Best book I've read this year.
This book will make you cry. You will realize how merciful Allah (glorified and exalted is He) is, He is the Forgiver of sins, the Ever-Forgiving.
“Turning back to Allah (glorified and exalted is He) might feel like something that causes us shame, because we have to admit that we are at fault. Many of us have felt disheartened because we messed up, we messed up too many times to count, maybe we messed up in the worst of ways, and this brings us feelings of shame and unworthiness.
Then Allah (glorified and exalted is He) reminds us that He is Al-Ghāfur more than ninety times in the Qur'an. Al-Ghāfur is the One who forgives over and over and over again. No matter how many sins, or even the type of sin you have committed, Allah (glorified and exalted is He) will cover and protect you from them if you seek His forgiveness and do sincere taubah.” - Dr. Jinan Yousef
In this book, ustadz Omar Suleiman describes what is taubah (repentance) means, what is the goal of the taubah, how to build a personal relationship with Allah (glorified and exalted is He), the station of repentance, minor and major sins, how you get rid of your bad habits and do the good deeds instead, how to keep purifying yourself, and many more.
Best quotes from this book :
Taubah is the process. What other thing in the world - especially of importance - gives you the outcome based upon the process? What other thing that Allah (glorified and exalted is He) guarantees you success in return for you being engaged in a process? Not necessarily for the outcome of the process.
Do not treat your religion as risk and reward, or as good deeds and bad deeds, or as just a transaction of Jannah and Hellfire. Your religion is a personal relationship between you and your Creator who did not give you a reason to disobey Him. He did not give you any reason to run to anyone else or anything else for support or care when He was there for you the entire time. Make your religion a personal thing between you and Allah (glorified and exalted is He).
You are dealing with Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem; you are dealing with the Most Compassion, the Most Merciful who gave you existence and life and who wants to see you succeed. You cannot understand taubah without understanding this matter.
Ibn Al-Qayyim (may Allah have mercy on him) was saying that it is strange that although haram does not make you happy, you insist on it. The prohibition is not giving you a sense of happiness, yet you go on with it.
Therefore, the goal is to get to that point where I am not just no longer committing the evil, but I have busied myself with good.