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Desire of my Heart
All Rachel has ever wanted is a family. How could God grant her the desire of her heart, then do nothing to prevent it from being taken away? Can she wait for God’s perfect timing, or will she take matters into her own hands…again?
About to age out of a Missouri orphanage in 1858, shy Rachel listens with terror as the orphanage matron tells her she’s practically auctioning her off to the highest bidder for her hand in marriage. Rachel prays, asking God to help her and her younger brother Charlie escape, but how? When God provides what Rachel believes to be her liberator, the seed of an idea sets in motion an adventure that will bring happiness and heartbreak and nearly cost Rachel her health.
When trouble comes, it comes in a big way and those who care for Rachel wonder if she will ever recover. Rachel and Charlie face danger and sorrow, see new territory, and grow in their faith. They just might even find the desire of their hearts and realize God had bigger plans than they ever imagined.
About to age out of a Missouri orphanage in 1858, shy Rachel listens with terror as the orphanage matron tells her she’s practically auctioning her off to the highest bidder for her hand in marriage. Rachel prays, asking God to help her and her younger brother Charlie escape, but how? When God provides what Rachel believes to be her liberator, the seed of an idea sets in motion an adventure that will bring happiness and heartbreak and nearly cost Rachel her health.
When trouble comes, it comes in a big way and those who care for Rachel wonder if she will ever recover. Rachel and Charlie face danger and sorrow, see new territory, and grow in their faith. They just might even find the desire of their hearts and realize God had bigger plans than they ever imagined.
312 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 8, 2020
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Heidi Gray McGill
22 books925 followersSelah Award finalist Heidi Gray McGill writes award-winning Christian fiction that draws readers into stories of hope, grace, and redemption. Her Discerning God’s Best series brings the American frontier to life with historical richness and biblical truth, while her contemporary novels explore modern struggles with the same heartfelt honesty. Blindness has not limited Heidi’s vision but refined her focus, shaping the way she writes about resilience and faith. She lives near Charlotte, North Carolina, with her husband of more than thirty years and treasures her role as Grammie to three energetic grandsons. Connect with Heidi and receive a free prequel at HeidiGrayMcGill.com.
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April 30, 2021
Desire Of My Heart by Heidi Gray McGill is a delightful Christian historical novel fully grounded in God. It is the first book in the Shumard Oak Bend series.
The novel is about trusting God and waiting on His perfect timing. “He’s [God] never late, we’re just impatient.” As we journey through life we desire things NOW but it is only in the waiting that we are learning and growing.
When life seems uncertain we can always trust God. He has perfect plans for our lives. He knows just what we need and when. “She cried out to God… She knew He heard her, but His response seemed silent.” In God’s silence he is still active.
Prayers are communing with God. We need to be sure to remember to be silent and to listen for His answers. We ‘hear’ Him in our hearts. Sometimes we do not know what to pray but God hears the longings of our hearts. “God hears our prayers even when we aren’t able to voice them.”
We are urged to preach the gospel at all times and if necessary to use words. “She had glimpsed his heart in his kind words and actions.” God tells us that it is by our fruits that we shall be known.
The theme of taking care of the widows and orphans is a major one. Needs that are identified are met as a community pulls together.
The characters were all warm, welcoming and well-drawn. They bring a smile to the reader’s face with their love and care.
Desire Of my Heart was a charming read with strong biblical lessons for us all to learn.
I received a free e-copy from the author. All opinions are my own.
The novel is about trusting God and waiting on His perfect timing. “He’s [God] never late, we’re just impatient.” As we journey through life we desire things NOW but it is only in the waiting that we are learning and growing.
When life seems uncertain we can always trust God. He has perfect plans for our lives. He knows just what we need and when. “She cried out to God… She knew He heard her, but His response seemed silent.” In God’s silence he is still active.
Prayers are communing with God. We need to be sure to remember to be silent and to listen for His answers. We ‘hear’ Him in our hearts. Sometimes we do not know what to pray but God hears the longings of our hearts. “God hears our prayers even when we aren’t able to voice them.”
We are urged to preach the gospel at all times and if necessary to use words. “She had glimpsed his heart in his kind words and actions.” God tells us that it is by our fruits that we shall be known.
The theme of taking care of the widows and orphans is a major one. Needs that are identified are met as a community pulls together.
The characters were all warm, welcoming and well-drawn. They bring a smile to the reader’s face with their love and care.
Desire Of my Heart was a charming read with strong biblical lessons for us all to learn.
I received a free e-copy from the author. All opinions are my own.
January 27, 2024
Desire of my Heart is a Christian historical romance with incredible faith themes and an emotional plot.
