Winner: 2021 Eric Hoffer Book Award for Best Middle Reader Winner: 2021 Hoffer First Horizon Award for Debut Books Winner: 2022 Best Book Award for Children's Fiction, American Book Fest,
Eleven-year-old Melanie knows she's special. She's never been bored. She understands the secret language of old houses and makes jewels out of broken glass. Her imagination can do anything -- except make friends. It's 1980, and life as a fifth grader at Buckminster Experimental School is lonely at best, when she's not dodging Karen, the school bully. Then, Melanie meets Sabrina, who looks like a TV star and acts like a spy, and who doesn't care what anyone thinks. She teaches Melanie how to believe in herself, and soon Melanie starts living her dreams. She even lands the lead in Peter Pan!
If only she could share it all with Mom. Missing her mom is like trying to breathe with one lung. It's bad. Sabrina thinks they can track her down, and Melanie wants to believe, but sometimes it's easier to pretend. Her new life feels like a house of cards, until one day it all comes crashing down and she finds herself with no choice but to face the truth… and let go.
Welcome! I write novels that seek to transport and enrich readers while entertaining them. I founded my imprint, Starr Creek Press, on the principle of "books, not boxes," and the idea that a good book should transcend its genre and be satisfying to readers of any age. My novels have won awards and contests from Writer's Digest, Publisher's Weekly's BookLife, the Eric Hoffer Book Award and others, but it's hearing from readers that really makes my day. So, if you like what you've read, reach out.
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This is a middle grade. I wanted to love this book, but I could not make myself to care about any of the characters. This book was just not for me. Also, The storyline I did not think was great. I was kindly provided an e-copy of this book by the publisher (Starr Creek Press) or author (Julie Mathison) via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review about how I feel about this book, and I want to send a big Thank you to them for that.
This book took a lot longer to read than it should have. It has some advanced concepts that kids don’t typically know much about at the target age for this story such as people trying to fly while under the influence of drugs (specifically mentioning PCP), Hitler, the Six Day War, “white flight,” Jim Crow laws, the Ku Klux Klan, etc. Some of these were just mentions, but I read this with my grandson and he would ask, “What’s that?” I found that I needed to pause to explain parts of the story and I was glad he wasn’t reading it on his own. Don’t get me wrong, I think kids need to learn about all of these things in history; I just hadn’t planned on explaining them all at once to a ten year old.
“…his classes are full of difficult subjects, like the time we saw two lungs in glass cases, side by side, one as pink and healthy as a baby pig, the other like black lace from a lifetime of smoking. Then there was the day we learned about PCP, or Angel Dust, which makes kids not much older than me jump off bridges because they think they can fly, and rubber cement, which kills your brain cells when you stick it into a brown paper bag and sniff it.”
I didn’t love the writing. A few times I felt myself stumble over the wording and had to go back and re-read the line. It just didn’t flow smoothly for me.
The blurb claims this book is “full of humor,” but I did not find it humorous at all. It is full of loss and grief. Unfortunately for me, that is not at all what I was in the mood for and I struggled with wanting to pick the story back up. There is growth of the main character, but it was a little difficult to read her getting there. Middle grade is difficult. It’s a time when many kids are just figuring out who they are and trying to fit it. Melanie is no different. She is dealing her loss and grief the best she can while also trying to avoid the school bully. She is starting to open up to the world and tried out for the school play earning the lead role, which gives her some confidence. It was nice to see Melanie grow, but at the same time it was hard to see her go through the process.
I liked the inclusivity of the main character’s father’s best friend being in a wheelchair. He seemed to be a pretty cool, normal guy. The main character even compliments how he dances in his chair. I thought it was very well done. I wish more middle school books had similar representation of people with different abilities.
There are a couple of "twists" in the book. I expected them the entire time, but they would still be reveals for the target age group. However, about half way through the book my grandson lost interest. I ended up reading the rest on my own just to do the review. Overall, I think it was just an ok read. It may benefit some children who are going through similar situations, such as loss of a parent.
Thank you to NetGalley and Starr Creek Press for providing me with a free electronic copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Melanie is an incredibly loveable character. I felt immediately invested in her story. Her imagination is wild and lovely. The way she explains relationships and intentions is really clever and moving, too.
