*deep sigh.*
I tried guys. I truly did. I have been looking forward to Stone's book ever since we were introduced to him in the Civil Corruption series, and what little we knew about him intrigued me to no end. There is nothing better than a growly, gruff of a man who falls to a pile of goo over the woman who finally captured his heart. But what we got here was so far from that, and quite honestly it's so disheartening how much I dislike the men in this series.
So here we have Willow, who doesn't like to draw attention to herself and has always preferred to blend into background. She has her sisters (although that's not really saying much) and has never really had close girlfriends. The only person she has in her life that genuinely cares about her is her dad, and he doesn't even recognize her half the time. She spends all of her free time outside of work being his main caretaker even though her sisters are supposed to share the load with her. Life is just weighing down on her and poor Willow needs to start truly living. But how will she do that when the one person who makes her feel alive turns her into a stuttering, awkward mess?
And then there's Stone. He's as inviting as a vibrating cactus, and has no desire to form any attachments whatsoever. He has supremo mommy issues and decides that love, family and all that jazz just isn't worth his time. Until he meets Willow. Right away he feels something for her he's never felt before, but knows that she is strictly a forever kind of woman, and he's just not. So he refuses to go there. But that doesn't stop him from kissing her senesless -- after she changes her wardrobe & starts doing her hair and makeup, does he realize that he's attracted to her (which honestly, makes me so ragey. She shouldn't have to wear tight fitting clothes to attract a man who should have seen her worth and good heart underwent her baggy shirts, but whatever) and then proceeds to insult her, ON HER FUCKING BIRTHDAY, and tells her that she's so far from his type it's laughable, and that she will never be the one he wants.
So swoony, amirite? I always want an uber asshole with commitment issues to insult me. But it's ok, because I'm going to make out with him a week later and all will be forgiven!! *heart eyes.*
I truly liked Willow, but dang this woman needed some self respect. I get that Stone was her fantasy, but the reality did not live up to the hype. What she should have done was run off with that hot, sweet MC dude who immediately had eyes for her instead of being insulted and pushed to the side regularly. I'm going to be salty about the have that I damn near hated Stone for 90% of this book for years to come.
And can we talk about Stones pet name for her for a minute? Look, there is nothing endearing or sweet about being called "mouse." Just hell no. That's not a compliment, it's not cute, and is actually really derogatory? Apparently Willow liked it, but all I could picture was Stone patting a furry head and feeding the thing cheese. Not sexy at all, but to each their own. If being called a mouse gets your motor running, who am I to judge?
There was just no spark here for me between the two of them. It took about 60% for them to even share their first kiss, and even though he devastated her with his vile words, she jumped into bed (or in this case on top of his car) with him soon after that. Nothing got resolved, there was absolutely no groveling, and Willow just accepted that this was as good as it gets for her, and convinced herself that this is what love is. I would be telling that man child "boy bye" and go bounce on a dick that respected me for more than my looks.
There were really only two and a half things I liked about this book: Willows father, the fact that there was no slut shaming/catty name calling at all (praise sweet baby Jesus) and Willow. Though she's the half of this equation because as much as I liked her, the girl just needed some self respect.
I'm just really sad and disheartened that one character I was looking forward to the most turned out like this. This entire series, save for Crazy Beautiful, has been a huge miss for me. I just wish I liked this more.
For once, I just wish the "hero" of these books wasn't a manwhore with women issues. Or have this trope be flipped on its head and have a woman who embraces her sexuality --without being shamed for it -- and falls for the shy virgin but still alpha male. Make it happen!!
I'm sure others will like this book, and based on the other reviews here I'm in the minority, but this just want for me.
**I received an ARC of this book and these are my honest opinions.**