This is a hard story to read, but also nice to see that even in the middle of a war and enemies, there are still friends and faith and God. It's based on the true story of a North Korean soldier and an American pilot who was captured after his plane crashed in North Korea during the Korean War. They end up working together to both get to safety. It's a story of perseverance, trust, friendship, and hope. Here are some quotes I liked:
"He was tired of putting his life in danger because the Communists felt the need to invade every free country in the world--if their ideas were so great, why didn't they just let them spread of their own brilliance rather than forcing them down the world's throat like a pathetic bully? (p. 1)"
"The U.S. military mobilized to defend the South, and Ward got the call to fight in another war (p. 2)."
"In minutes, they would soar over Seoul, then across enemy lines (p. 3)."
"In that moment where time seemed to slow to a crawl, Ward's mind did what it always did: it started calculating, dancing through probabilities. Life was one big mathematical problem, and with enough thought, with enough careful calculations, if he understood all the variables, there wasn't a problem he couldn't solve through rational thought (p. 7)."
"The details matter--someone, somewhere had failed to engineer this right, and now his life was in jeopardy (p. 8)."
"'I'm bailing.'... 'Let's get on the emergency channel and get help' (p. 9)."
"Kim Jae Pil didn't know why God had allowed him to languish in this camp... But he knew it must be for a reason. As long as Jae Pil could remember, he had been certain that God would turn the suffering of His children to His purposes, and for their good... He kept on believing... When the Americans and Soviets divided his country in half... he believed. When the Communists took over the North and his home province... he believed... When the Communists started coming after Christians... he believed... God would provide... God worked in all sorts of mysterious ways (p. 12)."
"Through all the smoke and flames, a tunnel appeared like a gift (p. 18)."
"His plane was gone... he had bailed over enemy territory; Chinese and North Korean soldiers were probably already closing in on this American floating through the sky like a gift (p. 21)."
"Both of his feet were bent... The ejection explosion must have broken them. Why wasn't he feeling the pain? Shouldn't they hurt? (p. 23)"
"Get as far away from the parachute as you can (p. 25)."
"If any of them had survived the Americans' air raid, they wouldn't care about catching Jae Pil... God might part the sea, but He wasn't going to keep the walls of water at bay forever for someone who refused to march through quickly (p. 28)."
"'Why are you here... how?' 'There was a way for me to come.'... 'Where's father?'... 'They went south... You have to go with them.'... 'They took me from the mail, mother. They trained me and told me I had to fight in the army or they would kill me. It was my only choice.'... 'I told them I would wait... for you, and we would follow them' (p. 30)."
"A number of random thoughts flew across his consciousness as he waited for whatever hand fate would deal him: Barbara and their honeymoon in Monterey; little Adrian first learning to crawl (p. 35)."
"The Japanese, Chinese, Koreans--each had their own unique cultures, customs, and even facial features.... He felt an anger toward the Chinese. This war should have been over. The North had attacked the South... General MacArthur had led the UN troops in response, and they had routed the North all the way back... That should have been the end of it. Then the Chinese joined the fray and everything escalated again (p. 36)."
"The man carrying Ward tossed him from his back like a sack (p. 40)."
"'Americans are very bad. They should be killed' (p. 41)."
"She was convinced that the Americans would eventually win, and if they just stayed quiet and avoided battles, eventually the Communists would give up, and the Chinese would retreat (p. 44)."
"'You have heard they are killing Christians who will not bow to the shrine?' (p. 45)"
"After he donned the North Korean uniform once again... their eyes met... We were given this time; wasn't that a blessing enough? (p. 48)"
"Ward prepared for the bullet that would end him (p. 52)."
"Where was he? What drugs had the Communists given him? How was it possible to feel this good? Everything that had happened since his capture was a blur (p. 52)."
"'I don't like the strange silence between us. I love you' (p. 54)."
"He needed to provide value. So he would give them what they perceived as precious--information (p. 57)."
"She put her hand to her mouth, then let out a sob and flung herself onto her parents' sofa. If she'd felt she couldn't breathe when Ward had received orders to ship out, now it seemed all the oxygen in the world, and all the light with it, had been sucked away (p. 63)."
"It didn't help that the army had found him hiding out in his village after every able-bodied young man had already been forced into service. It made things worse that, somewhere, on some list, he was a known Christian who came from a family of Christians (p. 64)."
"Ward was missing in action (p. 70)."
"She knew Ward was alive because the universe was telling her Ward was alive. She still felt her connection to him. It was so palpable and real it might as well have been a tangible cord connecting her body to his (p. 71)."
"'Your system always results in a favored class and a poor class. And the favored class exploits the poor for its gain. The rich become richer, and the poor become poorer. Our system will ensure everyone is equal. We will all rise together' (p. 75)."
"'Please do not return my letters to me. Ward will return, and when he does, I want him to find all my letters waiting for him. I want him to know he was not forgotten. You have no proof that he is dead, and I am certain he will either escape or be released back into your charge. Sincerely, Barbara Millar' (p. 79)"
"What the Communists offered seemed not just plausible, but beneficial: equality for everyone; no overlords like the Japanese hoarding all the country's resources only for themselves; the government working for the people and assuring everyone received an equal share of the land's bounty; no exploitation of workers; free healthcare and food and education for all... Then, the Communists had marched into his village to put it into practice... Kim Il Sung had been chosen as the new leader of the North (p. 82)."
