Cole + Elijah 🖤
Student/Professor | Age gap | Unforgettable first kiss
I just loved this so so much! Elijah and Cole have a beautiful love 🥺 Two men who would give up anything as long as they had each other.
It may be a ♾️⭐️ read for me.
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"He’s everything I know I shouldn’t look twice at, but I can’t turn away."
"Anyone ever tell you you’re fucking beautiful?”
“If we only get now, I want to know as much as I can about you.”
“I love hearing you talk. Getting to know more about you makes me feel like the luckiest guy in the world."
“Elijah.” He pulls back, his glossy eyes staring at me with so much conviction. “You were not born to wilt.”
“Cole,” I breathe out. “Yeah, baby?” “Promise me something.” “What?” His voice wavers. “I said promise me.” “I promise you.” “If it’s going to end...” I shake my head. “It’s probably going to at some point, and I’m okay with that.” “But,” he says tentatively. “But, if I’m going to get my heart broken, I want you to leave one hell of a fucking scar behind.”
“There’s only one person I trust enough to be my first.” Knowing we were headed in this direction, I hoped to be his first, but now he’s voiced it? I’m slowly realizing, I don’t want to just be his first… I want to be his only....
“I promise I’ll make it good for you, baby.” He grabs my face before giving me a chance to move away, his green eyes imploring me to listen. “I’ve waited my whole life to feel this,” he starts. “To have a strong, beautiful man pound into me with his thick cock. To have every thrust drown out the years of noise. I want to see the fucking stars with you, Cole.”
“I know I should walk away, but when it comes to you, I am a weak, weak man."
“Consequences be damned, Cole.” My voice is calm, a contradiction to his rage. “I’m not giving you up either.”
“Come on, baby. Come for me. Show me what my sweet boy can do.”
“I love how you lose control for me.”
“I love that I’m the only one who’s seen you like this.”
“I love that this never gets old; touching you, wanting you.”
“I love your eyes because they can’t lie.”
“I love your mouth. When I feel it on mine, it’s like we have our own secret language.”
“I love your mind, because you’re fascinatingly complex.”
Then he rests his open palm on my chest and bends to kiss where my heart is. “But this I love most of all. I love it because it’s mine. I want you, Elijah,” he rasps. “Your heart. Your soul. Your body. Your mind. I want it all.”
“Sit on top of me, baby,” he demands. “I want you to see my face when I show you just how much I love you.”
“Can you feel me loving you?” he asks, our movements getting faster. “Can you feel it, baby?”
“You want a taste, Sweet Boy?”
“My New Year’s resolution is to not fall in love with my new arts and history professor.” “Hey,” Cole shouts from beside me. I feel his hand slip into the back of my pants and give my ass a quick squeeze. “You’re going to pay for that,” he murmurs into my ear. “I can’t wait.”
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⚠️ potential spoilers below in detailed tropes and trigger warnings
Tropes/content:
Student + professor
Pastors son
Forbidden
Keep running into each other (literally)
Age gap (18 & 32)
Unforgettable first kiss
Cole gets most of Elijah's firsts
Jealousy
Tension
Cuddles and vulnerable talks
Emotional conversations
Hurt/comfort
Showering together
Shower fun
"Stay"
Actual sleeping together before having sex
First time Cole has slept next to someone without sex being involved
"Sweet boy"
"Baby"
Cole is sweet, slow and understanding for theirs and Elijahs first time having anal
Playful banter - Eli messes with Cole about being "old"
Bare lovemaking
Found family
Two men willing to give everything up as long as they have each other
A lot of beautiful non-sexual intimacy
Soulmates
Strict roles
TWs:
Eli frots behind the church with his childhood friend in the prologue (he's 15 years old at the time)
Elijah kisses his roomate as a way to live out his fantasy of having Cole but quickly decides its not what he wants and it doesnt go any further.
Religious trauma
Unsupportive and abusive parents (Eli's side)
Cole and Aiden kiss to get the Deans attention away from Eli so he won't lose his scholarship