I wanted to love this book.
First of all, I want to say that the writing is pretty solid. The pacing was good, as well. The thrills were peppered all over the story and I found myself often unable to put the book down. I actually read this in 3 sittings over a day and a half, which is a rather obvious sign how much of a page-turner it is.
However, that’s where the positives end, at least for me. This book suffers from one major flaw that’s impossible to ignore: a hugely unlikable protagonist.
And it’s not just because we don’t know her enough, no. In fact, the more we found out about her, and the more the story progressed, I found myself hating her more and more. Never have I read a narrator that’s more irritating, more unrelatable, more unreliable than Freya Marie Northcott. The constant references to gender, (“the masculine this” “the male that” and often in a judgmental or discriminatory way) the nosy ‘exploration’ of her neighbors’ homes, and frankly, the way she basically suspects everyone around her.
She’s the neighbor who thinks she’s doing everyone a favor, when you just want her to stay out of your business. And she’s always jumping into the most ridiculous conclusions! She’s also selfish, always only thinking about herself and thinking that other’s people’s actions have an ulterior motive that involves her.
Freya, love, the world does not revolve around you. Your fiance is NOT not cooking dinner because ‘pAtRiArChY’, but because he always comes home tired af from working his new consultant job at the hospital. And him suggesting that you go see a psychiatrist and take meds isn’t because he wants to manipulate and control you “like men do” but because he’s worried about you. Jesus, this woman makes all women (and in addition, feminists) look bad. And as a woman myself who believes in female empowerment and equality, I wanna shake her so, so bad.
I have so many more things to say but I think I’ve ranted enough. I really don’t think I can hate her more.
I still have one more issue though, and that’s the plot. The plot is ridiculous, now that I’ve had some time to think about it. Yes, it was fast-moving for the most part. And yes, the book is a page-turner with plenty of thrilling and exciting moments. BUT, I absolutely felt let-down by the ending. It took me over 3 hours to finish this book, and THAT’S the big ending? Seriously?
Ultimately, I still do want to read a book from this author. The writing is good, it’s entertaining, and if you need something to pass the time, I would still highly recommend this. However, here’s to hoping that the author writes a better main character/narrator next time, because I can’t sit through another Freya Marie Northcott.
Oh, sorry, *Ms* Freya Marie Northcott.