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Nervous Nate
Nathan - I’m a very nervous person. I have panic attacks. I get so overwhelmed in situations my body rails against me; my breathing falters, my heart races and my limbs go numb. So naturally, I thought it was a great idea to pop into a hardcore sex club and take a peek around. Okay, so that’s not exactly how it happened. I researched ‘The Steel Door’, a BDSM club in my area, for nearly a year before I got the nerve to sign the required membership paperwork and go in for my first visit. What was a nervous guy like me doing in such a place? It was the only step I knew to take to hopefully find what it was I was looking for. I needed a Daddy; someone to look after me and help me out when I got nervous. Someone to watch over me and care for me and help me make decisions. Being a little spoke to me; I wanted to be able to let go of all my worries and have the love of my Daddy to make me strong. The revelation came after accidentally running across a website and seeing a video of a scene between a Daddy and his boy. I realized what I was witnessing was everything I craved. After that video, I studied blogs, videos...every piece of research I could find until I knew without a doubt this was the path I was meant to follow. I had to take the first step of entering the club if I ever hoped to find my Daddy. Too bad I got one look of the main floor before my old pal anxiety came around for a visit. But a gorgeous man came to my rescue. He was kind and gentle and everything I’d been dreaming of for months. If I could build my perfect Daddy, this man was him. But would he be turned off by my nervous nature, like so many people in my past? Could he possibly understand and share my wants and needs?Declan - I remember when ‘The Steel Door’ first opened. I’d been a member of an online group for years with people pursuing or interested in the BDSM lifestyle. I lived in a relatively small city, so anything outside the box was more or less unheard of. A brand spanking (get it...spanking?) new gay club - a BDSM gay club at that - seemed like a gift from leather clad angels. The problem was that because we were from a smaller city, the selection of patrons was limited. Don’t get me wrong; membership was booming, but mostly with well-established couples looking to meet up with others; to make friends with like-minded people in the lifestyle. To have a place where their preferences weren’t questioned, but celebrated. And to use the well stocked play rooms. Sure, there were singles who came around, but usually they were looking for something different than I was. They wanted to be dominated, or to dominate, but I craved something much different. I wanted someone I could care for and look after; to support and love. I wanted to be someone’s Daddy. Not only that, but I wanted to share a mature, sexual relationship with my boy as well. Even if a visiting little came to the club to play, they never wanted to play for keeps. I was looking for my forever boy. After years of having my hopes dashed, I nearly gave up hope. But one night at the club, I saw the most beautiful boy I’d ever laid eyes on. He was perfect. He was also freaking out. I had to help him. Could this lovely nervous boy be the one I’ve been searching for? The one to accept my love and guidance and make me whole? Could I have found my forever boy?*This book is for readers 18 and up! It has no cliffhangers or cheating, and a very happy HEA. This title is very low to no angst and features an age play romance between a caring Daddy and his boy who is so sweet, he’ll cause your teeth to tingle! The book features ABDL elements as well as spanking and domination. As with my other reads, if “instalove” isn’t your thing, this book may not be for you. I want my readers to finish my books with a smile on their face and a fierce case of the warm and fuzzies. Laughter is guaranteed, and each read delivers its own type of drama. Thanks for taking a look and happy reading!
389 pages, Paperback
First published September 3, 2019
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About the author
Jayda Marx
83 books530 followersI live in rural Ohio with my husband and two sons who drive me nuts, but I love them with all my heart. I enjoy reading and writing romance of all types, but gay romance is my forte and favorite! Twice the sexy men? Yes, please! My books tend to be low angst because it hurts my heart, but they do contain lots of heartfelt moments, steamy scenes and a healthy dose of humor. Thank you to everyone for checking out my page and I hope you enjoy my books. Happy reading!
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November 18, 2019
Wow, I’m not sure I’ve read a book more cheesy and sappy than this. I mean, these guys were crying every other page. Mostly because they were just. So. Incredibly. Happy! Ooooookaaaaay then.
I’m still giving this 3 stars, because I needed a comfort read and on that front it sure delivered. And it wasn’t all bad.
I’ve only read one other book by this author before and I’ve learnt that this is just the way Jayda Marx writes. And with some books it really works for me, but here she went a little overboard I think.
I liked the age play, but I don’t think I’ve ever read an age play book with a character who acted this child-like. That doesn’t have to be a bad thing in age play books, but again, here it was all a bit too much.
If you’re in the mood for something sweet, sappy, cheesy, and comforting, definitely check out some Jayda Marx books.
I’m still giving this 3 stars, because I needed a comfort read and on that front it sure delivered. And it wasn’t all bad.
