"'We stood together,' wrote Joe Moser, 'as still and military-like as our weakened and tired bodies would allow. We were Americans, and Britons, and Canadians, and Aussies and New Zealanders and more. We would win this fight. We might no longer be able to contribute much, but by God, we would do all we could. They could starve us, treat us like dogs, humiliate us and torture us, but they could not break our fighting spirits.'"
Just when you think you've read about the worst of humanity the Nazis always find a way to become even worse. This was an incredibly hard book to read especially once the story turned to the concentration camps (primarily Buchenwald) and I had to put the book down a few times because it was just so unthinkably monstrous that it didn't even feel real. Forewarning: I will be putting some quotes down below that incorporate some of this so if you don't want any details maybe stop this review here :)
"I kept thinking about what the guard had said when we first came into camp, about not leaving except as smoke through the chimney. When you are young, all of life is ahead and it is not easy to face the likelihood of death. That's why they send young men and women to war; we think nothing bad can happen to us. Yes, it's very possible to be scared, but there is always this innate belief that everything is going to be alright. Now, despite our youth and optimism, we weren't so sure."
Joe Moser--who this book is primarily about--was trapped in a concentration camp in his early twenties. He returned home at the age of 23 which put a lot of things into perspective for me since I am in the same age group, I cannot even begin to imagine what it was like to see such horrible things so young. Tom Clavin does not pull any punches when telling this story of these American pilots (among officers from other countries) who ended up in Buchenwald and had to fight everyday just for their humanity and their lives. It is a powerful story in the fact that they held onto their principles and each other during a time where it would have been easy--and almost understandable--if it had been "every man for himself."
"According to The Buchenwald Report, a compendium initially produced in May 1945, the purpose of the concentration camp system was that 'it is better to put ten innocent people behind barbed wire than to leave a single opponent in freedom.'"
While this story is Joe Moser's story, Tom Clavin includes details on other prisoners and highlights those who fought back--and were killed for it. He sets up the setting almost too well (I really felt like I could visualize it. Hence the need for reading breaks) and each person gets parts of their story told. He could have easily skipped by all the "setting the scene" moments and skipped right to Joe's story but he really took the time to talk about the horrific acts of the Nazi's in charge, the prisoners whose only crimes were who they are, and those who were critical in saving the lives of others.
"...it was a place where men and children were starved, worked to death and executed. We had found ourselves in the deepest, darkest part of the heart of Nazi evil and hatred."
I'm going to include a few quotes below that include some of the things I read that legitimately horrified me. They speak for themselves when they give a glimpse into the gross inhumanity of those who should have looked upon the actions of the Nazi party in horror.
"When the mood struck him, Koch ordered several prisoners locked inside the bear cage, where they were torn to shreds as the commandant and his underlings looked on as though watching a theatrical production. Prisoners had to compete with the animals for food scraps, with the latter often given priority. The zoo was particularly popular among the children of the SS officers and senior guards, creating the scenario of the youngsters feeding food to deer while only yards away starving prisoners looked on, watching the animals eat more in one encounter than they did in an entire day."
The following footnote discusses Koch's wife:
"...there was also valid, corroborating testomy. Ilse Koch did decorate her desk with two heads shrunken to one-fifth their normal size, which had belonged to Polish prisoners who had escaped the camp but were captured. She also had a table lamp made of human skin and bone. 'The light was switched on by pressing the little toe of one of the three human feet that formed the stand,' a pathology department worker testified."
Despite the deplorable acts that are recorded in this book, I agree with the author that this book is one of hope.
"'A roar went up from the camp that rolled through the acres, down through the narrow muddy corridors, in between the shabby tents, into the ramshackle barracks,' according to Joe. It was 'a roar of relief and joy and exhilaration that only the truly liberated can know.'
He added: 'The roar grew and grew--such a sound will lift your heart for the rest of your life once you hear it. Freedom. Just a word, but something good and brave men will give their lives for in a heartbeat.'"
To say this book was a hard read is an understatement. There were photographs included that will stay burned in my mind for the rest of my life and Lightning Down is a harrowing reminder that the extent of the suffering during the Holocaust will likely never be known. I seem to find new stories about the Holocaust, just when I think I've heard it all. This is a book that should be read as a reminder of the beautiful gift of freedom that many of us enjoy today but furthermore to help us remember the lives of those who survived and those who were lost. These are stories that must be remembered--and an important reminder of the results of dehumanizing those who disagree with you.
"Emotions ran even higher, if that was possible, as the Nazi swastika flag was lowered above the camp administration building and replaced by the flag of the United States of America. As Joe recalled, 'When we saw those stars and stripes rise into the blue sky of that late April day and replace the black and read slash of Nazi hatred, it carried with it the meaning of almost all that is precious in this life--family, security, and most of all freedom.'"
Content: This really has every horrible thing under the sun (graphic violence, mass murder, executions, rape, mutilation, disease), there is some language used but not a lot, if your book copy includes photographs (which I'm assuming it would) some of them are graphic in nature (within photographs of people discussed there is one in particular with bodies piled on the back of a truck that was particularly hard to look at)