THE CHARACTERS
The characters were well-developed. Rachel's arc is particularly impactful, and I appreciated the bevy of secondary characters too. Clint is probably my favorite male character, although who wouldn't like Melvin for how he opened his home to Rachel and Charlie? And Aideen and Paddy are splendid!
I will say McGill knows how to give readers a heart attack. A few of those scenes, especially one that happened so early in the book, should have warned me this book has a bevy of unexpected plot twists.
THE PLOT
The plot is different. Unique. It does well setting up the next two books, which I'd like to read, and the setting is portrayed so well.
FAITH
I mentioned the incredible faith element, and this is where the book truly shines. I can't applaud McGill enough for the beautifully-wrought salvation scene, the multitude of verses, and the sheer amount of praying that goes on. This book truly exemplifies how believers should turn to Christ no matter our situation.
VIOLENCE
It is mentioned unscrupulous men take great excitement in attending brothels; a bear attack is mentioned; a man falls from a roof; a tornado hits; a man is involved in an injury-sustaining altercation with outlaws; and it's mentioned wild animals have taken care of the felled outlaws' remains. Nothing is gruesome or over-the-top.
ROMANCE
Slow and steady wins the race in this book. The romance mostly doesn't come until later, and what there is is so sweet. I'll not name couples because I don't want to provide a spoiler, but it was adorable watching them confess their feelings.
OTHER
I was caught off-guard by a child saying God basically gave him a mental picture of the woman who would be his adopted grandmother.
Depression is addressed in this book, although it's not called that. The author handles it tastefully and gently.
CONCLUSION
McGill provides readers of Christian fiction with an endearing tale of faith, hope, and love. This is a book to read if you enjoy soft romance with heavy themes of faith and family.
THE CHARACTERS
The characters were well-developed. Rachel's arc is particularly impactful, and I appreciated the bevy of secondary characters too. Clint is probably my favorite male character, although who wouldn't like Melvin for how he opened his home to Rachel and Charlie? And Aideen and Paddy are splendid!
I will say McGill knows how to give readers a heart attack. A few of those scenes, especially one that happened so early in the book, should have warned me this book has a bevy of unexpected plot twists.
THE PLOT
The plot is different. Unique. It does well setting up the next two books, which I'd like to read, and the setting is portrayed so well.
FAITH
I mentioned the incredible faith element, and this is where the book truly shines. I can't applaud McGill enough for the beautifully-wrought salvation scene, the multitude of verses, and the sheer amount of praying that goes on. This book truly exemplifies how believers should turn to Christ no matter our situation.
VIOLENCE
It is mentioned unscrupulous men take great excitement in attending brothels; a bear attack is mentioned; a man falls from a roof; a tornado hits; a man is involved in an injury-sustaining altercation with outlaws; and it's mentioned wild animals have taken care of the felled outlaws' remains. Nothing is gruesome or over-the-top.
ROMANCE
Slow and steady wins the race in this book. The romance mostly doesn't come until later, and what there is is so sweet. I'll not name couples because I don't want to provide a spoiler, but it was adorable watching them confess their feelings.
OTHER
I was caught off-guard by a child saying God basically gave him a mental picture of the woman who would be his adopted grandmother.
Depression is addressed in this book, although it's not called that. The author handles it tastefully and gently.
CONCLUSION
McGill provides readers of Christian fiction with an endearing tale of faith, hope, and love. This is a book to read if you enjoy soft romance with heavy themes of faith and family.
May 30, 2025
𝐍𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠.
This spectacular Christian historical fiction novel is set in 1858 Shumard Oak Bend, Missouri and spotlights family and found family.
I appreciated the markers the author placed to remind me that I’d travelled back in time; the adages the children were raised with, the forms of transportation, the outlook of the time, and the lack of women’s rights.
Both Serafina ‘Grammie’ Brooks and Rachel Shankel were fantastically crafted characters; I appreciated them equally. The author’s skill at fusing faith with historical fiction is outstanding.
I saw so much of myself in Rachel, especially her battles against her desire to take things into her own hands. When disaster struck, Rachel’s reaction gave me pause and it took Grammie’s prompting to consider the reactions of the Israelites in the wilderness. It was inspiring to see Rachel’s ‘readjustment’ after spending time with God.
I instantly liked Grammie Brooks and how she welcomed the family, but it was her encouraging words to Charlie that endeared her to me all the more. He was struggling with the heaped responsibility and she reminded him to pray, “I’ll do my job, Lord, and let You do Yours.” Grammie knew that these words would ease his burden. Everyone appreciated Grammie and her influence was felt throughout the book.
