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It was an innocent mistake.
She knocked on the wrong door.
Mine.

If I were a better man, I would've just let her go.
But I'm not.
I'm a cruel bastard.

I ruthlessly claimed her virtue for my own.
It should have been enough.
But it wasn't.
I needed more.
Craved it.

She became my obsession.
Her sweetness and purity taunted my dark soul.
The need to possess her nearly drove me mad.

A Russian arms dealer had no business pursuing a naive librarian student.
She didn't belong in my world.
I would bring her only pain.
But it was too late…
She was mine and I was keeping her.

384 pages, Kindle Edition

First published October 13, 2020

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Zoe Blake

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Zoe Blake is the USA Today Bestselling Author of the romantic suspense saga The Cavalieri Billionaire Legacy inspired by her own heritage as well as her obsession with jewelry, travel, and the salacious gossip of history’s most infamous families.

She delights in writing Dark Romance books filled with overly possessive billionaires, taboo scenes, and unexpected twists. She usually spends her ill-gotten gains on martinis, vacations, and red lipstick.

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Profile Image for  ⚔Irunía⚔ .
431 reviews5,515 followers
August 21, 2022
🤡*shadowbanned review and for what*🤡

Ridiculous. Imagine my surprise, I'm reading this book and all of a sudden (not really) I come across the hero's term of endearment for the heroine that showcases that he actually addresses her as a male. LOL. 🤡 What a way to start off a MF romance.

This happens when authors think that Google translator is their best friend, their daddy, their saviour, their cute little assistant. 💕

You see, in Russian the phrase "my little one" has different endings, which depends entirely on the gender of a person/thing referred to.

So, to be more specific: instead of "moy" (meaning my... boy/anything male) the hero has to say "moya", as in my... girl/female, in order not to sound like a loser.

"Malen'kaya" ("little" for female) instead of "malen'kiy" ("little" for male). LOL. It is repeated so often I do not know whether to laugh or get annoyed by the author's lack of fucks given when it comes to research.

Internet and access to any type of information as well as people that may serve as an infinite source of information exist for a reason.

So the whole thing comes cross as something too funny and weird to be annoyed at, but still too cringey for me to keep going.

Genuine question: if you can't research for shit, even if your life career and image (don't mind me being dramatic 💕) depended on it, or you're too shy/lazy to search people who might be able to assist you, why not just write everything in English?

Add something like "he said in Russian" and reap the fruits of your ingenuity and intelligence? Sounds pretty simple and awesome from my vantage point.

Grammar mistakes aside, some endearments sound plain weird and outright ridiculous. I mean who even says that? *Shudders*. Certainly not Russians, LMAO. Dimitri, you are sure as hell not Russian, but thanks for the comic relief, I guess?

And no, I'm not willing to turn a blind eye to it because the book content is even worse, thus the language misuse is not justifiable xx.

I'm not gonna waste my time elaborating on the story's other shortcomings though. This book is simply not worth my in-depth analysis. 💕
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299 reviews1,039 followers
December 27, 2020
***4 STARS***

I didn’t think I would enjoy it, but I did.....this quick, down and dirty smutty read. I loved all of it.

Emma, the librarian student gets more than she expected when she knocks on the door of who she thinks is her benefactor to help her with school tuition. Instead it is this huge, gorgeous, tattooed Russian who thinks she is from an escort agency. There is some dub con but it was overall written well and incredibly sexy.

Plenty of steam and possessive Alphaness from the Russian Dimitri who cannot let go of this sweet girl although he knows she would be better off without him due to his criminal ways. Then there is Emma the shy virgin librarian who cannot understand her attraction to this obviously dangerous man.

This is my first book by Zoe Blake but will not be my last. It had my level of dark without torture and humiliation. If you are looking for a smutty read with darkness entrenched then I recommend this one to you.

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1,007 reviews2,179 followers
January 16, 2024
5 Captured Little Doe Stars ⭐

Sweet Cruelty was the perfect blend of dark and delightful. With plenty of steam, the initial dub con was almost sexy. I didn't expect to enjoy it as much as I did. Considering I couldn't put it down, I freaking loved it!

