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480 pages, Kindle Edition
Published June 1, 2021
“Indeed, I frequently hated her as though she had committed the worst imaginable crime a lover could. It repulsed me to know that she would allow him to touch her the way I was supposed to, and it made me feel sick to know that she furthermore enjoyed it. He wasn’t right for her, and it drove me mad that she couldn’t see it.”
“As I continued to consider the possibilities, it occurred to me that it might well have been a lie she told herself, and thereby me, because she was in fact scared that Aaron would reject her - a defense mechanism, of sorts. Perhaps she actually loved him.”
“'The right one will be there at the right time,’ she had told me during that awful day in May. All I had heard was that he might still be there, just waiting for her to reach the point when a relationship would be something she’d want”
“I no longer sought to tear down her walls merely to humble her and retaliate for a bruised ego. Instead, I now sought to tear down her walls solely to earn her affections.” (as if that’s any better) “My strategy would therefore remain the same. I’d need to befriend her before anything else, and since the strength of her convictions was considerable, I expected the process would require patience.” (translation: I don’t give a fuck about what she wants, because I’m an immature toddler) “Fortunately, I boasted quite a lot of grit, and I would rely on that to ensure her eventual surrender”
“Hearing this, I’m shocked you want to give me a chance at all”
“After I’d confronted him about his inappropriate behaviour, he’d actually left me alone”. A little later it continues: “Staying true to his word, it was apparent that he intended to respect my wishes”.
“I know, but that wasn’t right of me. I didn’t want to repeat my mistake, so I left you alone. I have no right to interfere like that, and you looked like you were enjoying yourself.”
“Kegel exercises. I even go so far as to get erect, and then I tie some weight to my erection and try to lift it using only my penis. Progressive overload, you know? It’s a brilliant method to improve your endurance.”