I’ve only read one other book by this author before and I’ve learnt that this is just the way Jayda Marx writes. And with some books it really works for me, but here she went a little overboard I think.
I liked the age play, but I don’t think I’ve ever read an age play book with a character who acted this child-like. That doesn’t have to be a bad thing in age play books, but again, here it was all a bit too much.
If you’re in the mood for something sweet, sappy, cheesy, and comforting, definitely check out some Jayda Marx books.
November 9, 2022
didn’t even realised i’ve finished reading HAHAH it was so easy and fast. i believe that good writing can definitely make me love anything. like this, insta-love worked so well for me :3 surprisingly, made me tear up couple times and i love it :((
July 30, 2024
⭐️ 4 stars ⭐️
[ Reread, ‘cause I needed some comfort smut. ]
This was just pure fluffy sweetness, and made my heart happy.
So fucking hot, indeed. The hot spice balanced out the sweetness of the relationship, and I loved the light sprinkle of kink.
The fact that these reads are so quick and angst-free makes them perfect for a brain reset when I’m feeling slumpy.
CW and tropes (spoilers):
- Age-play w/ ABDL
- Age gap (42 vs 23)
- Virgin MC
- Daddy kink
- MC w/ anxiety & panic attacks
- Frotting
- Spanking
- Insta-love
- Strict top/bottom
- Coming hands-free
[ Reread, ‘cause I needed some comfort smut. ]
This was just pure fluffy sweetness, and made my heart happy.
“I’m in control,” I reminded him. “Jesus, I’m gonna come,” Nathan groaned, thrashing his head side to side. “No you’re not; not until I tell you to.”
“So fucking hot,” he cried, his body beginning to quake.
So fucking hot, indeed. The hot spice balanced out the sweetness of the relationship, and I loved the light sprinkle of kink.
The fact that these reads are so quick and angst-free makes them perfect for a brain reset when I’m feeling slumpy.
“I want you to use me for your pleasure and make me fly.”
CW and tropes (spoilers):
- Age-play w/ ABDL
- Age gap (42 vs 23)
- Virgin MC
- Daddy kink
- MC w/ anxiety & panic attacks
- Frotting
- Spanking
- Insta-love
- Strict top/bottom
- Coming hands-free
January 23, 2021
✧ 3.5 stars ✧
this was 100% a comfort read! Dec and Nate were so adorable and Alex and Tim only added to the charm! it was super light and fun and perfect for a lazy day!
contains: daddy kink, age play, abdl, light bdsm elements
this was 100% a comfort read! Dec and Nate were so adorable and Alex and Tim only added to the charm! it was super light and fun and perfect for a lazy day!
contains: daddy kink, age play, abdl, light bdsm elements
October 24, 2019
After reading the warning from the author, that this book is insta love I jump knowing that it will be insta love, but I didn't expect this book will be sooo good. Age play is fantastic. Sweet, yes, sexy yes, definitely I would like to read more age play from this author.
September 18, 2022
Sweetness overload. I needed some sweetness, this delivered! I even bought book 1.5, just goes to show how I loved Nate and Declan.💗
January 29, 2022
Friends with Alex and Tim, Daddy Declan is beyond ready to find his own sweet boy. He's invited once again to the BDSM club where Alex found Timmy. Declan needs a "little" who has a mature side, too, for sharing their lives together, plus his sweet, innocent boy who needs to be guided in life.
Dec/Declan, 42, tall, lean muscles with salt and pepper hair and scruff, is a Senior Financial Manager.
Nate is 23, small and slim, dark hair and glasses, a Transcriptionist for Medical and Police paperwork, who will visit the club for the first time. He's learned all he can online, but he's scared.
Declan has nearly given up, but agrees to go. Sure enough, Nate walked in the door, having an anxiety attack, and the magic began for our two men. Declan approached and calmed Nate immediately.
The nervous boy was so cute, and they sat, talked and calmed Nate down, as they got to know about each other.
We are shown what happens, and we get the inner thoughts, too. It's a joy to read.
The men go to dinner later and it's wonderful. Nate has saved most of his first times for his Daddy, like his first sippy cup, and intimate sexual experience, among others. We learn their stories, and how this relationship moves forward. Instant love is here, with our men feeling perfect together.
Nate becomes stronger and more social, and has a true friend in Timmy.
It's a lovely story and we watch them settle in, talk openly and honestly with each other.
I liked it so much. Daddy/boy, spanking, and lots of anticipation and passion.
ENJOY !
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Dec/Declan, 42, tall, lean muscles with salt and pepper hair and scruff, is a Senior Financial Manager.
Nate is 23, small and slim, dark hair and glasses, a Transcriptionist for Medical and Police paperwork, who will visit the club for the first time. He's learned all he can online, but he's scared.