"Everything I possessed in this world I had taken through some form of force. She would be no different."

A case of mistaken identity and Emma would instantly become his. When Dimitri hired an escort for the evening, the beautiful girl in plaid skirts and Mary Janes was more then he ever anticipated. And he was keeping her.

A Russian arms dealer and a virgin librarian student, it shouldn't work for many reasons. Mostly because his darkness will eventually spill over. Except Dimitri can't seem to let Emma go. Her goodness, her innocence is alluring and she responds beautifully to his brand of roughness and discipline.

"Prim, proper, and shy on the outside but on the inside she was a little firecracker just waiting for someone to light her spark. Good thing I was the one with all the matches."

Where Emma is initially overwhelmed by the level of possessiveness Dimitri displays, she finds it difficult to say no. It isn't long before she's begging for more.

"You’re about to do what?"
"Take off your clothes."
"You can’t do that! What if the birth control fails?"
"Then I hope our daughter has your eyes."


These two burned up the pages. Even if this story was a case of instant lust, the level of Dimitri's obsession for Emma was decadent and depraved. Sometimes you just want all your favourite cliches written in a story and done perfectly. Well my wish was granted...
Profile Image for Micol.
761 reviews2 followers
March 13, 2021
No can’t do it
Dnf at 15%

I really don’t like how this book completely skips over the fact that the main male character RAPED the main female character
I get that rape fantasy is a thing but this was not that. This was anything but consensual.
Dimitri rapes Emma, she ends up enjoying the sex towards the end and the she runs away. Goes home tells her roommate and her roommate calls her a slut. NO.
That is so far from okay.
The way they talked about her experience with Dimitri, they made it sound like Emma went home with a stranger from a bar or club to hook up. This was not that.
She was raped. Why the hell is this roommate calling her a slut and saying she’s jealous of Emma’s sexual encounter. Are you crazy!? And them Emma responds with something like “ does it really make me a slut? I slept with someone i don’t know”. Wtf. It’s like they don’t realize what happened.
And even if Emma in the end decides that she does not consider it rape that’s on her but as a friend, a person, her roommate should be worried about her and what happened instead she is acting like this is a normal hookup.

NO!
I hate the message this book gives about rape
HUGE NO
Profile Image for Medollga.
775 reviews206 followers
February 22, 2023
TRIGGER WARNING: the hero has a goatee. I repeat: THE HERO HAS A GOATEE!!!! 🤮🤮🤮🤮

Imagine reading a steamy scene, the clothes are ripped off, the heroes are in the throes of passion and then suddenly, SUDDENLY the heroine's face is touched by the hero's GOATEE 👀👀👀

Aside form this crime against romance genre itself, the hero rapes the virgin heroine in the first half hour of their meeting. He mistakes her for a hired escort and thinks it's part of her play, but when he understands firsthand (or should I say firstdick?) that she is a virgin and NOT an escort, continues to ruthlessly pound her, chasing his pleasure. Meanwhile all this time from their meeting the heroine, instead of shouting loud and clear "I am NOT a prostitute!", timidly begs him to stop and that she is not that kind of girl. I'm not blaming her for being raped, just hate the deliberately slow and confusing communication, that is so often used in books and NEVER irl.

The heroine runs away from him, confides in her roommate and girl that is considered a GREAT AND LOYAL friend to her. The friend jokingly calls her a slut, says she's jealous of her great experience and blah blah fucking kill her blah. Every time the hero manhandles her, punishes her or controls her, the "best friend" convinces her it's for "her own good"! 🤬🤬🤬

Some of the $ex scenes were hot, but a lot of them disturbing. First we have their memorable rape time, but every time since that the hero makes the experience as painful for the heroine as possible for HIS pleasure. The engage in anal, which the heroine repeatedly said she didn't want, but the hero threatened her with punishment, so she gave in out of fear; during this activity the heroine is screaming from pain and begs him to stop, but he doesn't listen and pushes harder instead 💀💀💀💀

