Love Me by Sharyn Haddad Vincente was amazing! It brought a cozy small vibe to a dark contrast to a sadistic serial killer. Being a Rhode Islander I really appreciated the local easter eggs like the Milk Jug, Lincoln Woods and Diamond Hill Road. All places I could imagine these events taking place, it made it even more creepy. Then to add the horrifying aspect of a serial killer. I was a psychology major in college and digging into psychological profiles of killers is an odd but very common fascination I have. This book took the beauty of a quaint New England state and the sheer evil all wrapped in a journal.
The main character Paige Vail had a layered development throughout the story. When she learns the killer is uniquely targeting people, she loved in her journal the plot ramped up. Seeing Paige go through that pain shock and realization all at once made me pause and realize that she has endured so much all for loving people. Powerful realization and it made me even more eager to read.
From the beginning James had an odd relationship with love. He bartered and gambled with everything to get his parents back together. When his dad left him that crushed him and introduced the “red” that would ultimately consume him and turn him into a killer. He also had a fascination with Paige; it seemed that he needed her way more than she needed him. The friendship had seemed to outgrow Paige, but James was still stuck on her and became obsessed while Paige was simply too busy living life to notice.
Learning that there was not one but two different serial killers operating in this event was shocking.
Some quotes I have points to share.
“I took them so you’d love me” “Now I have everything you love, Love ME!” Shows how deeply disturbed James was and how mental health is not visible but so important to monitor especially when a traumatic event happens like divorce.
“Love can quickly turn into something dark and unnatural with someone unstable, The fault does not lie with the object of that dark desire” BOOM
This part really made me glad that Sloane was Paige’s mother. It shows support. A mother and daughter share a special bond and this felt like a culmination Sloane worked very hard to ensure Paige did nothing wrong and this was not her fault at all. A valuable life lesson that happened because of a tragedy. But this scene made me realize how important family support is just in general but especially when tragedy strikes.