Digital copy received from publisher via NetGalley in exchange for my honest and unbiased review.
Adele is a 36 year old, young-at-heart and fun female who is madly in love with her fiancé Tom. She has a supportive best friend and feels lucky to have found her soul mate after the dating life she has had since the tender age of 16. It all seems to be going well until Adele realizes that her exes are being killed in the order that she dated them. No one truly believes her, not even Tom, who she believes will be killed last.
Pros: Interesting and quick read. It kept me reading (only because I wanted to know who the killer was).
Cons: Adele was one of the most immature, destructive, self-absorbed, toxic, narcissistic and oblivious character I have ever had the displeasure of reading about in a book. I was taken aback by her lack of deep thought process. I am still taken aback and appalled.
For example: After her first ex dies (suicide), she has this internal dialogue to debate whether she should attend the funeral because of how it would make her (as well as Tom) feel. She then proceeds to do some online research to figure out if she should attend. HUH??? Even after the first ex committed suicide, she only thought of herself rather than think of how the family may want support, may want to see his close friends so that they could share stories and memories of the deceased etc. She somehow made herself the centre of attention in someone else's tragedy.
Another thing which struck me as off was her level of drinking. Is that a normal British practice or European norm to get drunk multiple times during the week? This girl was an alcoholic. She, just like real alcoholics, always find a way to justify their reasons for drinking. AND, she had the audacity to judge someone else's relationship with alcohol, "I first noticed that he seemed to have an unhealthy relationship with booze during some of our early dates, where I suspected he had already been drinking a little before he turned up." This is a classic example of the pot calling the kettle black.
I still do not see why Tom loved Adele, nor why Adele loved Tom. There was no chemistry between the two, he was just as immature and narcissistic as Adele. But I guess because of that they deserved each other. How does a man get jealous of a dead ex lover? "I can see why Tom might not have liked the idea of me doing something that involved an ex-partner." Did the author knowingly create unlikeable and self-absorbed characters? Or that's the personalities he really wanted to portray all for the reason of character development. If its the latter then sadly there was no point because by the end there was no still no character development. I thought there would have been an arc since the author painted Adele as the carefree, drunk, impulsive young female in the start of the story.
I found other issues with these characters such as their communication, or should I say lack thereof? For a couple who are planning a wedding, why did she have a habit of not communicating with her partner? Its a recipe for disaster and simply proves that she wasn't ready for marriage.
As for her obliviousness, as well as his. JESUS. TAKE. THE. WHEEL. Adele: "Why did the intruder smash this picture? Is the past connected to what's happening now? HUH? Isn't it obvious? The killer is killing off all her PAST lovers? I'm sorry but I've never met an Accountant void of analytical skills. This baffled me.
In another scene, Tom, who now believes Adele's theory that someone is killing all her ex lovers, proceeds to open the door after hearing a knock on the door. Does he check the peephole? No, he doesn't. Does he ask who's there? No, he also doesn't. He opens the door only to be stabbed because of his stupidity. Somehow I thought he deserved death simply because he was acting dumb in that moment.
I'm tempted to give it 1 star but that wouldn't be fair. It did hold my interest.