Also, the cherry on this pile of poop: THE USAGE OF RUSSIAN LANGUAGE . I checked the author's backlist, all she writes are russian mafia books. You'd think she was maybe some emigrated Зоя Чернова or something, feeling homesick and reminiscing about the culture. But then you see the first russian phrase 👀👀👀 and then the second, and the third and so on... Some of it doesn't make any sense, some of it is grammatically incorrect, and some of it sounds just plain stupid. NO russian speaking person would formulate a sentence that convoluted seconds before cuming into a woman 🤷🏻‍♀️😬

Иисус Христос! Ты собираешься убить меня, женщина! I'll stay away from the author in the future, cause enough is enough🙌


Profile Image for Sonia.
1,299 reviews2,074 followers
April 28, 2024
4.5 stars for this triggery, no owd, deliciousness

I love mafia romance with no owd and an ott protective J/P hero!

Emma is a graduate student working in a library who needs to ask for money from her benefactor in order to not be kicked out of college. The problem is that when she goes to the door of her “benefactor,” someone else opens the door- a huge, muscular, tattooed man with a shaved head, facial hair, and an intense penetrating look.

Dimitri ordered an escort/call girl; when he opens the door, he’s greeted with a demure, innocent college girl- good, because he’s ready to play, and she’s the perfect person to play the innocent, virginal card with. Except that she really IS a virgin and she really IS innocent- it’s all a misunderstanding and mistaken identity 😬. He figures out, in the most… um… primitive way… that she wasn’t lying 😅 but by then, he’s already claimed her as his 😉.

The opening interaction starts off noncon… she tries to fight but it’s no use- when Dimitri wants something, he’s going to get it. Even when she tries to stay away, he won’t let her. Once he realizes the type of person she is, he claims her and becomes overprotective and possessive.

The chemistry was 🔥 right away! Oh sweet Jesus and a bag of beans, their connections was intense. Yes, it started off in a questionable way (😬😅😉🥵), but they quickly go from 0-60 with no preamble. Dimitri is older and knows what he wants- and he wants Emma 👏🏻. Although Emma is a virgin in many aspects, she was drawn to Dimitri from the get go.

What I liked- I loved how dedicated Dimitri was, how possessive and obsessed he was (no other women anywhere 👏🏻), how protective and sweet. I mean, he actually dates her (swooooon🥰) and listens to her (I
Like when he kidnaps her towards the end of book 🥰❤️). He’s educated, even though he does questionable/illegal things 😬😅. I also didn’t mind Emma’s doubts, because, shoot, I’d be having the SAME doubts!

What I wanted more of- I wish Emma didn’t always give in (especially after he punishes her). Standing her ground more would’ve been great. She tries, but continually fails, and then melts whenever he’s around. I mean, she could’ve slapped him or maybe pushed him around (😂I love that stuff). That’s just my preference. I dislike when the h’s don’t have a backbone- Thank god Emma wasn’t an h like that. Buuut more of a push/pull adds to the tension and that’s what I crave. I still loved it all.

There are some triggers, but I enjoyed it all

2024 reread
I love me an intense man 😅🫣

⚠️ safety squad⚠️
-no cheating/sharing/omd/owd
-there is a scene where a worker tries flirting with the H, but he didn’t even notice, care and quickly shut her down (he only has eyes for the h 🥰)
-the first scene between the H and h is noncon ish
-there are noncon/dubcon scenes throughout the book
-there some spanking/punishment scenes
-people get killed- not too graphic though (which I wouldn’t have minded considering who they were 😑)
-SA attempt: OM step attempts sexually assaulting the h- he doesn’t get to finish
-condoms/then none
-HEA/epilogue (a cute role playing one)
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1,242 reviews559 followers
October 29, 2020
4 STARS!
In a lifetime of cruel and depraved acts this is probably my most cruel, but I am keeping this beautiful sweet creature for my own.
All kinds of dirty and inappropriate - I loved it!

Plot in a nutshell . . . to quote Isabella: A Russian arms dealer and a virgin librarian student, it shouldn't work for many reasons. [LOL, best line ever!]

