for two reasons. 1) This is not a good book for animal lovers. I saw the cover and thought it would be similar to other animal books I've read about creating bonds with animals in unlikely circumstances. This book does not do that. I found the writer to be quite depressing. At one point, I found myself wondering whether or not she actually like animals. She seems quite annoyed by everything, and not what you think of as an animal lover. Even at the end, she seems to resist the idea of even being sad about the fox dying.
2) Very little of this book is about the fox. Most of the book the writer spends time discussing irrelevant topics, describing a ridiculous amount of detail concerning scientific names (she's a biologist), and talking about other writers. If I wanted to read about "The Little Prince" or "Frankenstein", I would have picked up a copy of those at the bookstore instead of this book. I want to know about the fox!
Ugh...I found it all so frustrating, depressing, and ended up being a bit mad by the time I finished the book.

[Pallavi · Rating 3 out of 5]

****3.0****
Catherine Raven's "Fox & I" gives us a view on a life where a person feels home amidst the wild animals. Her relationship with a Fox was the highlight of the book which is enjoyable. But other things described in the book was a bit uneven and felt disjointed which was too bad. I was struggling to continue and I missed a smooth flow of a story telling.

Catherine Raven definitely knows a lot about nature, animals etc but her writings lack the story telling . There were several description about nature which were really poetic and too hard to forget.
This was an "ok-ish" read for me. I have red enough nature related books that I felt this one was a bit off or not my usual type.

Happy Reading!!

[Olive Fellows (abookolive) · Rating 3 out of 5]

Click here to hear my thoughts on this book over on my Booktube channel, abookolive!

[Erik B.K.K. · Rating 1 out of 5]

Not so much about a fox, as about a petty and paranoid woman, who spends almost half the novel defending her relationship with Fox to imaginary mean people who would judge her for being crazy. Come on, no one I know believes animals are automatons with no feelings. And I doubt anyone studying Biology, whether here or in the US or anywhere, would. No judgment, but here's a tip: if you spend your life continually being afraid you will gross people out because they think you're weird, they WILL think you're weird. People are very good at noticing that.

Almost the entire other half is spend on quoting Saint Exupery and Melville's Ishmael, which many other reviewers have already commented on, so the only thing I will say is: if I had liked The Little Prince and Moby Dick, I would have rather read those, thank you.

There are some gems strewn throughout the book, when she finally focuses on the real fox instead of the idea Fox, and describes his daily life. I really liked those parts. What I really didn't like is her happily hunting* and not seeing anything wrong with that, while at the same time advocating humans should let animals live in peace. But then again, Raven is so petty that when she spots a troupe of rare birds, she takes away the snacks meant for the magpie because she's afraid it might scare away the pretty image and ruin her view. That is so beyond petty that the whole thought of mind just confuses me.
And Raven is hypocritical too. She clearly loves Fox, cares for him, but when she finds a tiny baby skunk next to his dead mother, she simply describes the scene and leaves. It wouldn't even cross her mind to take that baby home. She looks down on domesticated animals, calling them "caged".

The title of this book should have been "Me, myself and I, and a fox".

PS: Somewhere, Raven writes about how she has never had a sex appropriate job. What are sex appropriate jobs? Genuinely curious, and a bit furious.

*I honestly find hunters very sad. Raven mentions a jar with deer pee somewhere in the novel. Is hunting a sport when you need deer pee to lure game? (It's a rhetorical question). And also, when evacuating her home because of a wild fire, Raven brings with her all her precious belongings, of which out of 15 things, 5 are guns/weapons. What else is there to say.

[Jessica Armstrong · Rating 2 out of 5]

I loved the concept of this book, and really wanted to enjoy it more - what could be more fun than a friendship between a woman and a fox? However, the writer describes herself as solitary, and boy is she ever. I found it hard to imagine how painful it was for her to interact with people, and how much she rejected forming relationships with other people. I understood how drawn she was to the natural world, and found her descriptions of her Montana environment fascinating.
Perhaps a true introvert would enjoy this much more than I did, and identify with the writer better. For those who love a deep dive into the natural world, this would also be an enjoyable read. I would have preferred reading more about her emotional baggage and her understanding of herself better. Just not a great book for me - well-written and a beautiful ode to nature.
It reminded me of H is for Hawk by Helen Macdonald - and yet H is for Hawk had more humor and more growth in the main character that I found more interesting.

[Peter Tillman · Rating 2 out of 5]

Not to my taste. Abandoned & returned. I'd suggest reading some of the other 2-star reviews before you tackle this one -- or after you read a chapter or three. Not for me.

Here's the review that led me to read the book:
https://www.nytimes.com/2021/07/06/bo...
"In 2003, she was living in a cottage in a remote valley in Montana, working as a field guide, when a fox showed up one afternoon.

