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234 pages, ebook
First published December 28, 2021
"In order to achieve control, you must first accept that you have none."
“I couldn’t remember what it felt like to laugh. I wondered if that meant I had already drowned.”
“Some things are under your control, and others aren’t. You do the best you can with what you have to work with. And that is what sets you apart—what you do with it.”
“We’re all here… because we believe in what we’re doing. And we all trust you with our lives because we know that at the end of the day, Jorgen Weight is going to do the right thing. Sometimes you lose sight of that. Sometimes you get so bogged down in the rules that you lose track of what’s right for a minute. But when it comes down to the decisions you make with our lives, you do the right every time.”

“I didn’t mean to take control,” I [Jorgen] said. “I was only trying to hold out until you returned. I never wanted—”["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
One corner of Cobb’s mouth turned up. “No,” he said. “The good ones never do.”



If Spensa were listening to this, she would embellish on it. I laughed.
“Is something funny?”
“No,” I said. “Just imagining the ocean running red with the blood of my enemies.”
Juno sounded startled. “Is that some kind of…cytonic premonition?”
“Nope,” I said. “A memory of my girlfriend. Never mind. Go on.”
“Stars. I’d seen pictures of birds, but watching them glide over the water like so many starfighters…”
“'We believe you,' Nedd said. 'We’re just incredulous.'
'That word literally means ‘unable to believe,’ ' Alanik said. 'Is there a translation error, or are you making fun of me?'
'Neither,' FM said. 'They’re just idiots.'”

“We’re all here, because we believe in what we’re doing. And we all trust you with our lives because we know that at the end of the day, Jorgen Weight is going to do the right thing. Sometimes you lose sight of that. Sometimes you get so bogged down in the rules that you lose track of what’s right for a minute. But when it comes down to the decisions you make with our lives, you do the right thing every time.”
“I’d tried my best, done everything I knew how to do. But if I hadn’t, I would probably still be standing here, my whole life laid out before me, predetermined just like my uniform.”
“I tried to give you the story you needed, but perhaps you’ve found your own story after all. Spensa flies among the stars. But you build things up from the ground. She is a warrior, and you are a defender. It’s a different kind of story.”
“We were in this together, and in that we had hope.”
“In my time in the Defiant Defense Force, I’d felt lost and inadequate. I’d felt undermined and humiliated in front of both my flightmates and my superiors. I’d made calls no human being should ever have to make, had been both right and wrong about them, and had to live with both. I’d stayed in control through it all, because that was what I had been raised to do.”
“I usually thought of Spensa as the one who pulled off impossible tasks, but apparently she wasn’t the only one.”