But it really does work if you're looking for an OTT possessive alpha who unapologetically takes what (and who) he wants.

Be warned, there is a long list of triggers here, including very dubious consent. If you're not into that kind of thing, please give this one a wide berth. If you are, enjoy the ride!
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2,577 reviews21 followers
January 9, 2024
“Be a good girl and read a book.”

An ott Jessa Kane-like story but a full-length book. Was suuuuper cheesy, does not deserve four stars, but I had fun reading it!

A Russian arms dealer
A virginal librarian student
He decides she is his, and he’s keeping her
The end

“I’m about to sink my cock deep inside you bareback…”
“You’re about to do what?”
“Take off your clothes.”
“You can’t do that! What if the birth control fails?”
“Then I hope our daughter has your eyes.”
Profile Image for Irie❤Life.
66 reviews14 followers
December 28, 2020
If you like rape, go for it.

Not much to say other than that. How the hell this has 4.5 stars, I don't get it?!! Only read about 20%. RAPE. Not reluctant, not questionable, just rape. Heroine shows up at H's house thinking it's a different place to request money for school. H thinks she's a prostitute he ordered putting on a fake school girl act. Proceeds to spank them rape her after she said No and Stop clearly. You could say, mistake because he thought she was acting. But after he entered herald realized she was a virgin, he pulled out then confirmed she was over 18 and thought how he always takes things by force and she'd be no different, then proceeded to continue the rape. Afterward he didn't let her leave and threatened her with an ice pick. That's where I stopped reading. We have different ideas on romance and erotic. Also, there was a grammatical error in the very first line.
Profile Image for Sonia.
1,299 reviews2,074 followers
April 27, 2024
4.5 stars for this triggery, no owd, deliciousness

I love mafia romance with no owd and an ott protective J/P hero!

Emma is a graduate student working in a library who needs to ask for money from her benefactor in order to not be kicked out of college. The problem is that when she goes to the door of her “benefactor,” someone else opens the door- a huge, muscular, tattooed man with a shaved head, facial hair, and an intense penetrating look.

Dimitri ordered an escort/call girl; when he opens the door, he’s greeted with a demure, innocent college girl- good, because he’s ready to play, and she’s the perfect person to play the innocent, virginal card with. Except that she really IS a virgin and she really IS innocent- it’s all a misunderstanding and mistaken identity 😬. He figures out, in the most… um… primitive way… that she wasn’t lying 😅 but by then, he’s already claimed her as his 😉.

The opening interaction starts off noncon… she tries to fight but it’s no use- when Dimitri wants something, he’s going to get it. Even when she tries to stay away, he won’t let her. Once he realizes the type of person she is, he claims her and becomes overprotective and possessive.

The chemistry was 🔥 right away! Oh sweet Jesus and a bag of beans, their connections was intense. Yes, it started off in a questionable way (😬😅😉🥵), but they quickly go from 0-60 with no preamble. Dimitri is older and knows what he wants- and he wants Emma 👏🏻. Although Emma is a virgin in many aspects, she was drawn to Dimitri from the get go.

What I liked- I loved how dedicated Dimitri was, how possessive and obsessed he was (no other women anywhere 👏🏻), how protective and sweet. I mean, he actually dates her (swooooon🥰) and listens to her (I
Like when he kidnaps her towards the end of book 🥰❤️). He’s educated, even though he does questionable/illegal things 😬😅. I also didn’t mind Emma’s doubts, because, shoot, I’d be having the SAME doubts!

What I wanted more of- I wish Emma didn’t always give in (especially after he punishes her). Standing her ground more would’ve been great. She tries, but continually fails, and then melts whenever he’s around. I mean, she could’ve slapped him or maybe pushed him around (😂I love that stuff). That’s just my preference. I dislike when the h’s don’t have a backbone- Thank god Emma wasn’t an h like that. Buuut more of a push/pull adds to the tension and that’s what I crave. I still loved it all.