He returned day after day. Sometimes he brought her dead mice as presents; sometimes they played a game of chicken, with him inching closer until she backed down. He listened as she read him “The Little Prince.” If Raven wasn’t outside, the fox would peer into her windows, looking for her.

One night he brought his kits to her porch, then fell asleep, leaving her to babysit several rambunctious young foxes. The show of trust changed Raven’s life."

So. Might work for you. Didn't, for me.

[Annette Jordan · Rating 2 out of 5]

Fox and I by Catherine Raven was a book that I was drawn to by the description and cover, but unfortunately I found that the writing style just was not for me. I found it a struggle to finish, but I was determined to give it every chance. I struggled with the narrator, and thought the book meandered a lot, which meant it never grabbed my attention the way that I hoped it would.
I read an ARC courtesy of NetGalley and the publisher, all opinions are my own.

[Scribe Publications]

Fox and I will make you feel deeply about our relationship with animals and nature. After you read this book you will experience animals in a new and marvellous way.
Temple Grandin, author of Animals Make Us Human

A wise and intimate book about a solitary woman, a biologist by training, who befriends a fox. More than that, it’s the tale of a human mind trained to be logical meeting and being touched by Nature and coming to realise a greater truth. If Thoreau had read The Little Prince, he would have written this book.
Yann Martel, author of Life of Pi

This intimate and poetic account of a biologist’s friendship with a fox overturns the assumption that the world exists for humans to dominate and control. By paying ecstatic attention to grasses, insects, birds and animals, Catherine Raven allows us to hear what nature is saying to us. Fox and I is essential reading for anyone concerned about the catastrophe human beings are inflicting on the environment from which they and all other creatures sprang.
Stephen Batchelor, author of The Art of Solitude

Fox and I is a mesmerising, beautifully written, and entirely unsentimental book about the connection amongst all things: the author and her fox friend, but also magpies, brown dogs, fawns, voles, and junipers. I learned as much about the meaning of friendship from this book as I have from any work of nonfiction that I’ve ever read.
Will Schwalbe, author of The End of Your Life Book Club

In this tale of wilderness, in the tradition of Thoreau and Steinbeck, Catherine Raven has achieved something unique in the literature of nature writing—genuine love for the wild within the rigour of scientific observation. The voice of this storyteller is startlingly original. I read it breathlessly.
Andrei Codrescu

So original and daring and delightful and weird (in the best sense), both on the level of the idea and the level of language … [A] really terrific piece of writing.
Amanda Fortini (Judge for the Montana Festival of the Book)

Both beautiful and moving, as well as philosophically stimulating regarding the approach to anthropomorphism. I have never read this discourse so well explored before. Normally anthropomorphism is used as a criticism and here it is also played as a defence against reductionist science seeking to `other’ creatures from the fellowship of feelings for emotional intelligence. A Thoreau for the new Green Enlightenment.’
Sir Tim Smit, co-founder of The Eden Project

Entrancing … Raven’s gorgeous account of her bond with a fox while living in a remote cabin will open readers’ eyes to the ways humans connect to the natural world and vice versa … If there’s one book you pick up this summer, make it this one.’
Bethanne Patrick, Washington Post

Mysterious and magical … At a time when various challenges threaten animal life around the globe, people seem more interested in gleaning insights from other species while they can … Fox and I explores whether true friendship is possible between people and creatures of the wild.
Wall Street Journal

Raven’s extraordinary memoir is a love song to the animal who miraculously arrives in the front yard of her remote cabin every afternoon to be read passages from The Little Prince. A poetic, revelatory portrait of a biologist’s solitary sojourn.
Oprah Daily

[A] thoughtful, measured, literary meditation, as told through biologist Catherine Raven's observations as she studies and interacts with a fox in her backyard, even reading him books out loud. Her reflections shine a spotlight on the path out of loneliness, reminding us all that nature itself will ensure none of us are ever truly alone.
Zibby Owens, Good Morning America

Fox and I is a beautiful meditation on life and our connection to animals and the natural world. I have counted many dogs as close friends. I have not, however, had the pleasure of connecting with a wild animal the way Catherine Raven does in this remarkable memoir about her life with Fox. Fans of H is for Hawk who have been waiting for the next stunning animal memoir, have found it in Fox and I.
Pamela Klinger-Horn, The Valley Bookseller

Fox and I is soul-food literature, something to be savoured and then shared. It is a meditative joy and should be snapped up by anyone looking to soften their world; if just for a short time.
Mary O’Malley, Skylark Bookshop

Raven asks so many interesting questions about our connections with nature and animals and, despite her goal to keep to the science and not romanticise, the heart and soul [this] book, ironically perhaps, is our deep connectedness with animals and the natural world and what that says about us as people.
Susan O’Connor, Penguin Bookshop