Melanie’s imagination lands her the lead role in the school’s performance of PETER PAN. It helps her deal with the bullying of a fellow classmate and find the courage to make a new friend.
She describes and observes a lot of relationships in BELIEVE, too. From watching her dad interact with his friends, to navigating her own complicated relationship with her grandmother, she relates those exchanges with flair.
Fans of THE OTHER BETTER ME by Antony Jon or NOT IF I CAN HELP IT by Carolyn Mackler will definitely want this book in their libraries.
Note: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
I received an advance reader copy of this book to read in exchange for an honest review via netgalley and the publishers.
This was a lovely whimsical read about a young girl navigating daily life at school and at home. Melanie befriends a girl called Sabrina and they become inseparable. Sabrina is everything Melanie isn't and really draws Melanie out of herself to be more confident and less shy.
I guessed the outcome of this story within the first third of the book however it was still a beautiful story and well worth finishing to the end.
The author covers loss and imagination within this book give grace and delicacy and I really enjoyed reading it.
And maybe I got sprinkled with pixie dust, because all of a sudden I knew that the real and the pretend weren’t separate at all. One wasn’t better than the other, because they were always shining through each other, like prisms, and that’s what made my pile of junky old glass shimmer like jewels. Heaven was hiding in plain sight, only you had to know something before you could see it, a secret as simple as the one that made pixie dust glow.
And the secret was this: anything is possible, if only you believe.
For an eleven year old, Melanie has a lot to deal with--the disappearance of her mother a year ago, the constant bullying she has to put up with by her classmate Karen and her shy and awkward nature--but she has her imagination to turn back to whenever she feels alone. Then she meets Sabrina, a girl who is not only named after but looks a lot like Melanie's favourite Charlie's Angels and they fast become friends. With Sabrina's encouragement, Melanie tries for and gets the role of Peter Pan in the school's production and in the process Melanie learns to open up about herself and give a chance to new friendships and adventures and most importantly believe in herself!
Although I am much much older than the targeted demographic for this book, I still found the book to be endearing and emotional. I liked the author's writing style and I just wanted to give Melanie a big hug!! Melanie is a thinker and the way she sees the world around her is unique for a girl her age.
My thanks to NetGalley, the publisher Starr Creek Press and the author Julie Mathison for the e-Arc of the book.
There is a magical world that children can escape to when middle school gets to be too much to handle and they have problems making friends. A world of adventure and happiness, friends and allies, all you need is an imagination. In Believe, debut novel by Julie Mathison, eleven-year-old Melanie is one such believer, a bullied child going through a rough patch and one in desperate need of a friend.
Things start looking up when Melanie meets Sabrina and she even lands the role as Peter Pan in her school play. The only problem? Melanie's mother is missing, possibly involved in a fight to bring down the mob, and Melanie misses her dearly.
Believe is an enchanting story about grief, friendship and trust. Set in 1980, it harks back to a simpler time before the advent of technology and when the original Charlie's Angels was on TV.
There are twists in Believe and I somehow guessed both of them in the opening paragraphs. I'm not sure that early middle-graders would though which would make the reveals especially interesting and will generate a lot of conversation on the issues addressed. The final reveal was very well done indeed.
My main criticism of Believe would be the quotes of Peter Pan throughout the novel. I've always been a fan of Peter Pan and Melanie's experience playing Peter is integral to her development throughout the story. However, Peter Pan is a play marred by racism and from the quotes used I deduce that the children are performing the original, unabridged stage version.
This would have been absolutely normal in 1980 when the book was set (and Melanie does reflect on how uncomfortable some of the terms make her feel) but there are references to 'Indians' and 'natives' throughout the book and Melanie goes on to use the term 'pygmy' in a story which is an equally racist term.
The author has responded to feedback from ARC readers and edited certain passages in the book including a passage using ableist language. Mathison notes that she has attempted to encourage “discussion with kids about the impact of our historical use of derogatory language and depictions in public discourse” but ultimately I feel there was insufficient analysis of the racist terminology common in the era in which it was set. I give Believe an okay three out of five stars and recommend that parents and teachers engage in deeper discussions on the racist language present in the book.