Rachel suffers from depression. It made me aware that we have so much to be thankful for nowadays in terms of modern medicine.
The nugget I’ll carry with me: 𝑺𝒆𝒆 𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒔.
I’m eagerly expecting book 2 in the series!
I was gifted this copy and was under no obligation to provide a review.
This spectacular Christian historical fiction novel is set in 1858 Shumard Oak Bend, Missouri and spotlights family and found family.
I appreciated the markers the author placed to remind me that I’d travelled back in time; the adages the children were raised with, the forms of transportation, the outlook of the time, and the lack of women’s rights.
Both Serafina ‘Grammie’ Brooks and Rachel Shankel were fantastically crafted characters; I appreciated them equally. The author’s skill at fusing faith with historical fiction is outstanding.
I saw so much of myself in Rachel, especially her battles against her desire to take things into her own hands. When disaster struck, Rachel’s reaction gave me pause and it took Grammie’s prompting to consider the reactions of the Israelites in the wilderness. It was inspiring to see Rachel’s ‘readjustment’ after spending time with God.
I instantly liked Grammie Brooks and how she welcomed the family, but it was her encouraging words to Charlie that endeared her to me all the more. He was struggling with the heaped responsibility and she reminded him to pray, “I’ll do my job, Lord, and let You do Yours.” Grammie knew that these words would ease his burden. Everyone appreciated Grammie and her influence was felt throughout the book.
Rachel suffers from depression. It made me aware that we have so much to be thankful for nowadays in terms of modern medicine.
The nugget I’ll carry with me: 𝑺𝒆𝒆 𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒔.
I’m eagerly expecting book 2 in the series!
I was gifted this copy and was under no obligation to provide a review.
July 24, 2021
“Being a Christ follower isn’t easy, but it’s always rewarding. She would continue to trust God.”
This book reminded me of stories about my husband’s grandparents. His grandfather lost a parent who remarried and then died. So he was raised by someone who was not a blood relative. That story did not have such a happy ending. Times were tough in the 1800s. This book brings that across. What brought comfort was the way the author portrayed Rachel, Melvin, Clay and the Sullivans with a deep faith. God sustained them through the tough times. I liked the way they all came to aid Rachel as she worked through depression. I grew fond of five year old Thomas and the instant connection with Grammie. Although they were not blood relations, God brought them together. And isn’t that the best kind of family?
This is a great beginning to a series set in Missouri. I am anxious to read the next story about neighbor Pete and brother Charlie.
An accomplished debut by Heidi Gray McGill.
*I received a complimentary copy of this ebook from the author. I was not required to give a favorable review. All opinions are my own.*
This book reminded me of stories about my husband’s grandparents. His grandfather lost a parent who remarried and then died. So he was raised by someone who was not a blood relative. That story did not have such a happy ending. Times were tough in the 1800s. This book brings that across. What brought comfort was the way the author portrayed Rachel, Melvin, Clay and the Sullivans with a deep faith. God sustained them through the tough times. I liked the way they all came to aid Rachel as she worked through depression. I grew fond of five year old Thomas and the instant connection with Grammie. Although they were not blood relations, God brought them together. And isn’t that the best kind of family?
This is a great beginning to a series set in Missouri. I am anxious to read the next story about neighbor Pete and brother Charlie.
An accomplished debut by Heidi Gray McGill.
*I received a complimentary copy of this ebook from the author. I was not required to give a favorable review. All opinions are my own.*
December 3, 2020
Desire of My Heart: A Shumard Oak Bend Novel by Heidi Gray McGill is my favorite kind of book – the kind that’s easy to pick up and get lost in.
This novel took me back to the days where entire communities interacted, and neighbors cared for each other. Problem-solving meant taking it to the Lord in prayer, and friends pitching in to help each other. Bad things happened but good could come out of it.
McGill’s protagonist is an eighteen-year-old orphan who, in an effort to sidestep an unwanted marriage union, flees with her younger brother from the orphanage in the understanding she will care for a traveler’s five-year-old son and newborn baby. She weds the man and they travel to the middle of Missouri to settle the land.
The novel has many surprising twists and turns, and several memorable characters, whose actions show what can transpire when various members of a community pool their faith together, pray for each other and respect each other.
It appears this is the author’s first novel. However, the quality of writing is authentic, with complex characters and vivid scenes. The characters are faced with both internal and external circumstances that keep the reader focused and wanting to turn the page.
Though homesteading in Missouri is far from easy, it seems simpler than life is today. With fewer choices, people gravitate toward members in and out of the community that show empathy and extend grace.