Catherine Raven reads The Little Prince to Fox every day. Fox listens while playing with a flower. Is this the definition of friendship? Read this engaging book and find out. If you loved H is for Hawk, this is for you.M/i>
Books on the Square

This debut is beautiful and moving. [Raven’s] relationship to Fox, the natural world, and civilisation will give every reader much to think about. I love that she tells part of the story from Fox’s perspective; her writing sings in every chapter, but the sheer imagination and empathy of those sections blew me away. I also loved how Raven’s descriptions of how it resonates with her fits so perfectly with her writing about favourite books (The Little Prince, Moby-Dick, and Horton Hears a Who). Although this book is unlike anything else I've read before, it gave me some of the frissons of recognition and awe that I got from reading the works of Farley Mowat and Azar Nafisi — Mowat for his personal observations and love of wild things and Nafisi for her interpretations of literature. This is one of my favourite books in a long time — one I will treasure for myself and give to others.
Tegan Tigani, Queen Anne’s Book Company

Mesmerising, charming, showing the true meaning of friendship … The author, Catherine Raven left home at the age of fifteen and had always been drawn to nature. Working her way through college as a ranger in National Parks, she finally finished her PhD in biology, built a tiny cottage that included her own rainbow room, and taught remotely. But something was missing. She needed someone to talk to. Then one day she noticed a fox that kept coming around at 4:15. He was there along with the annoying magpie and the voles he had tried to relocate … She read Dr. Seuss and The Little Prince to him. She knew as a park ranger that she shouldn’t become personally involved with a wild animal, but no matter how hard they each tried, the forces of nature built their bond of friendship … The author is extremely knowledgeable and shares how one can experience animals and nature in a new and sensitive way. You will also learn a lot about our environment as well.
Mollie Mitchell, HearthFire Books

What a remarkable and unusual memoir whereby the author, a biologist and naturalist, notices on her remote property out west a particularly curious fox. She returns the curiosity and what ensues is a kind of relationship that seems to provide both of them with comfort and connection. As the fox makes regular visits, Catherine Raven notices how much this means to her, eventually leading her to make other changes in her life to invite a deeper sense of belonging to a larger community than she previously imagined for herself. Fox and I is a most rewarding and vivid read.
Sheryl Cotleur, Copperfield’s Books

Catherine Raven may not be drawn much to people, preferring to spend her time instead immersed in nature, but it is impossible not to be drawn to Catherine. She is not just a keen observer of non-human life, rooted and mobile, but also one heck of a good storyteller about her Montana floral and faunal neighbours. She does not anthropomorphise her subjects — a charge to which she is highly sensitive, especially when it comes to the red fox at the heart of this book — but she does leave us with a keen appreciation for the complex interrelations within and across species.
Community Bookstore

I loved this story about a woman in the wilderness befriending a fox, reading him The Little Prince. She is a natural scientist, so you feel like you are one with the land and the animals who inhabit it. She is a loner, unafraid to shoot and skin the elk, yet one who also feeds the magpies and fox egg yolks in their shells. It's not quaint, but a real story about what nature can bring to us if we just take the time to care and to look.
Bank Square Books

It turns out foxes, in particular this Fox, has outwitted Nature and has a personality after all. In this enchanting fable-like reminiscence, a scientist, living alone by choice, and a fox come together. The rhythmic and poetic descriptions of the environs and wildlife make this a story you can escape into.
Vermont Book Shop

A tender, shrewd exploration of the redemption that comes when we start to know that we, whoever and wherever we are, are wild things, crucially defined by our relationship with the wild.
Charles Foster, author of Being a Beast and Being a Human

This is something altogether different from the latest 'went into the wild to find myself' offering. Raven’s is a memoir unspooled in nature, a first-person account from an unusually observant point of view … Augmenting Raven’s vibrant observations of flora and fauna is her deliberation as a person, scientist, writer. Fox and I balances the fluency of her writing with the pauses she offers Fox — and us. Redemption by way of solitude is offset by the darkness that lurks and lingers. This is the tension upon which the book rides and rests ... Her understanding of mortality prowls page to page … Raven has written a book about reading to a fox that I want to read to anyone or anything that cares to listen. Would that I could read it to Ghost and the fox the next time they meet up.
William Deverell, Alta

[A] testament for the meaning and beauty in the small and seemingly insignificant moments in life … written in a lush, elegant style … a book that is taking seriously the idea that wild animals have emotions and desires similar to humans and therefore shouldn’t be treated as either hostile enemies to be killed or stupid creatures to be pitied … showcases real communication and friendship between different species … Right up to the tragic yet hopeful ending, this book is irresistible reading. Lovers of nature will appreciate Raven’s thoughtful writing about the place of humans in the natural world; Lovers of stories will be entranced by the rendering of friendship, and its strange power to change lives. Poignant and thought-provoking, Fox and I will have you re-evaluating your relationship to your local environment and the non-human animals that share it with you.
Connor Carrns, Open Letters Review

