Searching for Clarity

by Gene Zimmerman

When life brings hardships and massive challenges, it’s hard to get through what needs to be done or even determine what needs to be done. No playbook is issued. It can be the loneliest of experiences, regardless of how many people are around. At such times, it’s difficult to understand yourself and what’s happening, much less explain it to others.

This collection is offered to those who find themselves in a life-altering situation not experienced by most. My hope is that the following poems may give some relief simply by sharing the immense grief, loss, stress, financial devastation, and overwhelming feelings that can be experienced when being with a critically sick or challenged loved one. This collection of poems offers readers insightful pathways into grappling with change, loss, inner struggle, and uncertainty, ultimately leading to acceptance of how life is now.

For those currently going through such difficult journeys—as well as their family, friends, neighbors, co-workers—Gene’s words offer a glimpse into this mostly unexplainable part of life.

140 pages, Paperback

Published May 18, 2021

About the author

Gene Zimmerman had a 30-year business career in various sales and sales management positions within the consumer electronics, home video, and financial industries before his wife was diagnosed with a tumor in her spinal cord. For nearly five years, she fought courageously as Gene became her caregiver and then, when her illness demanded full time professional care, he became her constant companion, supporter, and advocate.

It was during this time of love and struggle that Gene was strongly moved to write poetry. Since her death, Gene has continued to study, take classes, and write poetry. He lives is Portland, Oregon, and is the proud father of two grown children, Chloe and Eric.