I received an advanced copy of this novel on Netgalley and edited this review based on alterations made in the final copy, following the author's response to initial criticism.
So I'm writing this review as someone who is over ten years older than the target demographic for this book. However, that didn’t detract from my enjoyment of this book. The story follows Melanie, a fifth-grader, as she navigates school, and does her best to avoid Karen, the school bully. Then Melanie meets Sabrina, a girl who is fearless and doesn’t care what anyone thinks of her. Sabrina slowly draws Melanie out of her shell and encourages her to believe in herself. The only thing missing is Melanie’s mum, however Sabrina is convinced they can track her down.
I can't remember the last time I read middle grade, but really enjoyed this book, it has a really whimsical feel the whole way through that I loved. I loved Melanie as a character, I loved her imagination and the way she saw the world. The book managed to cover topics such as grief and loss in a really lovely way, that would be perfect for younger readers. Mathison did an amazing job of only having a handful of characters, but making them all really unique and interesting- I felt like I knew all the other children in Melanie’s class by the end of the book.
I guessed pretty early on the “twists” in this story, but I think that’s because I'm an adult reading a children’s book, and even then, it didn’t detract from my enjoyment of the story. I think this is a great book for pre-teens, but I also feel like it can be enjoyed by all age groups- I loved it!
I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I actually have a fun story to go along with this book! For the past two years I have been involved in a mentorship with an innkeeper in Oregon. Angela, the innkeeper, has grown to be a really fantastic friend and I just back from visiting her and her inn. The owners of the inn, who own the property, are a married couple who also live in Oregon. Funnily enough, the wife of that couple is Julie Mathison!
I thought this book was super sweet, and super sad at times. The story was great, Sabrina was a very interesting character. I could see myself loving this book when I was in elementary school and even into my early middle school years.
I though that some of the concepts and vocabulary was far too advanced for the apparent target age range. But, I was reading about Julie Mathison and she writes books for people of all ages. So, I think that that may play to this books strengths! There is something for everybody in her books.
This book was super beautiful. A beautiful message, beautiful descriptions, beautiful ending. Great job, Julie Mathison!! I am honored to be able to read your books.
Thank you to Angela for letting me read your copy!!
I don't know if it was because I was reading it at 4.00 A.M. or if it was because I was particularly feeling emotional at that time...but this book made me cry....very hard. At first, the book felt and seemed quite ordinary. Nothing out of the blue. Simple friendship problems and bullies and the same old regular difficult life of a fifth-grader. But once you reach the second part of the second half of the story......Guys, it makes up for everything that you could have possibly missed. I get this feeling that this book might come across with different meanings for different people...and that actually makes this a good book.
One unique thing about this book is that: it explores dealing with grief, loneliness, depression, and mental health issues through the eyes, mind, and life of a seven-year-old. And I haven't read many (any) books that have done that.....and pulled it off soo amazingly!!!
This is my new favorite! I am so thankful to NetGalley and the author for providing me with a copy of this book. If I ever stop asking you to read this book, it would be too soon
I recieved this ebook from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you! All opinions are my own.
I love day dreaming and this book gave me that warm feeling of a good dream. It was that good.
This is Melanie's story. She's a shy kid who's going through a lot. She doesn't have friends, a girl from school is bullying her and her dad is kind of lost in his art. In this book we follow Melanie as she goes with her life trying to blend in. At the beginning a teacher tells her students that there'll be auditions for the play of Peter Pan, a book Melanie loves and the story is centered around it.
This was really good and lovely. Melanie was a relatable character for me cause she's always kind of day dreaming and I found the story beautiful. I read it pretty quickly and I was shocked by the ending even though I could have imagined it. I loved that it surprised me.
It's a wonderful middle grade book and I definitely recommend it.
Believe is one of those rare novels even reviewers like to say they love. Melanie is a sweet, insightful, yet introverted young girl learning to come into her own at school and at home. Sabrina is largely involved, so much that Melanie privately calls Sabrina her “muse.” So when Sabrina says she is moving to “Timbuktu,” it frightens Melanie, who will once more be friendless. She and Leanna tried to be friends, but Karen’s influence becomes too much for the girls, especially when Karen, in front of all, forces Leanna to make a choice. It isn’t Melanie.