What I love most about this novel is seeing strong family ties and good-hearted people living out their faith. I feel that is sadly lacking in today’s politically-correct society where faith is tamped down and is often showcased in particular circumstances.
This well-written, first-time novel receives 5 out of 5 stars from me. Just lovely and engrossing. I highly recommend it.
This novel took me back to the days where entire communities interacted, and neighbors cared for each other. Problem-solving meant taking it to the Lord in prayer, and friends pitching in to help each other. Bad things happened but good could come out of it.
McGill’s protagonist is an eighteen-year-old orphan who, in an effort to sidestep an unwanted marriage union, flees with her younger brother from the orphanage in the understanding she will care for a traveler’s five-year-old son and newborn baby. She weds the man and they travel to the middle of Missouri to settle the land.
The novel has many surprising twists and turns, and several memorable characters, whose actions show what can transpire when various members of a community pool their faith together, pray for each other and respect each other.
It appears this is the author’s first novel. However, the quality of writing is authentic, with complex characters and vivid scenes. The characters are faced with both internal and external circumstances that keep the reader focused and wanting to turn the page.
Though homesteading in Missouri is far from easy, it seems simpler than life is today. With fewer choices, people gravitate toward members in and out of the community that show empathy and extend grace.
What I love most about this novel is seeing strong family ties and good-hearted people living out their faith. I feel that is sadly lacking in today’s politically-correct society where faith is tamped down and is often showcased in particular circumstances.
This well-written, first-time novel receives 5 out of 5 stars from me. Just lovely and engrossing. I highly recommend it.
February 21, 2025
Fantastic! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Full review will be posted here soon, God willing!
May 15, 2022
Disclosure: I received a complimentary copy of the book from the author. Opinions expressed are my own.
In the style of some of the Janette Oake films I’ve seen, Desire of My Heart combines hardship on a frontier setting with the hope of God’s redeeming difficult circumstances for good. While I fluctuated on the rating because of my concerns, I opted for three stars because the author does emphasize an important message: the faithfulness of God.
What I Liked
I appreciated that there were some clear instances of God speaking directly to the characters. There was one very dear moment (which I won’t spoil here) of God revealing His plan to one of the youngest characters.
Spiritual content was prevalent throughout the novel. Even when Rachel didn’t understand circumstances, she had several friends and mentors who would encourage her in the Lord. I liked the sense of community in the story, and the ways that the neighbors, even those living a good deal away, came to serve their friends. I’ve seen the term “found family,” and it definitely applies in this case, as a description of friends stepping into the caring role of family members. The novel is certainly a portrait of love, in Christ. I really liked the characters of Charlie and Thomas, as well as their relationship with one another.
The author is sensitive in her treatment of slavery, crafting a character who vehemently opposes the wicked institution. I also know from emailing the author that she solicited feedback from someone whose ancestors were enslaved.
Respectful Critique
In the spirit of historical accuracy, the author uses the term “Indian” to describe the Indigenous people. We also see Rachel’s fearful response to hearing that the “Indians” are nearby. Plus, there was a line implying that someone had (perhaps unnecessarily) provoked dissension among the Indians, because they were being forced off their land. Perhaps I’m misreading the passage, but being forced off your land is a very legitimate reason to be upset, and I feel like compassion would have been consistent with Rachel’s character. While I definitely appreciated the treatment of slavery, I felt that it presented a stark contrast with the treatment of the Indigenous. There’s no acknowledgement of their suffering and the fact that their land was stolen from them. This makes sense to me in a historical novel, but I would have liked to see a bit more, even in the Author’s Note, about the injustice of colonization.
In terms of the writing itself, the book contained multiple plots, which I felt could have been fleshed out more. I think the first third of the book could have been lengthened into its own novel, and there was also a secondary romance that happened over just a few chapters. There was also a lot of summarizing, rather than showing, significant events. Overall, the book had some good messages about trusting God and the number of positive reviews shows that it has had very favorable reception. At the same time, it’s clear that this was a debut novel and I do feel uncomfortable with the treatment of Indigenous people. (However, I had the opportunity to exchange several emails with the author and she seems like a sweet, gracious person.)
In the style of some of the Janette Oake films I’ve seen, Desire of My Heart combines hardship on a frontier setting with the hope of God’s redeeming difficult circumstances for good. While I fluctuated on the rating because of my concerns, I opted for three stars because the author does emphasize an important message: the faithfulness of God.
What I Liked
I appreciated that there were some clear instances of God speaking directly to the characters. There was one very dear moment (which I won’t spoil here) of God revealing His plan to one of the youngest characters.
