DNF @ 50%... * exaggerated sigh* I honestly don't even know what the hell this was. And I'm even more confused about how this has such a high rating. This story, the characters were absolutely a dumpster fire of a fucking mess. Just a clusterfuck of bad, bad and more bad.
Let's see, where to start. So Emma comes home to the small town her grandma lives in after a horrible experience in NY that had her hightailing it out of there. Ok. So far, no issues. But when she arrives her attitude is atrocious. Judgemental, rude, entitled & offensive. And her "lala" is actually no better in the beginning. Emma gives no explanation, just inserts herself in her grandma's life & expects everyone to just accept it, no questions, no explanations. Nothing. She also discovers she has a little 6 year old sister, Nora, that was abandoned by her shit bag of a mother at birth.
Since it's a small town & apparently, little old ladies like to feed the entire lot of service men & women of the town. So, they trample in & out of Lala's house during their shift to get a good meal. Cool. Enter Reed Ryan. The tattooed, hottie lead male. And that's where everything takes a nose dive. Emma flips her shit because he's tattooed & starts throwing her unjustified judgmental vitriol. All thanks for her trashwhore of a mother & what she put them through. But no matter how her Lala tries to explain that they're good men, she just continues her gross behavior.
Fast forward to Reed trying to get to know Emma slowly. He obviously can tell she has some issues & hang ups. So he's sweet, gentle & caters to her needs & boundaries. Except when she finds out that he's a cop, all hell break loose. Because she's had bad experiences with cops in the past, she is dead set on putting them all in the same category. But on a level where you have to wonder if she has serious psychological issues. She makes mountains out of tiny grains of sand, constantly sabotages situations & is just a fucking nut bag. Also add a dash of an annoying, spoiled little brat of a 6 year girl who throws a fit because Reed is paying more attention to Emma than her & it was time to check out for me. I just I couldn't read anymore but I kept going a bit more.
Reed has issues with his family, which isn't explained at first. But then he finally decides to drive home after 3 years on not speaking to them. Him & his Dad get into all the issues that took place as to why he left. And then, change of subject quick & start talking about all the issues with Emma. Um, what? There were some serious issues between this family and here's his chance & all that took place was airing out all the grievances but nothing was resolved. No explanations or apologies or closure. Just changed the subject. So, he hasn't spoke to his dad in 3 years, has all these serious, deep issues with him but all of a sudden he's confiding in him about this lunatic of a girl? WTF!
Reed stops into the bookstore Emma's working in to help out with some heavy stuff & he has to deal with her continued disgusting behavior. But then he turns around & tells her he loves her. Um, excuse me? HOW?! How can he love a girl, because her behavior is that of a mentally unstable teenage girl, after only spending a short time with her? And when I say short time, I mean a short time where she's not acting like a snarling beast. Because the rest of the time she's a nasty, judgmental mental patient. This was where I checked out completely.
Let's do the check list of bad:
Lead female with a ginormous, judgemental & nasty chip on her shoulders--- CHECK
Acting like an psychotic mental patient --- CHECK
Annoying child that needs to be disciplined instead of coddled--- CHECK
Bad guys from another state that coincidentally end up in her tiny town--- CHECK
A super hot good guy that wants to push past crazy lead female issues--- CHECK
And so many other shittastic NOPE inducing issues. Also, the female narrator, although most of the time does a great job, just annoyed me so much in this story. She couldn't get the tone or emotion of the scene right. OMGGGGG! This was such a mess & I don't understand how so many people enjoyed this. But, to each their own.