Believe will have readers entertaining all sorts of feelings, thanks to the roller-coaster ride the author puts us on. What goes up, must come down; the author’s idea of fun. She’s correct, of course. A roller-coaster is a lot of fun whether for amusement or between the covers of a good book.
Melanie has great control over her imagination and it serves her well—until her entire world seems to crash at once. With Sabrina, I think she could have successfully managed the postcards grandma, with her I-told-you-so voice, loudly places in Dad’s hands, and the notebook in Karen’s. Without Sabrina . . .
Believe had control of me, keeping me wondering, wanting, and waiting for a conclusion I thought I might have figured out. Nope, I was wrong, but no spoilers here. You need to read Believe to find out how everything and everyone plays out. The story is perfect for boys and girls.
Boys will especially like the duo of Colin and Davis, who play Mr. Bill from Saturday Night Live. These two eleven-years-olds should be in bed at that hour, yet know this character and it’s schtick amazingly well. Don’t be misled, these two are more than someone else’s characters. Like the other characters in Believe, the boys are believable, authentic, and able to make you remember them long after the back cover folds shut.
HarperChildren’s was interested in Believe, but odd things happen when you suddenly lose an agent in a world which requires an agent to get anywhere near a publisher, even one who requests a revision. Ms. Mathison decided to try self-publishing.
Attention Children’s Publishing houses: Be a smart publisher and read the reviews and the story, pick up Believe for the proper release it deserves, and help it shine even more than it currently shines. I simply cannot imagine someone reading Believe and not liking the story, including the publishers in their too-high-to-reach-without-an-agent offices.
Believe is a friendship story and an imagination story, where imagination becomes one of the characters. Readers will keep up with every character, even when they are off in separate hemispheres, book-wise, because of its talented author. Written for middle grade readers, Believe can easily find an enthusiastic audience of young adults. As for adults, especially those who like middle grade books, Believe will throw them back to their own youth.
Not often does a novel come along, middle grade, young adult, or adult, that can entertain and transform readers to the book’s century so efficiently as Believe can. Melanie is a character of our youth; instantly recognizable and quickly adored—no matter your current age.
"Believe" by Julie Mathison is a heartwarming and inspiring novel that captivated and moved me from beginning to end. With its well-developed characters, relatable themes, and thought-provoking storyline, this book is an absolute must-read.
Mathison's writing style is cohesive and immersive, effortlessly drawing the reader into the lives of the characters. Each character is richly crafted, with their own distinct voice and background. I found myself deeply invested in their journeys, rooting for them, shedding tears for them, and rejoicing in their triumphs.
The themes explored in "Believe" are universal and resonated deeply with me. From love, loss, and self-discovery to resilience, hope, and the power of believing in oneself, Mathison skillfully weaves together a tapestry of emotions that left me feeling both validated and inspired. I found solace in the characters' struggles and felt a renewed sense of determination to overcome my own obstacles.
The storyline of "Believe" is multilayered and constantly evolving, keeping me engaged and eager to uncover what's next. Mathison's ability to seamlessly intertwine multiple plotlines and cleverly connect them is commendable. I was pleasantly surprised by unexpected twists and turns that kept me
*I received an advance reader copy of this book to read in exchange for an honest review via netgalley and the publishers.*
"Believe" tells an emotional journey of accepting grief while learning to open yourself up to others. It's a middle-grade book, but I believe older readers can fall in love with it too, just like I did (and I'm 11 years older than the main character). Julie Mathison's characters are very real and every one of them has a background so we can understand their motivations and why they are the way that they are. The friendships are really well-constructed and all of the "Peter Pan"s references and parallels were amazing! The writing in this book is great! Melanie's way to see the world and her whole journey throghout the book was so awesome to read that in the end I just wanted to see more, specially from Karen, the school bully who's story I trully feel like had more to it. It's not a book full of big surprises (even though it has some), but it's such a beautifully-written story about friendship and love and growing up... I just know it's a great book for all ages and it became one of my favorites.
"You have to choose, even if there is only one option"
11 year old Melanie Harper, has recently moved to a new town. Her mom is "gone", her dad is lost in his own world and the only one who seems to notice her existence is the school bully. Melanie is vastly more comfortable conveying her thoughts to here journal than her peers, until Sabrina shows up. Sabrina gives her the confidence to share her writing with the class, audition for the school play and seek answers to what has happened to her mother.