Spiritual content was prevalent throughout the novel. Even when Rachel didn’t understand circumstances, she had several friends and mentors who would encourage her in the Lord. I liked the sense of community in the story, and the ways that the neighbors, even those living a good deal away, came to serve their friends. I’ve seen the term “found family,” and it definitely applies in this case, as a description of friends stepping into the caring role of family members. The novel is certainly a portrait of love, in Christ. I really liked the characters of Charlie and Thomas, as well as their relationship with one another.
The author is sensitive in her treatment of slavery, crafting a character who vehemently opposes the wicked institution. I also know from emailing the author that she solicited feedback from someone whose ancestors were enslaved.
Respectful Critique
In the spirit of historical accuracy, the author uses the term “Indian” to describe the Indigenous people. We also see Rachel’s fearful response to hearing that the “Indians” are nearby. Plus, there was a line implying that someone had (perhaps unnecessarily) provoked dissension among the Indians, because they were being forced off their land. Perhaps I’m misreading the passage, but being forced off your land is a very legitimate reason to be upset, and I feel like compassion would have been consistent with Rachel’s character. While I definitely appreciated the treatment of slavery, I felt that it presented a stark contrast with the treatment of the Indigenous. There’s no acknowledgement of their suffering and the fact that their land was stolen from them. This makes sense to me in a historical novel, but I would have liked to see a bit more, even in the Author’s Note, about the injustice of colonization.
In terms of the writing itself, the book contained multiple plots, which I felt could have been fleshed out more. I think the first third of the book could have been lengthened into its own novel, and there was also a secondary romance that happened over just a few chapters. There was also a lot of summarizing, rather than showing, significant events. Overall, the book had some good messages about trusting God and the number of positive reviews shows that it has had very favorable reception. At the same time, it’s clear that this was a debut novel and I do feel uncomfortable with the treatment of Indigenous people. (However, I had the opportunity to exchange several emails with the author and she seems like a sweet, gracious person.)
March 1, 2021
From orphan to happily ever after
Desire of my heart is a well written and interesting story. The characters are fully developed and well rounded. The main characters are relatable with realistic problems. I enjoyed the interactions with the supporting characters who are also well developed. I loved Rachel. I loved reading of the many experiences she has. I loved Thomas and his story telling abilities. All of the characters are great. If you enjoy an interesting story with plenty of twists and turns, especially if you like getting acquainted with all of the characters, you should read this book
Desire of my heart is a well written and interesting story. The characters are fully developed and well rounded. The main characters are relatable with realistic problems. I enjoyed the interactions with the supporting characters who are also well developed. I loved Rachel. I loved reading of the many experiences she has. I loved Thomas and his story telling abilities. All of the characters are great. If you enjoy an interesting story with plenty of twists and turns, especially if you like getting acquainted with all of the characters, you should read this book
March 25, 2021
A spiritually refreshing read!
Heidi Gray McGill grabs your heart by a captivating story about faith, love, family, community and loss. This book will move you.
You will fall in love with Rachel and her brother who have been living in an orphanage and leaves, and is set on rebuilding their lives, during the 1800's of a pioneering era. Rachel is brave, strong and faces some trying hardships, but is quite determined to create a better life.
You will love her.
Be prepared to sit for a bit as you won't be able to put the book down.
Heidi Gray McGill grabs your heart by a captivating story about faith, love, family, community and loss. This book will move you.
You will fall in love with Rachel and her brother who have been living in an orphanage and leaves, and is set on rebuilding their lives, during the 1800's of a pioneering era. Rachel is brave, strong and faces some trying hardships, but is quite determined to create a better life.
You will love her.
Be prepared to sit for a bit as you won't be able to put the book down.
November 12, 2020
This is Heidi Gray McGill's debut novel but is definitely one that will grab you. The cast of characters, principally Rachel and her brother Charlie, will capture your heart. The underlying faith message in the story reveals how God truly loves each of us and provides just what of who we need when needed. It is a story of encouragement and one that will warm your heart and you will not want the story to end.. Don't miss this one...I know you will enjoy it as much as I did.
January 3, 2021
This is one of those books that grab you from the first sentence and you hold on. It’s wonderful and a well written book. I cried when Melvin got killed and rejoiced when Aideen and Paddy came to take care of Rachel. This is one of those books that you don’t want to end but .... you know it’s got to. Can’t wait to see what happens to Pete!!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 23, 2021
This is a great book that has a lot of scripture references to hide in your heart. It's a wonderful, heart warming story that will keep you guessing until the end. The characters are easy to love and will feel like family. You'll feel the losses as your own and your heart will be full when the good things happen.
