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208 pages, Hardcover
First published October 26, 2021
"Chorus: We go in grief.H of H is a beautiful facsimile of Anne Carson's personal playbook about Euripides's tragedy Herakles. Herakles is an embodiment of manly violence—when he returns home after many years of fighting enemies and monsters (the Labors of Herakles), he discovers that he cannot adapt himself to domestic life. He goes mad and murders his wife and children. Once lucidity returns, he wants to commit suicide. But his friend Theseus intervenes:
We go in tears.
So many swift and dirty years.
We've lost a man of greatest merit,
truly a devil of a spirit,
our greatest, our most legendary friend."
H of H: "I cannot rise. Too heavy with filth and sin."
Theseus: "Give me your hand."
H of H: "I'll stain you."
Theseus: "I'll take it."
Beware the twitch of dialectic action:
the great myths flounder in contradiction,
while pretending to be simple as a black and white flower,
and deep within the cellar
something drips
hour by hour.
So I get done with the Labours, I come home, I look in the mirror and the mirror is uninhabited.
No one there.
I heard him speaking, I know who you are, he said, there are two ways this can go, no, three ways. I don't want to count ways, I said, I just want to finish it. I need to get to the end. His wings lifted and sank. Oh my darling, he said, you're a long way from the end.
Brief pause. I'm walking backwards into my own myth.I was trying to walk out.
I was trying to walk out.
Who weights the blame?
Who makes the call?
"I think there is no such thing as an innocent landscape," said Anselm Kiefer, painter of forests grown tall on bones.
So, different situation. My son didn't die. My son isn't buried in a plastic bag in Moscow. My son didn't cost me 14 days of hospital bills. My son awoke the day after Chernobyl, looked around and asked who committed all this atrocity. And I had to tell him, You did.
I'm not saying move back towards life, I'm saying the future isn't elsewhere. We're in a locked spaceship, H of H, we have nothing but continuing.
H of H: I cannot rise. Too heavy with filth and sin.
Th: Give me your hand.
H of H: I'll stain you.
Th: l'Il take it.