There are some triggers, but I enjoyed it all

2024 reread
I love me an intense man 😅🫣

⚠️ safety squad⚠️
-no cheating/sharing/omd/owd
-there is a scene where a worker tries flirting with the H, but he didn’t even notice, care and quickly shut her down (he only has eyes for the h 🥰)
-the first scene between the H and h is noncon ish
-there are noncon/dubcon scenes throughout the book
-there some spanking/punishment scenes
-people get killed- not too graphic though (which I wouldn’t have minded considering who they were 😑)
-SA attempt: OM step attempts sexually assaulting the h- he doesn’t get to finish
-condoms/then none
-HEA/epilogue (a cute role playing one)
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3,675 reviews2,426 followers
October 10, 2020
Finale review!!! (Updated)
3.5 ⭐

Now heads up this is a dark-ish romance in my eyes there is some dub-con moments (most triggers are listed below if you wanna check out) and some drama and steamy moments. I had a hard time rating this so I'm leave it at the rating above for now It might change because I havent seen the cover (yes i add stars for covers to lol) I got this as an arc so thanks Zoe. And as of 10/10 I'm updating my reivew since Zoe changed chapter 1 and added a bonus Epilogue!!! And WE HAVE A COVER!!!

When you first meet Dimitri you'll dislike him i did i had a love/hate relationship with him, because he didnt listen to Emma when she said no in their first meeting and many times during their relationship, a misunderstanding is what brought them together he thought she was a escort the agency sent, he didnt let her explain because he thought it was well role-playing, and well it was BOOM POW!! And now that he tasted her he wont let her go. Few times you wanna slap Dimitri he is a rough tough stubborn alpha Russian arms dealer.. and then few times he would be a sweetish grizzly bear feeding you his jellybeans 🤣 then go back to a growly bear lol. Like I said i had love/hate relationship with him. As for Emma i do wish she had a little more backbone she was a pushover on few things but she wasn't a bad character. As for her friendship I love female bonding but something didnt click for me in their friendship. Beside that I enjoyed it alot!!

And the more I thought about this I disliked her bff.. she didn't take her side in anything when Dimitri came into her life.. heck she even said "its for your own good" what type of bff wouldn't have her bff side?? Idk if ill enjoy her book as much when she gets one.

No ow/om drama (unless you count drunk guy and some flirty females), no cheating, Drama, sexy times, virgin gal and mentions he was a manwhore (he talked about past woman) but never showed anything.

Recommend- Maybe
Cover-⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Slow-instaburn
Push away from h
Older/younger couple
Violence
Safe sex/no condom
Pain kink
Anal sex
Seperation few days (both faithful)
Non con/dub con turned consent (in sex and punishments)
Dom/sub undertones
Punishment/discipline
Hea
Epilogue
Profile Image for Vashti.
1,233 reviews29 followers
November 22, 2020
This is my first read by this author and I enjoyed the read.
The hero according to his tattoos is
a murderer.. high level thief..arms dealer...and a big bad mountain of a man with a bald head and goatee...least I forget he is also a Russian badass.
The heroine is a young college student working on her Masters and wants to be a librarian.. She lives with her best friend roommate.
One evening the heroine goes to see a benefactor about her student grants..instead the door is opened by the big bad Russian .He mistakes her for the high priced escort that he ordered for the night and proceeded to kiss and fondle her all the while the heroine is trying to tell him that she is not who he thinks she is.
They have sex..he finds out she is a virgin..explanation time ..and the hero is like.... she is MINE...MINE..MINE...
I don't read much "dark" romances but I was comfortable with this read.There were episodes where the hero would "punish" the heroine by spanking her and the use of a belt( this I did not like).
But this hero was all about his girl...he had jealous ,possessive ,and crazy about his heroine down to a pat!
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Profile Image for Céloise.
383 reviews235 followers
April 12, 2024
1☆ "NO" doesn't mean "Sure YOLO," Asshole

I just couldn't get past the rapey vibe at the beginning....I mean even if she were the prostitute the H thinks she is, her consent is still required. Just not a redeemable scenario for me.
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415 reviews746 followers
January 3, 2021
✧ 5 'my little one' stars ✧

tw: dub con

how have i never read books by this author before?? i picked this book up on a whim. i was in the mood for something dark and i'd recently bought this one, so as soon as i saw this one sitting on my kindle, i jumped right in without even reading the blurb! and needless to say, i loved it!

