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When I Find You
A missing child. A deadly secret.
In the stifling summer heat of 2018, Sarah Evatt suffered every parent's worst nightmare: her six-year-old son, Charlie, let go of her hand and disappeared into a crowd.
He never returned.
Three years later, Sarah's life is back on track. She has met a loving new boyfriend. She has just moved to a gorgeous new home. She is finally beginning to conquer her grief and trauma, and accept Charlie is gone, once and for all.
Until she gets a visit.
A visit from a man she is convinced is involved in Charlie's disappearance.
A visit that makes her wonder whether Charlie might still be out there, after all.
And a suspicious message that threatens to unearth dark truths about Sarah's past.
Truths only someone closest to her could know.
As events continue to spiral, Sarah must unmask the person psychologically torturing her, and find out exactly who they are, what they want, and what they know about her son.
But who can she trust?
And will she be able to discover their identity before she loses control completely?
When I Find You is a dark psychological domestic thriller packed with twists and turns. You won't be able to put this page-turner of a novel down, right up to the staggering final page.
In the stifling summer heat of 2018, Sarah Evatt suffered every parent's worst nightmare: her six-year-old son, Charlie, let go of her hand and disappeared into a crowd.
He never returned.
Three years later, Sarah's life is back on track. She has met a loving new boyfriend. She has just moved to a gorgeous new home. She is finally beginning to conquer her grief and trauma, and accept Charlie is gone, once and for all.
Until she gets a visit.
A visit from a man she is convinced is involved in Charlie's disappearance.
A visit that makes her wonder whether Charlie might still be out there, after all.
And a suspicious message that threatens to unearth dark truths about Sarah's past.
Truths only someone closest to her could know.
As events continue to spiral, Sarah must unmask the person psychologically torturing her, and find out exactly who they are, what they want, and what they know about her son.
But who can she trust?
And will she be able to discover their identity before she loses control completely?
When I Find You is a dark psychological domestic thriller packed with twists and turns. You won't be able to put this page-turner of a novel down, right up to the staggering final page.
- GenresThriller
339 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 11, 2021
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November 29, 2022
Crazy don’t even begin to describe this book ! People making you feel like your crazy because you remember having a kid but everyone tries to trick you! A must read!
January 19, 2022
I haven't read a psychological thriller like this in such a long time! I couldn't put the book down.
Twists and turns throughout the book, even right up to the end.
The main character wasn't particularly likeable but I think this actually made the book.
Loved reading this book, and will read more by R.A Casey
Twists and turns throughout the book, even right up to the end.
The main character wasn't particularly likeable but I think this actually made the book.
Loved reading this book, and will read more by R.A Casey
June 15, 2021
This book made me wonder at times if I was losing my mind..........
September 30, 2024
Honestly don’t even know how I feel after finishing this book. So many unexpected twists and turns. Definitely wasn’t expecting the ending and at some parts I actually felt like I was going mad. I’m so impatient so it annoyed me at some parts but I couldn’t put this book down. 100% recommend.
June 18, 2021
A brilliant read
This book had me gripped from the first page. As the plot unfolds I was challenged all the way about what was happening. This continued right to the end and was an incredible story that kept me theorising to the very end. It was awesome.
This book had me gripped from the first page. As the plot unfolds I was challenged all the way about what was happening. This continued right to the end and was an incredible story that kept me theorising to the very end. It was awesome.
August 23, 2021
There was little opportunity to get the know the characters in this book well. You spend most of the time in Sarah’s confused mind. Attempts at creating suspense are very obvious and a bit cringy. It is very repetitive and I found myself skipping parts. I didn’t like the ending as I found it very unbelievable (especially the part about Gregg). Having said that, I liked that I didn’t know where the ending was heading or who I could trust. It did grip me enough to race to the end. A bit of a mixed review.
June 24, 2021
What a mess of a book
Rambling ,repetitive and so awful. I skim read most of it as I couldn't bare it, then skipped to the end to see if it got any better or any more believable. It didnt.
Rambling ,repetitive and so awful. I skim read most of it as I couldn't bare it, then skipped to the end to see if it got any better or any more believable. It didnt.
July 11, 2025
I LOVED THIS BOOK!
The twists kept on getting me. The ending is amazing. So worth the read if you like thrillers!
The twists kept on getting me. The ending is amazing. So worth the read if you like thrillers!
June 13, 2022
When I Find You. by R.A. Casey.
I found this a book of intrigue …. Sarah was at a school fair with her 6 year old son, Charlie, he is a bit quiet and she wonders if he knows about her secret. They are just walking around hand in hand taking in what is happening around them. A band is going to start playing and Charlie runs down to get close to the stage. He goes missing .. where is he … who has taken him!
A few years later .. it is the anniversary of his disappearance ..all these strange things are happening but when she goes to show people the evidence is gone … even her boyfriend Freddy doesn’t seem to believe her …
The book has a lot of twists and turns .. I enjoyed the book!