One of the things I appreciate most about this book is that it's set in the 80s (1980). It's fun to remember what adolescence was like before Snapchat and Tiktok dances. We get to see what a deep, imaginative character Melanie is.
As a person who has often understood books more than people. Melanie is a character after my own heart. Mathison gently unfolds Melanie's story for the reader so well, that it feels as if we are discovering Melanie's truth right along side of her. It's a relatable story that deals equally well with adolescence, loss and finding confidence in one's self.
Believe, by Julie Mathison, teaches us what bullying is and how your friends can help you through it. Melanie has a hard time at school because a girl called Karen won’t stop bullying her. Sabrina, Melanie’s best friend, helps her through the bullying and helps teach Melanie how to stand up for herself. When Melanie gets the lead role in Peter Pan, will the bullying stop?
Opinion: Believe is an amazing book and has become one of my favorites. The way Julie Mathison, the author, tells Melanie’s story is so descriptive that you feel like you are in the book. I went through the whole book and never wanted to stop reading! The characters are wonderful and have such different personalities, from the class clown to a bully. I would recommend this book for people ages 10+ because of the deep meaning of friendship.
My eight year old daughter loved this book! She had a hard time putting it down. At dinner, she would excitedly tell me about what had been happening in the book. She read it in about 5 days. I think other girls from about 2nd grade through early middle school would also like this book. The reading level is appropriate for strong second grade readers on up. We will be looking for more titles by this author!
Believe by Julie Mathison was a cute read that I felt had good messages. I loved how Melanie started to become more confident and not back away when Sabrina came into her life, and all in all this was quite a heartfelt book. I'm sure I'm above the age range of the target audience, but the book was still fairly enjoyable.
Believe is that kind of book that leaves you with a couch full of used napkins and a heart that is broken and is healing at the same time. This story is about Melanie, amazing kid that does not believe in herself. Mel is a bullied girl that has no friends, she’s full of questions and answers, but doesn’t know which one are the answers she is looking for until the day she meets Sabrina. Sabrina is the heroine she has always admired; bold, fearless and loyal. And strangely enough, she wants to be Mel’s friend. With Sabrina’s help Melanie will begin to make new friends, open up to the people she loves and most important, to believe in herself. I have to admit that this is not the book I was looking for but the book I needed. The general plot has already been seen and there’s no plot twist. I understood from the beginning what was going on and how it was going to end. BUT. There’s a big but here. I loved the tenderness of the author in explaining Mel’s thoughts, her fears and most of all I loved how her character developed. I can’t even start to explain how the 30yo me at 2am was crying alone in the bed because she didn’t want this book to end. I definitely recommend Believe to the people that still believe in magic. Not the wizard stuff. But the magic that is inside of all of us. The one that when we were kids let us dream and speak with objects just to know their story, the one that let you wake up in the morning knowing it will be a bright day, the one that let us hope.
This was a beautiful story that I thoroughly enjoyed. Melanie is a beautiful character with an odd but relatable thought process. I was so invested in her character that even though I was fairly sure about a couple of potential twists quite early in the piece, I was still a blubbery mess as Melanie experienced some strong emotions towards the end of the book. I love the messages that this gives to the teenagers reading this book; the power of imagination, the power of friendship, everyone has troubles behind closed doors etc. It was great to see not only the protagonist’s character grow throughout the story but also some of the minor characters like Leanne. The characters were also flawed and realistic, even Karen’s character was acknowledged to have her own suffering, not just mean so there would be a ‘bad guy’ in the book. Overall it was a well written story, cleverly connected to the story of Peter Pan, that I really enjoyed reading. I received a free copy of this book from Voracious Readers in exchange for a review.
Middle grade read featuring Melanie, a loner who lives in her head until the day she meets new friend Sabrina. With Sabrinas encouragement Melanie starts to become the girl she’s always wanted to be. She auditions for the school play, becomes friendly with a classmate and learns to come to terms with her mother leaving. What I liked most about Mel is she was unashamedly herself. She had such a kind heart too. Even with her nemesis Karen, she tried to see some good in her. We did get a flash of why Little miss bully was like that which made her slightly more relatable. As the book progresses bigger themes are addressed. The aforementioned bullying, the need for friendship and how to deal with loss. This is a good story that many middle graders could appreciate. Sometimes life just needs a little bravery.
