So anyone that has paid a bit of attention to my book reviews or just heard me talk about lesfic knows how much I want more trans visibility in our preferred genre of books. Since I began reading primarily lesbian fiction I've read hundreds of romance novels but I can count on my hands how many feature trans women. And as a trans woman who loves romance novels, and is in a long term relationship with a cis woman- I crave reading about a relationship that looks like mine, as the opportunity just does not come very often. So when I was given the opportunity to be one of the first people to read and review Fake It by Lily Seabrook, a trans woman writing lesbian fiction, releasing her first novel featuring a trans lead, I absolutely jumped at it and skipped the line of other books I'm planning on reading. Plus, I'm a fan of Seabrooke's in general so it's not like it was a hardship.
This book is about Avery Lindt and Holly Mason. Avery has just opened up a fine dining restaurant named the Paramour, and while things are a little slow slow to get of the ground, the food is excellent and the building and views are great. So success is sure to eventually come. Until Avery ends up on the wrong side of restaurateur and entrepreneur Mike Wallace, who holds a vendetta against Avery after she rebuffs his over to take over her restaurant- so he begins to sabotage her. Holly Mason is a celebrity chef and ex-girlfriend of Mike Wallace. Holly is feeling some major burnout of her cooking show where she helps failing restaurants get back on their feet. When Holly hears about what is happening to the Paramour, especially as it is Mike causing it, she decides to get involved and help. But when news gets released that Holly and Avery are also dating, they decide to steer into the skid and see how it helps raise both of their profiles. If only they could actually keep their eyes off each other too...
Outside of this book meaning a lot to me for personal reasons I really enjoyed it too! This was a fun little fake dating story with a lot of food and a bad guy to take down.
The characters were really interesting and fleshed out. Avery is very passionate about many things, but most importantly she believes in manifesting your vision and goals and they will happen for you. And Holly is really interesting as well, as she is a famous chef- but hasn't had the easiest time getting there and hasn't had real passion in a while and needs to find it again. I really liked watching these characters come together and grow together.
I enjoyed the minor characters as well. Liv, Avery's friend and server at the Paramour was really great and I loved Avery taking Liv under her wing. Liv is straight and cis in the book, but in trans communities there is the concept of trans parenthood where an older trans person helps you along your beginning transition struggles. And while it's not an apples to apples comparison, I saw a lot of that in this relationship between Avery and Liv.
I also really enjoyed Tay, Holly's agent. They were a hoot to read about and how if Tay wanted something done, it happened. And Mike Wallace was a villain you just love to hate.
I also really associated with Avery on a personal level. In the book Avery talks about how she found her passion for fine dining at a similar time as she was going through her transition and rebuilding her life, and that just really hit home for me. After I graduated with my undergrad degree, I got a job in my career field working in a church. But I (obviously) lost that job when I came out and knew I needed to transition if I was ever going to be happy. And when that started I worked in restaurants for several years trying to find my own way. And while I have a new career that I love, and didn't find a passion for fine dining like Avery did, I really did feel the association of working with food can be a way to really find yourself and give you an opportunity to build yourself up. This is of course anecdotal and I doubt many others will get that personal connection with this book that I did, but this did really hit me.
I'm realizing as I'm writing this review that I'm talking about trans based elements of this book, and that's interesting as while it is a part of this book, it's actually relatively minor point all things considered. The plot points with the fake relationship, the TV show, the Paramour's struggles, and Mike's underhanded dealings all have larger direct rolls in the plot of this book. I guess the trans parts are sticking out in my brain more.
The plot of this book was pretty fun. This is a fake dating book and those are always pretty enjoyable, and the way they stumbled into being in a scenario where they pretended to date was pretty funny. And watching the two of them try so hard not to flirt with each other was a delight.
If I were to have any critiques, I would have liked to see more of what was going on in the show Avery and Holly were filming together, the filming got talked about a fair amount, but we rarely got to see what was actually happening- especially as The Paramour's problems weren't really food related but external problems. Seeing the plans to solve them might have been fun. Also things could be a tad cheesy at times, but this is a romance novel about food- cheese is to be expected.
I really enjoyed this book. I think Seabrooke continues to improve as a writer. It's fun, it was meaningful to me, and all of the food references made me as a Taurus very hungry. 4.5/5
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.