Not up to par
Let me start by saving that Ms. Belvin is a really good writer. I've enjoyed most of her books. However, this one just didn't do it for me. Now I know her loyal fans may "come for me," but respectfully this was not her best work. IMO.
Spoilers: I did not feel a true connection with this couple. Nye appeared immature, conniving and very manipulative; at 17 and 38. She never seemed genuinely "sorry" or remorseful for her lack of honesty on any level. From her age, circumstances, etc. And Launz. For a supposedly mature, well-seasoned, intelligent, business savvy man, he came off as a naive and gullible simpleton. To allow a woman, who FLAT-OUT lied to you AND kept a life-changing truth from you-for more than 20 years, who you told repeatedly that you did not trust, move in with you. Duh! Where they do that at? I don't know anyone, male or female; mother or father-that has an ounce of sense-who would allow someone who knowingly dooped them- live in their home, unattended and given carte blanche -all access to their personal people, places or things. Child together or not. Most people in today's time, would have an issue allowing a 20 something young adult-whom they are JUST meeting- to live with them full-time. The story was just not believable to me. Call me a cynic, but it was just too much.
There were so many questions that I needed answered, but never became clear. His conversation with Camay, or his other friends, who he performed tricks for. What was said/explained? It was just messy and immature. Unprotected sex with no prior discussion regarding their sexual health, never mind no prior discussion of birth control with someone "you don't trust," who lied and manipulated you.Or with a 40 something man who openly admits to not wanting to be monogamous with several women he entertains. I was baffled. He repeatedly spoke of her cunning ways...and yet willingly allowed things to be done and said.
I wanted to like this book. But it just was not up to par, in comparison to Ms. Belvin's other books. The constant name and label dropping, was too much. I would have rather had some well-rounded, authentic conversations between two hurting adults, who needed to have a REAL grown up conversation before 80% in the book.