[A] multi-layered exploration of a world in which humans honour rather than dominate nature … Fox and I takes us out of a relentless focus on the human-built world in ways that invite compassion for nature … That complexity emerges compellingly in the narrative as Fox matures, fathers kits, and expresses his caring for Raven's friendship more and more directly …Fox's exuberance for life left his emotional mark on me, too.
Barbara J. King, NPR

[S]mart and tender … the deftness of her observations erases any suggestion that her connection to Fox is invented or saccharine. It blooms, like any other friendship, from proximity, personality, attention and time … Allowing every animal on the page its full agency, Fox and I crisply upends the hierarchy that places humans at the top of a pyramid. For some readers, this reanimation of wild animals may be painful, a reminder that the ecological destruction we’re collectively perpetrating falls upon conscious, aware beings, who are now tasked with surviving transformed habitats and extreme conditions … By the end of Fox and I, I found myself deeply lonely for the kind of belonging Raven found on the land. How did we end up so distant from our animal friends?
Katherine E. Standefer, The New York Times Book Review

On the surface, this is a story about a woman befriending a fox, which is in and of itself remarkable enough, but it is also a powerful meditation on nature, living in the world with and without people, as well as the power of literature.
Cody Morrison, Square Books

[Toni · Rating 3 out of 5]

This book was uneven for me. I enjoyed Catherine Raven’s explicit sharing, her descriptions of the nature surrounding her and her exploration of friendship and how it helped her grow. The way the story unfolds though, meanders from moments that have my full attention to moments where I’m wondering why she didn’t leave some things out or structure things in a different way.

Raven spends the bulk of Fox and I concerned that her relationship with a wild fox will jeopardize her professional reputation and credibility. She worries repeatedly about being guilty of, or being perceived as practicing anthropomorphism, something that is apparently an especially bad look for an aspiring biologist in academia.

As I was reading though, I found myself wondering if that, in fact, was what she should be worrying about. It didn’t seem to me that she was ascribing human traits to her wild neighbors, so much as she was projecting her own biases and reactions onto them. In other words, if she were to reverse roles and were in their paws and claws, this is how she would feel and how she’d be reacting. She’d feel fear or curiosity or anger or resentment.

Of course, she has no way of knowing that they could feel any of this, not just because we simply don’t know that much about the possible inner dialogues of any species other than ourselves. She doesn’t actually know any of the lead up before their interaction that provides the type of context she’d need to have any idea what the might or might not be feeling and experiencing.

Which, honestly, isn’t that what we do to people too? We are obviously not anthropomorphizing people that are already human, but we sure do project a lot in a way that often leads to misunderstandings and potentially gets us into trouble. ‘Oh so and so hates me, and is doing x because of y.’ ‘Oh, I know what that look means, they must really feel this way about x.’ The reality is, while sometimes we have enough information to correctly judge other people’s responses and probable thoughts and feelings, often we are way off base. We just don’t have enough of the facts even with our own special knowledge of and familiarity with being human.

Raven seems to be particularly challenged in judging the reactions of other humans. So much so, that at times, I wonder if she’s an unreliable narrator. It doesn’t seem surprising at all then, that she feels more comfortable practicing her communication and empathy skills of the non-human life around her first. The stakes, after all, are more forgiving, and the results certainly more open to interpretation.

No one who has spent time around animals, whether they be pets or wildlife can hardly dispute that they have unique traits, personalities and qualities that distinguish them amongst their own kind. To acknowledge that is hardly anthropomorphizing. As a fellow appreciator of the regulars in the wildlife that shares my habitat, for me, her descriptions of those interactions are the most enjoyable parts of the book. (Although they are also some of the more tedious when it feels like an editor might have been able to rein her in a bit.

While Raven’s relationship with her wild community takes this a bit further than most people do, she still doesn’t seem to me to be guilty of anthropomorphizing exactly. If that’s what she were doing, I think that the characters wouldn’t fit so neatly into a narrative that fits in with her own. It feels to me more like Raven has shaped the world around her into an elaborate way to talk to herself.

[Jülie ☼♄  · Rating 5 out of 5]

Love this 🤗 Thanks to Marianne for recommending this to me.

*For those readers who are not familiar with The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, you might like to read it first. It is a long time top shelf favourite of mine and I found Fox & I enhanced by my knowledge of that beautiful story.

[MandM · Rating 5 out of 5]

With a Phd in Biology and working in a National Park the author is taught not to anthropomorphize animals. But what happens when a fox regularly visit is you at 4:15 every day? You read to him! True Story!