“The very essence of romance is uncertainty.” –Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest and Other Plays
Rating: clean, PG-17 due to discussions of adultery, unwed pregnancy, but nothing salacious or graphic. Angst Level: Low… mainly stressors as the unknown situations played out: Source: I received an ARC via Booksprout. The views and opinions expressed are my own. 29-chapters + epilogue. SPOILER ALERT: This review may contain *** Spoilers *** [3.5-stars rounds to 4-stars]
Those that love a Mary Bennet story, where she comes into her own, will be thrilled. If you love watching the wallflower, take center stage on the dance floor, this is your book. If you enjoy listening, as Mary goes toe-to-toe with her youngest sister, grab a ring-side seat. If you love watching this overlooked daughter go weak in the knees over a handsome gentleman, grab your salts and a fan. Those that long for this middle sister to have her own HEA, here it is.
The writing was well done; however, a story with secondary or even tertiary characters from a favorite novel is a tricky business. I knew going in that this was a Mary Bennet story. Mary was a difficult personality even in Austen’s account and not one of my best-loved characters. This was a strange story with a lot of time spent in Mary’s head. It wasn’t that it was such a dark place; it just wasn’t a fun place to hang out. She was always mulling over what she had done in the past, questioning what she should do with the present, and fretting over the future for herself, her family, and her friends. She also looked back on her life in Meryton, thoughts on her parents, their comments, and their treatment of her [her mother especially]. She struggled with her self-image and with being compared to her sisters. I started developing an inferiority complex of my own just listening to her.
“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want… a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.” –Shana Abe
Mary hated confrontation due to a traumatizing past experience. She was constantly trying to control her feelings and emotions while her guilt pushed her to find that peaceful place in every situation. It was to the point that she was constantly walking on eggshells. It was clear that Mary was out of her depth and comfort in London and she was not happy about it. With her penchant for control and having everything just so, she reminded me of Lady Catherine in that she was constantly giving advice and counsel whether they wanted it or not. I became lost in the miasma of following the many story threads.
Lydia was a nightmare. She was a social butterfly that flitted from one social gathering to another. She was the belle of London society [in her own mind] and was full of balls, soirees, gowns, shopping, bonnets, shopping, shoes, lace, and more shopping. What??? Actually, she did an exorbitant amount of… yeah… shopping. That also included redecorating their townhouse. They had a townhouse?!!? I kept thinking… what-the-heck?? Where was all this money coming from? This was Wickham… you know… that SBRB [scum-bag-rat-bastard] that was forced/paid to marry Lydia. What was going on? That question haunted me throughout the story. Where was the money coming from?
Lydia was also a consummate flirt. The ton loved nothing better than to talk and was constantly looking for their next target/victim. The slightest indiscretion could set them off… and, tag… Lydia… you’re it. Her incessant flirting with Mr. Cole… the geologist and lecturer… set the tongues to wagging. I can’t imagine Lydia being interested in science. However, she was interested in flirting with a handsome guy with a dreamy voice. Oh, Lydia. No one could reason with her. She was convinced it was nothing and had no clue what she was doing to her name or the name of her family. I didn’t understand why the job of reining in her sister fell to Mary anyway. Lydia was a train wreck waiting to happen and no one… NO ONE was able to stop her from doing anything she wanted to do once her mind was made up.
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I’d hoped to give you forever.” –Nicholas Sparks
Next on my list of WTH [what-the-heck] … it was suggested to Mary that she try to divert the gentleman’s attention away from Lydia to herself. Again… What?!? Lydia thought it would be a lark to do a make-over with her sister Mary and with a bit of matchmaking on the side. That was interesting. We then had the slow evolution to the new and improved Mary Bennet. I can recommend this for those who love to see this Bennet sister blossom with love and experience her very own HEA. Launch date July 26, 2021