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128 pages, Hardcover
Published February 8, 2022
Today, a few days into official British Summertime we announced the third novel by David Keenan as a new season in his publishing life commences at White Rabbit Books. It will be the first novel published at the imprint, which is dedicated to literature related to music, because Xstabeth is full to the brim with music. It is, among other things, a novel about singersongwriters, St Petersberg, St Andrews, golf, and music as a visionary and transformative experience.
Xstabeth arrived with me accidentally. Last year I had arranged for David to be the inaugural Writer in Residence at Andrew Weatherall’s Convenanza Festival in Carcassonne. Andrew and I had talked about the idea of starting a private press publishing one short book a year (fiction or non-fiction) to coincide with the festival in September. The imprint would be called Convenanza Press. Safe in the knowledge there are many files of books in various finished and incomplete forms on David’s hard drive (at least six that I know of) we discussed what might be a suitable title for such a venture. A week or so after the festival he sent me Xstabeth which was then called This is Where the Heart Ends claiming he couldn’t remember having written it. I believed him.
I have little memory of the writing of Xstabeth, but I believe it took place just after, or just before, the publication of my first novel, This Is Memorial Device. In other words, it was written in a state of possession. And then it disappeared. I moved onto something else and forgot I had even written it. Then I stumbled across it one day while tidying files on my computer and finally read it for the first time. And it spoke to me in an unrecognisable voice, a voice that seemed fathomless, bottomless. I came to the point of figuring out what my own book was about, or rather, more, what it wanted to be. Though in a way I’m still figuring it out. And besides, there is no point.
I have been a lifelong fan of William Blake. I always thought my studying of him would one day pay off in some kind of gnosis or illuminated understanding. But truly, I have lived with Blake long enough to know that there is no stopping, no place of rest, in Blake, no final judgement. Blake’s works are alive, energy in eternal delight, and so are not resolvable, and have no ‘point’ to deliver or to be gained. Blake cuts through literary materialism, which is why he is as alive, now, today, as he ever was.
There is no resolution in life, people simply disappear. Authors, then, are like ministering angels, with the balm of continuity, the blessing of resolution, the benediction of sense, and structure. But as Blake notes, throughout his work, there are infernal angels too, and these, also, have their holy duties.
ennui, brave soul, is just another word for heaven.david keenan's xstabeth is a strange, ambitious book: a playful, somewhat metafictional tale of suicided author david w. keenan and his lone self-published novel (xstabeth), included within the actual novel alongside commentary from students of his correspondence course which "taught magick, tarot and bibliomancy via ethno-poetics and avant-garde literature."
ps: except vague, post-modern ennui, which is just another word for hell.
naivety gets me every time. knowledge can be cynical. it just gets used to undermine things. sarcasm and irony are horrible. but naivety is the deepest form of belief. it's closer to reality. to wonder. plus it has more love in it.xstabeth is the story of a father and daughter, of memory, space, philosophizing, sex, golf, saints, fairies, more sex, leonard cohen, a secret band, life as performance, and, maybe most of all, music and musicality. however inexplicably, keenan makes it all work and ultimately wins you over with xstabeth's preternatural charm.
perhaps rather than see the self as diminished we must recalibrate our understanding of ourselves as being everything that we let go of. but it makes no sense, or little sense, more appropriately, to say that the self is the sum of everything we let go of and everything that remains. rather the self is what we are able to extract from all that we let go of and all that remains. but all that we are able to extract is all that remains. so, again, all that we let go of cannot contribute to all that we are, except, perhaps, in an empty, symbolic way, which is the domain of certain bad poets and not scientists, though i confess that sometimes the line does blur, ha ha (insert more jokes about science and poetry here).3.5 stars