November 15, 2020
The most wonderful characters! This is a story that absolutely filled my heart. The author takes the reader on an emotional roller coaster ride, bringing out every emotion. This is a beautiful story of loss, love, family and God. This is such a fabulous story that I didn’t want it to end.
January 10, 2022
Beautiful story
This is the story of a young woman who grew up in an orphanage. Rache'ls brother was very dear to her heart. Rachel was blessed by family and friends as she faced much hardship. This is such beautiful story you won't want to put it down.
This is the story of a young woman who grew up in an orphanage. Rache'ls brother was very dear to her heart. Rachel was blessed by family and friends as she faced much hardship. This is such beautiful story you won't want to put it down.
December 7, 2025
listened on audiobook :)
August 4, 2022
A book which is hard to put down. Really enjoyed this author’s style of writing.
June 12, 2021
This was a charming story with wonderful spiritual truths and a sweet romance! It handled heavy topics of death and depression with wisdom, yet also provided sweet moments and a lovely happy ending. As a debut novel, the story shows the author has definite promise, and I look forward to seeing how she grows as a writer in future novels. I did have some trouble getting invested in the story until about halfway through, as it was sad and moved a bit slower than I prefer. There were also some editing choices, such as the way some dialects were written, that I would have preferred be done differently. The spiritual message of this story is deep, and I so appreciated the way the author pointed to the Lord and His unending love despite tragedy. I loved the romance at the end of the book, and I can appreciate the way the author gave the characters happy endings but did not spare them from trials—just like real life. My dislike of sad stories is a personal preference, and another reader may embrace the twists and turns in this book better than I did. I hope to see this author continue her writing and look forward to seeing her produce future works. Check this book out for a faith-filled story of hope and reliance on God, with a sweet romance as well!
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November 1, 2021NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
Trusting God through fear, trouble, and deep heartache.
A spiritually refreshing read that grabs your heart. A captivating story about faith, love, family, community, and loss.
When trouble comes, it comes in a big way. About to age out of a Missouri orphanage in 1858, Rachel listens as the orphanage matron tells her she’s practically auctioning her off to the highest bidder for her hand in marriage. Rachel prays, asking God to help her and her younger brother Charlie escape, but how?
When God provides what Rachel believes to be her liberator, the seed of an idea sets in motion an adventure that will bring happiness and heartbreak and nearly cost Rachel her health. Rachel searches for the desire of her heart only to realize God had bigger plans than she ever imagined.
Embark on a journey to Missouri in 1858 with characters who quickly become family, adventures that become real, and hope that becomes a promise. An uplifting, wholesome, and inspirational book that will keep you engaged to the very end.
Learn more of the story by reading the prequel—link provided in bio.
Trusting God through fear, trouble, and deep heartache.
A spiritually refreshing read that grabs your heart. A captivating story about faith, love, family, community, and loss.
When trouble comes, it comes in a big way. About to age out of a Missouri orphanage in 1858, Rachel listens as the orphanage matron tells her she’s practically auctioning her off to the highest bidder for her hand in marriage. Rachel prays, asking God to help her and her younger brother Charlie escape, but how?
When God provides what Rachel believes to be her liberator, the seed of an idea sets in motion an adventure that will bring happiness and heartbreak and nearly cost Rachel her health. Rachel searches for the desire of her heart only to realize God had bigger plans than she ever imagined.
Embark on a journey to Missouri in 1858 with characters who quickly become family, adventures that become real, and hope that becomes a promise. An uplifting, wholesome, and inspirational book that will keep you engaged to the very end.
Learn more of the story by reading the prequel—link provided in bio.
August 7, 2021
Ms McGill's first novel and it is a winner
This is a Faith based Christian novel filled with God's word. Often novels of this type do not work for me. Sorta like the ice skater that circles the ice then telegraphs -- I AM ABOUT TO DO A JUMP. The gospel words, in most cases, flow from the characters' mouths in a convincing fashion.
Wonderful characters who are fully fleshed out. Nice people. Well, there is that mean matron at the orphanage. Turns out she is even meaner than her early introduction at the beginning of the book.
Not all fluffy clouds in the sky. Some difficult things are dealt with -- depression is shown as it can truly be. But having people who really and truly care about you does help. I really enjoyed this book and found I just had to keep reading until it said...The End.
This is a Faith based Christian novel filled with God's word. Often novels of this type do not work for me. Sorta like the ice skater that circles the ice then telegraphs -- I AM ABOUT TO DO A JUMP. The gospel words, in most cases, flow from the characters' mouths in a convincing fashion.
Wonderful characters who are fully fleshed out. Nice people. Well, there is that mean matron at the orphanage. Turns out she is even meaner than her early introduction at the beginning of the book.
