This is 2/5 stars for me!
Tropes:
✅ Age gap
✅ Daddy kink
✅ Ageplay
✅ Femme boy
What more could one ask for? … A lot, apparently, because it didn’t hold up.
So let’s talk about what I liked about this book. One, it in theory holds all the things I love plus a love of Ghibli which is great. Alexi is cute, I liked his style and his shyness. He suffers from anxiety and Warren is a supposedly good daddy (he does offer him calm and support at least), helping him be calm through his attacks and stressful situations. This book is sweet fluff and kind of insta-love in that we don’t get much of the ‘development’ before the I love you shows up, even when time has passed.
Things I didn’t like… well. While Satoria’s book promises all of what I listed above as the tropes, I didn’t feel we got much to be done with it. Or, it was there, but everything felt superficial. Nothing happened in this book, it felt like, even though I can point to events. They met up, Warren flirts, invites Alexi over and they sort of but don’t really communicate they’re open to more than just playing video games?
Then we get into more issues. One, it’s not SUPER bad but there needs to be some more editing done. I saw some formatting and grammar errors. Story wise - Warren says he wants to take things slow and then… they end up having sex immediately after. I know someone can get swept up in the moment but Alexi even expressed being anxious to have sex but then they do it? Felt weird.
Warren claims he’s a Daddy and Alexi is a boy but we don’t really get that much actual kink play. Like, clothing sure, and he likes stuffed animals but it’s not really incorporated like other reads I’ve seen. There’s NEVER a discussion of safe words or boundaries in this book. There’s even a spot where Warren says “Good boys don’t say no, do they?” And Alexi agrees.
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Major red flag alert. I’ve read some 24/7 dynamic Daddy/little books and all of them discussed limits and safe words. Even if it was just a sentence or two mentioning it. This felt like either unsafe play or, reality was, they were just really vanilla. As someone who’s read a lot in this genre and kink, I think calling it age play is false advertising. The Daddy kink is very light. Yes he makes decisions for him and I could see where the author was *wanting* to take it but it just didn’t do it for me.
Warren also steps into the typical financial support role - Alexi quits both jobs he has at the same company, stays at home, and just moved in with him after a few weeks because of some light pestering. Again, I’ve read instalove where they move in after a week together. I don’t hate it in theory but it just didn’t feel tightly executed. Especially when he used an animal to get Alexi to come visit and sleepover every night instead of respecting that boundary?
The sex scenes felt lack luster for me. There were weird metaphors, including “like squeezing a tube for yoghurt” or something to that effect and just. No. I was skimming over them honestly. The writing itself felt a bit choppy and not complete, and the ending was weirdly abrupt. It felt unfinished or just needed more time for a proper HEA.
The only point of real tension is at 80% with some ex drama that wasn’t even like, satisfying in any way. I know the ex is the MC in the next book and I’m going to read it just because it sounds like a redemption arc or hidden trauma which will hopefully be more interesting? I genuinely want this author to grow because the concepts sound so good on paper, it’s just the execution wasn’t here for this book.
All in all, it’s two stars because while the potential is very much there it needs to be worked on.