I think this book would make a wonderful read for kids 3-8th grade. It's difficult to be different, or not be part of the popular kids groups. But they have their own issues, as we discover as we find our own niches. It's good to have stories about kids on the outside and seeing them find their places! It gives such hope to others. Well written and entertaining story. I received a Kindle copy from Netgalley in exchange for a fair review.
This book can be enjoyed by target readers as well as older ones.. For me it was looking back and feeling as if I was a child again. It was fast paced and had a surprise ending . The main character Melanie is dealing with a few issues and is mature for her age seeing the world differently from others her age . It’s a fast read and I recommend it for all ages . I breezed through it quickly wanting to know what happens . I do not want to spoil this story but pick it up to feel that nostalgic and wonder again that can only come from a child. It would be especially beneficial for a child ( middle school and up) going through grief and issues dealing with other children.
This story is for 8-12 year olds but this adult enjoys reading YA and this age level books. I found myself totally absorbed from the very beginning. This emotional and heart wrenching story is about fifth grader Melanie and her journey to overcome and cope with the loss of her Mother. She also had to deal with bullying at school. Basically read it in one day. Very well written. You may a tissue or two. Recommended.
A poignant coming of age story with a good helping of captivating mystery. 11-year-old Melanie is being bullied. She finds a way to cope with the hard days by using her imagination. The main themes of the book are grief, friendship, and trust; all things that 11-year-olds are learning about as they grow up. Believe is a great book for middle-grade readers to enjoy.
Oh.... My .... Goddess!! I don't even know where to start! I'm still trying to process this phenomenal story. Julie Mathison not only brought the characters to life, but makes you feel what the characters are feeling throughout.
Here’s what this book is about:”A quirky, heartfelt middle-grade novel about grief and the resilience of the human spirit. Full of humor and wonder, Believe explores the power and limits of the imagination – and how love both breaks and heals our hearts.”
I received this book from the author via Voracious Readers Only. I liked this book. I liked the characters and I liked the message at the end of the book. I also like that this book mentions Peter Pan in it. I would recommend this book.
I enjoyed this book one afternoon. I had my suspicions about the best buddy pretty early on, but it’s definitely a sweet story of a young girl who discovers herself, deals with a bully, and copes with the absence of her mom. I truly felt for her.
Pitch-perfect story about the curse and the blessing of an outsized imagination! I was totally engaged in Melanie's saga throughout, and Mathison absolutely nailed the 1980 setting. Highly recommended for tweens, teens, and adults!
Melanie is 11 years old and will be in the 5th grade. She and her dad cope with the disappearance of her mother. She really misses her mom. They were very close. She doesn’t understand why her mom just left. Melanie is not happy about seeing Karen the school bully. Karen is mean to Melanie calling her names and asking impossible questions besides gossiping about her. Melanie suddenly has a friend named Sabrina that helps her to become more confident. She decides to try out to be in the school’s play. She gets to be the lead of the play. She has gotten another friend at school but it doesn’t last as she is also bully Karen’s friend. During a rehearsal Karen makes a remark to Melanie that has her running out of the rehearsal. She runs away from home so she can be alone. Will she go back to school? Why did her mom leave Melanie and her dad?
The novel is about friendship, loyalty, and learning to deal with loss. It also shows how being bullied can affect the person being bullied. The author had me completely enchanted by her writing. It felt so real. I found myself being in the novel wanting to support Melanie throughout the book.
Disclaimer: I received an arc of this book from the author/publisher from Netgalley. I wasn’t obligated to write a favorable review or any review at all. The opinions expressed are strictly my own.
Beautifully and engagingly written, filled with well-explored themes of isolation and acceptance and imagination. I cried because it made me sad; then I cried again because I was led to such a satisfying and uplifting conclusion.
Aimed to appeal to children of 9 or 10, in my estimation: but they would need to be quite an advanced reader as the language is rather dense for middle grade. Perfect for an adult to read to a child, though! Or an adult to read for themselves, ahem :)