Not all fluffy clouds in the sky. Some difficult things are dealt with -- depression is shown as it can truly be. But having people who really and truly care about you does help. I really enjoyed this book and found I just had to keep reading until it said...The End.
May 1, 2021
This is my first book by Heidi Gray McGill and I was not disappointed. I stayed up to two in the morning reading this book. The characters are believable and people you feel like you would like to get to know. The story pulls you in and keeps you until the end. I look forward to reading her next book.
December 15, 2020
Enjoying God's Best!
What a wonderful, heartwarming book! I also enjoyed the scripture references in the book to go along with the storyline. I loved Rachel and Charlie but also all the characters in the story, especially Serafina. My hope is that Pete's story will be next.
What a wonderful, heartwarming book! I also enjoyed the scripture references in the book to go along with the storyline. I loved Rachel and Charlie but also all the characters in the story, especially Serafina. My hope is that Pete's story will be next.
February 28, 2023
This book delighted my heart!
“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.” Ps 37:4
While I think this novel is based on Ps 20:4, Ps 37:4 is one of my all-time favorite verses and one that I thought of often as I read this well-written book.
The variety of characters in this book are all at different places in their faith walk. Some, like Grammie, have a faith in the Lord that I hope I have someday. Others have been crushed by hard circumstances in life and are struggling with their faith. Regardless of where they are, they bond together as a family, pray for each other, and encourage one another.
Set in Missouri 1858 in the homesteading days, we meet Rachel, a 17 year old orphan that escapes an orphanage with her 13 year old brother Charlie and marries a man left with the most adorable, precocious 5 year old you’ve ever met and his newborn sister. The way community comes together and helps one another is humbling and inspiring.
I don’t want to share too much because there are twists and turns that you need to experience first hand, but please read this. I loved it so much!!
“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.” Ps 37:4
While I think this novel is based on Ps 20:4, Ps 37:4 is one of my all-time favorite verses and one that I thought of often as I read this well-written book.
The variety of characters in this book are all at different places in their faith walk. Some, like Grammie, have a faith in the Lord that I hope I have someday. Others have been crushed by hard circumstances in life and are struggling with their faith. Regardless of where they are, they bond together as a family, pray for each other, and encourage one another.
Set in Missouri 1858 in the homesteading days, we meet Rachel, a 17 year old orphan that escapes an orphanage with her 13 year old brother Charlie and marries a man left with the most adorable, precocious 5 year old you’ve ever met and his newborn sister. The way community comes together and helps one another is humbling and inspiring.
I don’t want to share too much because there are twists and turns that you need to experience first hand, but please read this. I loved it so much!!
May 28, 2025
This was a little bit of a heart tugger and you really were rooting for Rachel and Charlie. I really enjoyed that this novel was a good reminder that often there is a plan and reason for everything, but that we just need to trust God with his process. Rachel and Charlie are about to age out at the orphanage they have lived in for most of their lives. Rachel is not ready to be married to someone of the pastors choosing and so when an opportunity presents itself, she jumps at the chance for her and Charlie. As they venture off to their new homestead Rachel can hardly believe they have done it. They are starting anew as a family and although she is nervous to become a wife to a man still grieving the loss of his wife, she feels confident God has a plan and she has already fallen in love with his two small children. But once again tragedy strikes and Rachel and Charlie although used to relying on each other only, struggle with this loss. Although this time is different, they have a community that has gotten to know them and everyone does what they can to rally around helping them out. Rachel and Melvin hardly had a life together and now she already is a widow. Rachel really struggles with moving forward until some very special friends from the orphanage come to help. As they took care of them growing up, they are now here to guide them through the hard times and remind Rachel that God always has a plan. I really loved this storyline, the characters and the reminder of faith. I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book which I received from the author. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.
July 10, 2022
A stunning first in series novel with a strong thread of faith and trusting the Lord running through it. Inspirational writing to strengthen your faith and inspire you to seek Him first in everything. The characters are real! Its easy to become immersed in their lives and to experience their joys and sorrows with them. And to celebrate God's faithfulness when He comes through for them. There are tears and laughter aplenty in here, be warned! Looking forward to the rest of the series; its off to a fabulous start!
May 31, 2025
I am in the minority here, so take my opinion lightly. Unfortunately I just didn’t connect with this story. Initially, at the beginning there were just two points of view but about a third of the way thru multiple perspectives came into play. Then at a time when it seemed Rachel was struggling with severe depression or crisis of faith, her perspective was not shared and I think that affected my connection with the story.
