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240 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2021
Car les hommes, plus qu’aucune autre bête peuplant cette foutue terre, naissent avec ce vide en eux, ce vide vertigineux qu’ils n’ont de cesse de vouloir désespérément combler, le temps que durera leur bref, leur insignifiant, leur pathétique passage en ce monde, tétanisés qu’ils sont par leur propre fugacité, leur propre absurdité, leur propre vanité, et quelque chose semble leur avoir fourré dans le crâne l’idée saugrenue qu’ils pourraient trouver dans l’un de leurs semblables de quoi remplir ce vide, ce manque qui préexiste en eux.
Something inside the boy crumbles, a hesitancy, a fear, and he surrenders to the car’s movements, surreptitiously seeks to make contact with the father, to touch him through the leather jacket in a tentative, clumsy attempt to convey his affection — or what he considers the affection expected of a son for his father, of a child for this man, this stranger who, out of the blue, has been designated his father.
The leader stops, looks up at the sky and, for an instant, the black disc of his pupil aligns with the white disc of the sun, the star sears the retina and the creature crawling through the matricial mud turns away to contemplate the valley through which he is trudging with others of his kind: a landscape whipped by winds, sparse undergrowth dotted here and there with shrubs that have a mournful air; over this bleak terrain floats the negative afterimage of the day star, a black moon suspended on the horizon.
There are other stars, he says, other planets, some so dark that no sun ever reaches them, and beyond that, there are other galaxies, thousands of them, and each galaxy contains billions of suns, billions of planets, and beyond everything that is visible, he says, there are hundreds of billions of galaxies.
“Are there other earths like ours?”
“I hope not,” says the father after a prolonged silence. “I hope there’s nothing. Nothing but rock, silence, ice and fire.”
He becomes aware of the smell of the mountain, a pungent scent composed of rotting vegetation, barks, bracket fungi and mosses swollen with rainwater, of the invertebrate creatures that stealthily crawl beneath the ancient trunks and the powdery rocks of the riverbed.
Driving winds and floodwaters have deposited enough alluvium within the heart of these ruins for wild roses and elderflowers to take root, and even hazel and locust trees. Their trunks have cut a path through the rubble. They rise through the yawning roof, spreading their branches above, such that the village barns and the village itself look as though once, in a far-off time, they were inhabited by fantastical creatures who deliberately built these structures so that they would blend into the vegetation.