I found this a book of intrigue …. Sarah was at a school fair with her 6 year old son, Charlie, he is a bit quiet and she wonders if he knows about her secret. They are just walking around hand in hand taking in what is happening around them. A band is going to start playing and Charlie runs down to get close to the stage. He goes missing .. where is he … who has taken him!
A few years later .. it is the anniversary of his disappearance ..all these strange things are happening but when she goes to show people the evidence is gone … even her boyfriend Freddy doesn’t seem to believe her …
The book has a lot of twists and turns .. I enjoyed the book!
July 1, 2021
The book was great, however
The storyline was great, definitely shocked by the twist. It was a huge twist. I am an avid reader and some parts were hard to follow. I had to reread paragraphs to comprehend. It was a great read but I hit a few confusing moments nowhere I didn't know what was going on.
The storyline was great, definitely shocked by the twist. It was a huge twist. I am an avid reader and some parts were hard to follow. I had to reread paragraphs to comprehend. It was a great read but I hit a few confusing moments nowhere I didn't know what was going on.
July 3, 2021
Not gripping
Not gripping. More like repetitive. This story could have been much shorter if not for all the repetitious filler. I don’t know if the author had a word or page minimum requirement, which could explain the need for repetition. It is a rather clever storyline though
Not gripping. More like repetitive. This story could have been much shorter if not for all the repetitious filler. I don’t know if the author had a word or page minimum requirement, which could explain the need for repetition. It is a rather clever storyline though
July 4, 2021
I found this book to be intriguing, but very repetitive. At times I had to put it down because my head was spinning at the back and forth of it. I dont regret reading it, but I'm not sure that I would recommend it either.
July 30, 2021
Kept me on the edge of my seat
This was the 1st time I've read this author and I'll read more. It was a bit different to books I've read before and I enjoyed trying to work out what had happened
This was the 1st time I've read this author and I'll read more. It was a bit different to books I've read before and I enjoyed trying to work out what had happened
January 11, 2022
It’s might be my lack of patience but I found Sarah incredibly irritating, to the point where I was struggling to get through the book. Very very repetitive and just too much beating around the bush. Ending was decent enough, good twist but just far to long winded, would not recommend.
March 14, 2022
holy moly
This book was intense. I couldn’t put it down at all. There where so many twists and turns. I can’t even count how many times I said what the f***. If you like a good thriller that will mess with your head, go ahead and read this.
This book was intense. I couldn’t put it down at all. There where so many twists and turns. I can’t even count how many times I said what the f***. If you like a good thriller that will mess with your head, go ahead and read this.
March 14, 2022
Serious, run, don’t walk, and grab this book. If you like a good thrill that keeps you guess this is the book for you. I can’t even tell you the amount of times I said what the f***. Best read of 2022 for me so far.
June 30, 2021
Gripping from the first paragraph!
Highly recommend this read, fast pace from start to finish. Best I’ve read in quite a long time and looking forward to more from this author!
Highly recommend this read, fast pace from start to finish. Best I’ve read in quite a long time and looking forward to more from this author!
July 11, 2021
Made Me Crazy
This book still has me so confused I still don’t know what happened to the baby or the main character 😩
This book still has me so confused I still don’t know what happened to the baby or the main character 😩
July 13, 2021
Wow!!
Loved this book from start to finish,kept me gripped and was brilliant in its writing when linking it all together...amazing twists throughout
Loved this book from start to finish,kept me gripped and was brilliant in its writing when linking it all together...amazing twists throughout
July 17, 2021
GRIPPING!!
A hell of a ride, the ending is a shocker!!
Will be reading more from this author.
Totally Recommend 100%.
A hell of a ride, the ending is a shocker!!
Will be reading more from this author.
Totally Recommend 100%.
July 31, 2021
A great read with a twist
Enjoyed very much.
Enjoyed very much.
October 30, 2021
A really gripping story . However the ending was akin to Swiss cheese !
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January 1, 2022Great read!
Wow! Did not see that ending coming. Loved it. Such a fun and dramatic read from start to finish! Bravo!
Wow! Did not see that ending coming. Loved it. Such a fun and dramatic read from start to finish! Bravo!
January 2, 2022
Good book
This is a very good book. Many twists and turns. I would recommend this book to family members and friends.
This is a very good book. Many twists and turns. I would recommend this book to family members and friends.
January 19, 2022
Very gripping read, kept me hooked from the start. I was also not expecting that plot twist…or should I say twists! I wasn’t even close to guessing. A must read for the thriller seekers out there.
October 23, 2022
Great book, love the style of writing, brilliant twists and turns and never really finding out the truth in the end. Worth a read. (L).
July 7, 2021
Quite the series of twists. Well done!!!!
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