For a woman who prided herself on being cool and competent, who relied on her wits to win a case, Helen Decatur walked away from the Serenity courthouse with a strong desire to pummel some sense and decency into a few of South Carolina's good old boys.
Helen Decatur has been a successful lawyer and business owner, but the one thing she would most like to be is a mother. Now, at forty-two, it seems that dream will never become a reality. But Helen didn't get where she is by taking no for an answer, so she decides to take fate into her own hands. There is one thing that she didn't take into account though...love.
I should have known better, but I joined the Netflix book club to broaden my horizons and read things that I wouldn't normally read, so I gave this a try. I was skeptical to begin with and Goodreads reviews made me even more skeptical, so I decided to watch a few episodes of the first season of the show to get a feel for the characters and see if it was something I could handle. Surprisingly, I liked what I saw so decided to give this book a try. And I should have trusted my gut and run in the other direction as it turns out. I'm not tagging spoilers because there are some sensitive topics that are handled poorly in the book and I think potential readers need to know about them.
*****Major unmarked spoilers ahead, proceed with caution********
Contemporary romance and I don't get along that well, especially those books with beach scenes and kitschy main streets on the cover. Usually I find the books a little too good to be true and way too sappy. Well, I would gladly trade all of those things for what this turned out to be, which is essentially sexual assault masquerading as romance. I don't say that lightly. I know that explicit consent isn't always a part of romance stories on page, screen, or in real life. But this story went beyond all of that. I think I could have been a bit forgiving if this had been a historical romance, but being set in the 21st century this was unacceptable. Here are some examples:
- The first time we see Helen and Erik together they are in an argument, which Erik responds to by forcefully kissing a non-consenting Helen to "shut her up."
- Helen begins a sexual relationship with Erik for the sole purpose of getting pregnant by him, even though he has made very clear that he does not want children. She doesn't want him to be involved with the baby at all, so she figures this is ok. She lies to him about being on birth control. When she finds out she's pregnant, she attempts to ghost him (I say attempts because in all her wisdom, she decided the best guy to pick to be her baby daddy/sperm donor was one who lives in the same small town as she does). (Also, this whole storyline is a slap in the face to anyone who has to rely on assisted reproduction technologies or adoption to make a family. Helen doesn't want to use a donor for artificial insemination because that is too impersonal. She also is very against adoption because she wants to experience pregnancy. Yes, much better to potentially ruin someone else's life so you can have your ideal experience, that is a great start to your child's life.)
- When Erik finds out she's pregnant (thankfully one of her friends convinced Helen to tell him), he demands that they get married. Helen makes very clear that she does not consent to this marriage, but goes along with it because of her guilt over the pregnancy (she did do wrong, but that's not a reason to marry someone). While she continues to fight it, Erik enlists the help of Helen's "friends" to essentially force her down the aisle (apparently if you get a woman to a bridal boutique and put her in a fancy gown she will agree to anything, because women just want shiny things).
But this is a romance book, so in the end they get their happily-ever-after and its all fine because they were meant to be together the whole time and just needed to figure that out. This story does a disservice to women and to men, and I'm really concerned that this is sold as romance.
The rest of the book was ok. There were some lightly shoe-horned in social justice issues (but don't worry all the Hispanics in the story are legal immigrants, Ms. Woods really wants to make sure you know that). There's another romance in the book which is much better in my opinion and deserving of the name. There's a bit of a thriller element which sort of forces things to a head between Erik and Helen, but it is all taken care of neatly (with the bad guy dying by suicide -- which is handled with an "oh well").
I don't know that I would recommend this book to anyone. I don't know if I will continue with the show either if this storyline is a large part of Season Two. I know there are others on Goodreads who seemed to really enjoy the book, so your mileage may vary, but it definitely wasn't for me.
2022 Read Harder Challenge: Read a romance where at least one of the protagonists is over 40
CW: deceased wife, eating disorder, guns, kidnapping/abduction, medical procedures, mental illness, non-consent, racist language, religious shaming, sexual assault (description on page), sexual content (several detailed scenes) stalking, suicide, swearing (mild), violence (a character is beaten badly, another is shot)