моя крошка.
My little one.
She was so small and vulnerable. I wanted to tie her to my bed and never let her leave to keep her safe by my side.


the start of the book was perfect! it jumped right into the story and gave me a hit of the darkness i craved.

In a lifetime of cruel and depraved acts this is probably my most cruel, but I am keeping this beautiful sweet creature for my own.

a case of mistaken identity lands Emma into Dmitri's bed, and the beautiful girl from that moment on, becomes his. his to keep. his to love. and his to protect.

"Everything I possessed in this world I had taken through some form of force. She would be no different."

he takes her by force, and isn't even slightly apologetic about it. he gets what he wants, and this time, he has his eyes set on beautiful, little Emma.

"Prim, proper, and shy on the outside but on the inside she was a little firecracker just waiting for someone to light her spark. Good thing I was the one with all the matches."

the book was a perfect blend of darkness, passion and love, and i enjoyed every second of it! Dmitri is ott possessive and sweeps into Emma's life like a tornado. Even though she is initially overwhelmed, she soon starts taking everything in stride and i loved that!

"You can’t do that! What if the birth control fails?"

"Then I hope our daughter has your eyes."


these two had sizzling, intense chemistry that burned the pages! the writing was flawless and the plot was intriguing, that had me completing this book in one sitting!

She is mine.
Had been mine from the first moment I opened my door and pulled her over the threshold into my arms.
Profile Image for Kate V.
1,838 reviews365 followers
December 10, 2024
Re-read:

Wellllll guess my tastes have changed 😂😂. It’s hot.

First read:

Dimitri is an illegal arms dealer that hires an escort for the night and Emma is in the wrong place at the wrong time. In a moment of mistaken identity Emma loses her virginity and becomes a possession of Dimitri.

Listen, I'm all for a possessive, OTT alpha male but this may have been a little too nonconsenual for me.The story was just pure instalove smut and well I'm ok with that but I didn't like the belt punishment. I'm ok with spanking, rough sex and harmless kink but I draw a line for myself at the use of leather or other objects to inflict pain. It just doesn't do it for me but it's well written. I personally didn't think this was a romance at all times and that annoyed me but it was hottt. Maybe I'm being too hard on this book because I guess I should have known what I was about to read as it's clear from Blake's backlog what her stories may be like. But I read it so take my review however you want. I will continue this series.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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1,088 reviews774 followers
December 19, 2021
2.5 Stars

Close DNF

Not really a fan of the writing and it's pretty repetitive. The sex was also just okay. I was definitely over the spankings and threat of punishments, so it got boring.


Safety: safe

Virgin h/non virgin H

No cheating

No sharing

No ow/om drama
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2,940 reviews2,674 followers
January 17, 2024
Derivative and not well written!



The following ratings are out of 5:
Romance: ��💚
Steam: 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Story/Plot: 📕📗
World building: 🌏🌍
Character development: 😟🙁
Narration: 🎙🎙🎙🎙
Narration Type: Dual Narration

The heroine: Emma - with tuition due next week and her short on money, she had no choice but to beg for money if she wanted to finish her library sciences master's program. She dressed up in her doc martin mary jane’s, pink sweater and plaid skirt and knocked on the door of what she thought was the home of Mr. Linus Fitzgerald III, elderly son of her former benefactor.

The Hero: Dimitri - he is Russian and is an international arms dealer. When he opens his door to an innocent looking young woman, he immediately claims her for the night. He thinks she was sent from an escort agency and when she says she is just there for the money, he knows how she can earn it.

The Story: From the very start this book got steamy. The language is overly flowery, and the situation is a bit too silly to be believed. Emma tries to fight Dimitri off and explain the mistake after first succumbing to his kisses, though he thinks she is an escort who is playing at being a shy virgin. She see-saws between being aroused and being afraid, but either way she doesn’t really try that hard to explain she went to the wrong house.

