I really enjoyed this! I missed having things to read by this author, and I can't wait for the next book in this series.
O'Leary is a small town in New York - so small that basically everyone knows everyone and their business. But they also don't have the usual small town mentality (homophobia, racism, sexism). Not to say it doesn't exist in the town, just that the majority of people are good about it. Mostly with the gay couples, they treat them like straight couples - when will they get married, have kids, the whole shebang.
Everett heads there to look after his crotchety old grandpa after his mother asks him to, mainly to get out of the rut he's been in since his husband died 15 months prior to the start of the book.
Silas is a cop in the town - one of about three - and has his own pain (his brother having died in a car accident 12 years prior) to deal with.
He is ready to have a hook-up in the next small town over when he gets a call from the town dispatcher about something happening in the woods, this camper going missing. And Everett happens to be on the road leading to O'Leary that night, having been driving and then swerving to avoid what he saw is a man (but who looks so much like Adrian he thought it was just a hallucination).
So when Silas goes out there, he finds Ev's car and a little bit down the road, Ev himself.
Their connection is instant. Love at first sight? No, because Silas is "commitment-cautious" and Ev is still grieving. But they can't deny that there is attraction, something there. And they can't get each other out their heads after that.
But It's only been a little over a year since Ev's husband died, and he's scared of going there with anyone - thought he might never go there again. But he finds himself falling for Silas, but at the same time he's scared he's being disloyal to Adrian, forgetting him or replacing him (which he's not).
Silas, usually a casual sex kind of a guy, falls head over heels in love with Ev, only it takes him a bit to realize it. But once he does, he's almost all in. He tries to take his time with Ev and everything, but at the same time he can feel Ev pulling away at times, never getting too close. One foot out the door, type of deal.
While I understood Ev needing time, I also agreed with Silas. There's going slow, and there's not even truly trying because of fear. There's going slow to get to know each other and build a solid foundation, and there's pulling away all the time. So while it's understandable that Ev needed to go slow, Silas was also right in that it seemed like Ev wasn't really all the way in, because of his fears.
How could Ev and Silas really build something - even if it's a slow build - if one of them isn't even all the way in it?
So things happen, which I won't say because spoilers, but I felt it was the right amount of drama and climax for a small town, and seeing how Ev and Silas get their happy ending was awesome. There is sex in this, but since Ev is grieving for most of this, full anal sex doesn't happen until the end (and it was worth it, although I do wish it had gone on longer ;)).
I loved Ev and Silas together, I loved their chemistry, and I felt them falling in love, even if it was fairly quickly.
Two thumbs up from me for this book, I loved it. Definitely recommend :D