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296 pages, Paperback
First published July 27, 2021
"Being out there on the road made me realise that people are always playing with your story, inventing you, changing who you are to suit them."

"Most stories don't really go ahead in straight lines. They get jumbled up and you have to untangle them again (just like life, I suppose)."
"What kind of a real-life plot ever truly gets resolved? As if people's lives don't keep rolling on when the page is finished."
"It's hard managing the past and the present and putting them all into the same story."
"No one can really escape all that backstory, I guess. We never could."
"Then Asheeka just turned those keys hanging there in the ignition and the car started to buzz beneath us and then Arnold started to pay attention."
"I think that was the moment when we both really started to come alive."
"Was that even true? Asheeka and I hadn't been paying attention. We were from the land of apartment blocks, not these thousands of acres of flammable browns and greens."
"It seems crazy, thinking about it now, that we were even worried about dress codes when the world around us was about to explode on so many literal and metaphorical levels."
"We were standing in the middle of the apocalypse. It made something feel bent and broken inside of me."
"The thing is, I don't think you really look like yourself or at least the kind of person you want to be, and you know, if you don't look like yourself you'll end up getting the wrong boyfriend, the wrong friends, the wrong life. You could just end up being someone entirely different from you."
"Sometimes, at times like this, I lost track of where the me I wanted to be began and where it hit up against the me that Asheeka thought I should want to be."
"What I'm really trying to say, I guess, in a metaphorical way, or maybe I'm just being literal, I'm not sure, is that people fight really hard to have control over their stories and sometimes we lose that control, sometimes we let ourselves be invisible and sometimes we try to be visible again and we accidently fall down a rabbit hole."
"I got stuck forever on that same highway, forever turning in circles, forever turning backwards, coming back."
In the time between when we left and when we returned there was just this infinite space where we were anyone.
They’re always expecting things. Boys. Girls don’t expect so much.
He took us in with his eyes, running them all along our bodies. He gave me a kind of half-smile that said, Yeah, and I’ll take you, I’ll take you both.