The writing wasn’t the best, the plot had a lot of holes, and the story was a bit far from believable, and there were famous quotes from literature at the start of every chapter which for me, didn’t do anything to elevate this one at all. Though it was good enough to keep listening to and I did want to see what happened next.

Though it was still a bit too much to be believed. In one scene Dimetri tracks Emma’s phone, finds out she is at a bar, takes a helicopter to the bar and gets there just in time to save her from an attacker who locked her in a storeroom with him. Then he punished her for the fact that she didn’t tell him she was going out that night.

The audiobook was told in multiple points of view via dual narration. It was narrated by Lauren Sweet and Tor Thom. I love Tor Thom’s deep voice and he is one of my go-to narrators. Lauren Sweet has a soft, feminine voice that is pleasing, though there is something about her voice that gets on my nerves a bit.

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Profile Image for Aou .
2,042 reviews215 followers
October 15, 2020
This one is quite sweet despite of the dub-con at first and the kinky staff. Thus for me, it was not a dark book and I may have been a little disappointed because of it. However, it was a very well written darkish erotica/romance. Certainly Ms. Blake has researched and studied for the book. Congrats Ms. Blake, you are one of my favorites in this genre.
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472 reviews125 followers
November 1, 2020
For me it was a normal story of an extremely possessive underworld guy.
He is your typical mafia man with loads of tattoos, deals in arms, order the heroine around and literally never listens to her. I don't remember Dmitri ever listening or agreeing to whatever Emma has to say.

Emma is also our typical shy girl who's virgin (before meeting the hero), extremely shy, never been paid attention before and loves the H for his sexual appeal, dominance over her etc etc.

The story followed with some VERY VERY predictable scenes when the H is ordering h out of blues to stay with him, pays all her debts, don't open up in the beginning, track her through a phone gifted by him and yeah gifts her all the expensive things, save her in a drunken bar (where she's not supposed to go) and then punishes her ALL the time.
So that sums up the whole book actually...
Told you... nothing special for me.
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460 reviews
October 22, 2020
Was in the mood for a steamy OTT jealous and possessive H and this delivered perfectly. Dimitri was a complete bulldozer who in book land is dreamy but in real life I'd probably brain.
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2,151 reviews
November 7, 2022
gbn
Typical mafia dom but I had to read it because it was BANNED and you know that I had to read the banned version. xD
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231 reviews14 followers
September 4, 2024
there are a lot more better written wattpad mafia books out there than whatever tf this is
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1,141 reviews239 followers
January 16, 2024
This was such a good OTT detox from life rn 😌😌.

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Thank you Rain for the push to read this!! You were so right about it being Jessa Kane adjacent- it really did feel as if she wrote a full novel 😂😂 .
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358 reviews68 followers
October 21, 2020
4.5 stars!!

Sweet Cruelty.. the title says everything! I'm getting a little Beauty and the Beast vibe from here, aka kinky fairy tale. Sweet Emma meets Dimitri after a case of mistaken identity and has captured Dimitri's attention ever since. Being a Russian mobster, Dimitri is not used to prim and proper but something about Emma's innocence made him wanna keep her.

I truly enjoyed the D/s relationship between Dimitri and Emma. He's a dominating man for sure but with Emma, he showed some really tender moments. But of course, there's also moments where he needs to teach his моя крошка a lesson..

“Don’t deny it, Emma. We both know you get off on the pain. You like it when I order you to obey.”

There's a perfect balance of danger and suspense throughout the book, and at times, a littleee bit of dubcon. Dimitri's an intense man who is used to getting whatever he wants, but when it comes to Emma, he finds himself contemplating. Is it selfish of him to drag Emma into his world?
Heat level is easily a 10/10 🔥🔥 like hot H O T !! When he switches to Russian while 'punishing' his моя крошка?? damn, i think i blushed a little too. (after i google translated it 😉)

"Like the good little girl she was, she came for me. Her unadulterated orgasm one of the purest, most beautiful things I’d ever witnessed." Need a real life Dimitri Kosovo please! 4.5 stars!!
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555 reviews336 followers
October 14, 2023
Even the smut couldn't save this one lol.
Bad writing, badly written characters ruined this for me.