"He had spent all night thinking about the lack of medical care. His captors didn't need to torture him or execute him; they could just let him die from the infection (p. 87)."
"He took no joy in killing anyone, even the Communists (p. 92)."
"Just five years earlier, all Koreans had been united in their hatred of the Japanese, but now they were fighting against each other (p. 93)."
"Ward spewed as many made-up facts as he could; if he knew something had already been made public, he offered that as precisely as he could... For Ward's cooperation, Kang continued to reward him with rice and water (p. 101)."
"For the first time in his life, he felt a nudge within him, an impulse fighting to emerge. It was the desire to pray. A need, really, to thank his creator for saving his life. It occurred to him, in that moment of gratitude, that he knew precisely no formal prayers. He just spoke to God in his mind, an informal conversation, like two friends (p. 103)."
"In his mind, he recited the prayers, while simultaneously giving thanks--for the miracles that had kept him alive, for the chance of coming into the orbit of Lester and Thomas, for Barbara and Adrian, for living another day when the time of so many was not extended (p. 105)."
"'We fix your legs... This is hospital... You stay here until you heal. Then you go to POW camp or Pyongyang' (p. 114)."
"God helps those who help themselves (p. 117)."
"With his seeming devotion to the Communist cause, Pak was never going to let Jae Pil slink away (p. 119)."
"Day after day, week after work, he worried about saying the wrong thing (p. 123)."
"Ward had never been one for despair, but these past days it had been creeping over him like a growing moss (p. 124)."
"Ward remembered the Korean word for 'friend'... 'chingu' (p. 126)."
"Ho turned out to be precisely what Ward needed. Ho hated the Communists, who, as far as Ward could tell, had taken everything from the little village (p. 127)."
"'Boy go with you' (p. 131)."
"Ward was forcing himself to breathe (p. 144)."
"Assuming Ho had survived the night, Ward simply couldn't risk placing the boy in more danger (p. 145)."
"Why this order now? He just didn't understand it. Why would God have led him all the way to this place, so close to freedom, only to snatch back that blessing at the last possible moment (p. 148)?"
"He would become just another prisoner in a country filled with them. The reality of it pummeled him. It was so simple. God was not going to help him escape. He felt it profoundly: the silence of the heavens (p. 162)."
"He knew the villagers were helping Ward. It was time to move him somewhere else (p. 169)."
"He... asked for boots, every day. Every night, he prayed. He felt his strength returning (p. 174)."
"'The Japanese used the church to keep the people under control. So do the Americans. What better way to force people to do your bidding than to convince all of them to assemble in churches, then tell them how they must behave. The masses follow it' (p. 177)."
"Ward lay back down. And, suddenly, he found himself alone in a hut with no guard. He could simply walk out into the night. Not now, he thought, not quite yet. But soon. After the medic made his final check, he would slip out into the darkness (p. 184)."
"Ward felt he was far enough away, but he was exposed. He needed shelter (p. 191)."
"Kang liked their vision. And he wanted to be a part of it. Now, this one American would ruin everything (p. 201)."
"He dropped to his knees and in the cool grass next to the grave, he offered his prayers again, begging, hoping, pleading, that when he reached the mountaintop, his path would be made clear (p. 205)."
"'He was convinced that what kept him alive was that he avoided self-pity. He decided to focus on serving his fellow patients and never on his own problems. And he was convinced that was what kept him alive. The others died because they gave up hope; he refused. He was stubborn and wanted to live' (p. 211)."
"He could move, or he could die. The decision was that simple (p. 212)."
"More discouraging was the fact that God seemed uninterested in answering his prayers (p. 217)."
"It was time to act (p. 238)."
"Jae Pil was a useful ally, and Ward was, essentially, abandoning him (p. 247)."
"He asked God for a miracle (p. 252)."
"'War throws a lot of people. They see things no one should ever have to see. They lose people they should never have to lose. Seems like the only thing they can plan on is that they can't plan on anything' (p. 258)."
"How could he have fooled himself into thinking this would work? (p. 261)"
"The Joint Operations Center knew he was here. They were scrambling planes. A helicopter couldn't be far behind. The only question was whether he and Jae Pil could last (p. 281)."
"Ward watched North Korea vanish beneath him (p. 284)."
"'I am your prisoner now' (p. 285)."
"'You were right, sweetheart... They found him. He's rescued' (p. 288)."
"'YOUR HUSBAND CAPT WARD M MILLAR A076614 HAS BEEN RETURNED TO FRIENDLY FORCES ON TENTH SEPTEMBER. HE IS WELL AND WRITING DETAILS' (p. 289)."
"Neither group accepted Jae Pil. The Communists had accused him of treason and treachery (p. 297)."
"He would use the money to construct a church (p. 299)."
"Kim Jae Pil continued to build his church in South Korea and remained dedicated to it and his family. He eventually married and raised a family of his own. His faith never wavered. As for his mother, father, sister, and grandfather, he never saw them again. That was the plight of millions of Koreans after the North's invasion. To this day, many families look forward to unification (p. 302)."
"I'm... thankful to Jae Pil's family for trusting an American with their story (p. 308)."