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336 pages, Hardcover
First published April 12, 2022
➵ once again, i'm reminded how much more a story's plot matters to me than four characters' point of view trying to draw emotions. rtc.
“That was one of the many prices we paid to be human: the bitter acceptance that we’d never truly know the people we love best.”
I actually ending up really enjoying this book. The first few chapters don’t fully give away the how the book will end being like and are more so superficial. We meet the four main characters, Immi and and Arch, the twins. Paige, their best friend. And Rohan, the new kid from London. The plot starts after the aftermath of a kiss. Immi takes the blame for her brother kissing Paige’s boyfriend Jackson. Immi feels guilty (even though she hasn’t actually kissed him) and is trying to get things to go back to normal with Paige, which means when she calls dibs on the new kid, Immi backs off and tries not to get involved with him. On the outside this seems like a very cut and dry ya novel about life during high school, which it is but the depth into each character the book goes into had me hooked. Learning about Immi and Arch’s problems at home and their inability to talk about it both at home with each other or with Paige and instead pretend like it’s not really happening, and excusing it away till now that is. Rohan is dealing with his own family issues after his dad has cheated on his mom and they both come to California when his dad gets a job opportunity while his mom stays behind. He’s bitter about being here and away from his mom and friends but he’s still a kind person and becomes closer with the trio, especially Immi. And Paige, she is such a complex person. I would be so irritated with her especially in the beginning but seeing past her exterior and learning about her lifestyle and loneliness made me empathize with her. All these characters find a breaking point and start to heal.
I really enjoyed many of the individual relationships and friendships. Immi and Arch ofc are there at the top. This brother sister twin duo was everything. The way the care about each and know each other like the back of their hands, I adored it. Rohan and Immi were cute as well, twin flames with their outlook on life and wanting to explore and move away. Loved the growth between Paige and the twins as well, as they become honest with each other and let go of past actions and move forwards. Jackson and Arch were also incredibly cute and I wish we saw a little more of them.
Thank you to NetGalley for this ARC. All opinions stated here are my own.