But there was potential.
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446 reviews110 followers
dnf
November 5, 2020
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703 reviews781 followers
June 1, 2021
I love hero like this, so extremely possessive and protective to the heroine and so grateful to have her.


‼️‼️‼️THE HERO IS OTT POSSESSIVE PROTECTIVE ALPHA MALE

‼️‼️‼️THE HEROINE IS SO SWEET, SMART, DOWN TO EARTH AND A VIRGIN.

‼️‼️‼️LOVE IN FIRST SIGHT

‼️‼️‼️MANY JEALOUS SCENES FROM THE HERO AND LITTLE FROM THE HEROINE

‼️‼️‼️NO DRAMA WITH OW. Only with om but not too much or too annoying.

‼️‼️‼️IT HAS PUSHING AWAY FROM THE HEROINE BUT NEVER TOO MUCH AND ONLY ONE TIME FROM THE HERO.

‼️‼️‼️IT HAS SEPARATION for couple of days if I’m not mistaken. But of course both are loyal and never ever go to anyone else.

‼️‼️‼️THE HERO IS SO OBSESSED WITH THE HEROINE 🥺🥺🥺 like he wants her so badly and always says to himself and everybody she is mine mine mine mine mine. Belong to me. Mine.

When he found out the heroine is a virgin and never do any sexual things to others before him and he was the only one who did it with her. He was happy and extremely grateful idk why lol. But its so hot🥺🥺

“MINE. IT WAS INDESCRIBABLE FEELING, THIS PRIMAL SURGE FROM DEEP WITHIN ME. KNOWING THAT NO MAN HAD COME BEFORE ME… AND AT LEAST FOR NOW, NO MAN EVER WOULD. A GNAWING HUNGER AROSE DEEP INSIDE BLACK AND TWISTED SOUL, A NEED TO DEVOUR ALL HER PURITY AND LIGHT FOR MY OWN.”

“THANK GOD I HAD FOUND HER BEFORE ANY OTHER MAN WOULD.” 🥺🥺🥺🥺 my heart awww

‼️‼️‼️DRAMA WITH THEIR ENEMY ONE TIME like one of the hero’s enemies from work. One time.

‼️‼️‼️TRIGGERS: killing and violence.

‼️‼️‼️VERY HOT SMUT SCENES

‼️‼️‼️no talking about past partners, nope.

‼️‼️‼️HAPPY ENDING. Married.



I give it 4 stars and not 5 because the hero didn’t want to tell the heroine about his work and parents, the hero always push her to his punishment which is a pleasure to her but i think sometimes he is too much with that in a level so ridiculous. And no longer epilogue LIKE COME ON I NEED LONGER 😬😬😬

other that, the book is interesting and hot 😏🥺🤩
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1,266 reviews
October 13, 2020
Taking a tiny little break from Yvonne whittal I couldn't resist this book the H is Russian 😁 I love them 👇
1st time author
Emma is a 23 Virgin librarian runs into Dimitri a Russian arms dealer!!! Yes
She knock on his door thinking he is someone else and he .... thinks she is an escort!!!
Dimitri was an alpha dominant man who loves a little bit of kinky sex
I enjoyed this alot but I wanted a baby or a pregnancy 🤔
Enjoyed and loved it 👍
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72 reviews10 followers
September 18, 2021
I wasn’t really feeling this one, might be because I read it whilst on holiday and couldn’t really sink my teeth into it since I was having so much fun in the mean time.
The way the characters met was a bit hard to get over and whilst the sex scenes were hot, I just didn’t feel the connection between the two MC’s.

I also feel personally attacked by this statement…
“No guy wants a girlfriend who’s in her mid-twenties and still a freaking virgin. They’ll think you were raised in some cult in the middle of the woods.”
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