There are definitely positives. I enjoyed young Thomas and the many people that came to be the hands and feet of Jesus in Rachel’s time of need. Also the story was full of faith and prayer. I particularly appreciated the reminder of Christ’s love and compassion towards us in our sorrow.
I see this was the author’s debut novel and this series is very well loved, so I will be sure to continue reading.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy from the author. No positive review was required. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
There are definitely positives. I enjoyed young Thomas and the many people that came to be the hands and feet of Jesus in Rachel’s time of need. Also the story was full of faith and prayer. I particularly appreciated the reminder of Christ’s love and compassion towards us in our sorrow.
I see this was the author’s debut novel and this series is very well loved, so I will be sure to continue reading.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy from the author. No positive review was required. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
June 3, 2025
This story has really good bones as a foundation for the plot. It reminded me of Love Comes Softly on many different occasions. There were many realistic aspects to the storyline including loss, depression, longings, and facing unknowns in a long term plan while also interweaving Scripture and Biblical references. While I was reading, I was thinking about so many other storylines that are intertwined or set up in this book that might be part of future books in the Shumard Oak Bend series by Heidi Gray McGill. I did receive a complimentary copy of this book from the author, but the thoughts and statements in this review are my own based on my experience after reading.
May 18, 2021
I absolutely loved Desire of My Heart. This book was easy to pick up and get lost in, with a cast of characters who were well defined, believable with their human flaws, and likable in spite of them. Heidi took me on a winding and exciting journey through the challenges, joys and perils of homesteading in Missouri in the mid 1800’s. I laughed, and shed a few tears. I took my time and savored every part. I particularly enjoyed that, throughout the book, I found biblical scripture that grounded each character's faith. Taking it to the Lord in prayer was the number one survival skill of these people. It was so nice to see a tight knit community that cared for each other, and pulled together to help each other. This is a great book, and I highly recommend it!
May 23, 2021
A delightful read. I found myself totally involved in the lives of each character. I felt Rachel's loss and understood how she lost herself in her grief and confusion.
Very nice to read a book that was upbeat, had wholesome language and even quoted the Bible.
Very nice to read a book that was upbeat, had wholesome language and even quoted the Bible.
September 23, 2021
I found this book very interesting and easy to read. enjoyed itvery much.
May 23, 2025
If you liked Janette Oke’s Love Comes Softly series, you’ll love Desire of My Heart! With a simple, old-fashioned plot, endearing characters, and that good old found family trope, Heidi Gray McGill’s new series will whisk readers out west to a hard but fulfilling life.
I had no way of conceiving what was going to happen in this book—honestly. It took me by surprise! But it was so realistic—the “plot twists” weren’t necessarily crafted to fit a plot structure and maintain highest intrigue and suspense. In that way, they better resembled the real-life events and circumstances we face—they often take us by surprise, not adhering to any particular structure.
There was a lovely cast of characters. I loved the relationship that blossomed between Thomas and Charlie, and the family the Hexlers found in Grammie and Aunt Martha was adorable.
There were just a couple things I didn’t particularly love—first, Thomas did not feel like a 5/6-year-old to me. The way he behaved and spoke made him seem MUCH older most of the time. And second… Rachel’s depression. Not that I took issue with it in and of itself, but I was disappointed that we never got to see her perspective when she was struggling and withdrawn. Her POV completely disappeared at those times. Not necessarily a problem, but it isn’t what I personally would have chosen to do.
Fans of Janette Oke will love this down-to-earth western romance with threads of faith and family as a cast of characters discover the desires of their hearts and seek God’s best for them.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book which I received from the author. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.
I had no way of conceiving what was going to happen in this book—honestly. It took me by surprise! But it was so realistic—the “plot twists” weren’t necessarily crafted to fit a plot structure and maintain highest intrigue and suspense. In that way, they better resembled the real-life events and circumstances we face—they often take us by surprise, not adhering to any particular structure.
There was a lovely cast of characters. I loved the relationship that blossomed between Thomas and Charlie, and the family the Hexlers found in Grammie and Aunt Martha was adorable.
There were just a couple things I didn’t particularly love—first, Thomas did not feel like a 5/6-year-old to me. The way he behaved and spoke made him seem MUCH older most of the time. And second… Rachel’s depression. Not that I took issue with it in and of itself, but I was disappointed that we never got to see her perspective when she was struggling and withdrawn. Her POV completely disappeared at those times. Not necessarily a problem, but it isn’t what I personally would have chosen to do.
Fans of Janette Oke will love this down-to-earth western romance with threads of faith and family as a cast of characters discover the desires of their hearts and seek God’s best for them.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book which I received from the author. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.
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