Declan has nearly given up, but agrees to go. Sure enough, Nate walked in the door, having an anxiety attack, and the magic began for our two men. Declan approached and calmed Nate immediately.
The nervous boy was so cute, and they sat, talked and calmed Nate down, as they got to know about each other.
We are shown what happens, and we get the inner thoughts, too. It's a joy to read.
The men go to dinner later and it's wonderful. Nate has saved most of his first times for his Daddy, like his first sippy cup, and intimate sexual experience, among others. We learn their stories, and how this relationship moves forward. Instant love is here, with our men feeling perfect together.
Nate becomes stronger and more social, and has a true friend in Timmy.
It's a lovely story and we watch them settle in, talk openly and honestly with each other.
I liked it so much. Daddy/boy, spanking, and lots of anticipation and passion.
ENJOY !
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September 29, 2019
DNF at 10%. Returned to KU at 0% read. No setup or background on the MCs. Met at BDSM club and immediately scened and newbie Nate had to safeword. So rushed/instant it was unbelievable. Couldn't get into the MCs and didn't buy their relationship.
August 1, 2021
This book is about Declan a man he nearly gave up searching for a boy of his own. One day his best friend persuades him to try going to their club one last time and that’s the night he meets Nathan. Nathan or Nate has always wished for a Daddy but because of anxieties he never went to a club. When he meets Declan he feels safe right from the beginning and while this is all new to him, he still hoped that Declan can become his Daddy.
Like most Jayda Marx books this is very low-drama, has insta love and is overall just a good time.
I liked both characters and how they worked with each other. I also liked meeting Timmy and Alex again, since I read their book first.
However this also was a little too slow sometimes and got me bored more then one time. Thought I guess I wasn’t really in the mood for such a book when I started it.
Overall I enjoyed their story. It was a good book, nothing special but good.
Besides that I like is that there is a small short story you can read after this, that show us the Halloween they planned with Timmy and Alex. I do want to read that.
Like most Jayda Marx books this is very low-drama, has insta love and is overall just a good time.
I liked both characters and how they worked with each other. I also liked meeting Timmy and Alex again, since I read their book first.
However this also was a little too slow sometimes and got me bored more then one time. Thought I guess I wasn’t really in the mood for such a book when I started it.
Overall I enjoyed their story. It was a good book, nothing special but good.
Besides that I like is that there is a small short story you can read after this, that show us the Halloween they planned with Timmy and Alex. I do want to read that.
January 27, 2024
It was a nice book, but not really my thing. I knew going in it was an age play book and I've read 3 or 4 others, even thought it's not my cup of tea (I like to read all over the place), but something about this one was just too much. I felt like it had too many age play things, like I know it's supposed too, but they had very little grown up time and I know that that's important too and it also is a part of this type of relationship. Maybe it's my fault, I don't know, but yeah, it's how I feel. I like Declan, very good Dom/Daddy, very attentive and in tune with Nathan. Nathan was new to all this despite wanting to experient for a while and Declan gave him that. I like the support Declan gave him. They were good, but yeah, again not my thing. And so we are clear, I am not shamming people who have this kink, you do what makes you feel good and happy, it's just not something I will ever try
July 28, 2024
I loved this so much!! Nate and Dec were freaking perfect I lived their dynamic, I loved how they discovered Nate’s little site and the ape-play here was amazing (it’s really been a while since I read such a nice age-play with everything what it has to offer).
I’m sorry for not writing a more detailed review but honestly I think those words are already enough to let you know, that I adored it a lot.
I’m sorry for not writing a more detailed review but honestly I think those words are already enough to let you know, that I adored it a lot.
February 8, 2021
Nervous Nate made me... nervous? irritated? IDK. I just know I rolled my eyes so far back in my head I could see my brain cells. And they were being fried by this story.
It was too cute, too insta-love, too too. I enjoy Daddy kink but I didn't buy it here. Nothing about the story felt right so not one I'd recommend.
It was too cute, too insta-love, too too. I enjoy Daddy kink but I didn't buy it here. Nothing about the story felt right so not one I'd recommend.
October 22, 2019
Really cute and sweet read. The characters jump right in and move fast(which is said in the description of the book). I love that there’s no drama or angst. This is a cute story of a daddy and his boy and how their relationship grows.
February 23, 2020
Okay, so, I'm newish to this whole age play trope and I've gotta say, I love it!
In this one, we first meet Declan, who seemed to have given up on finding the perfect boy for him. He lives in a small town, so there aren't a whole lot of prospects and the boys he has met are either passing through town or more looking for a sugar daddy deal instead of an actual Daddy.
When his friends Alex and his little, Timmy, invite him to the club they frequent, it's because Timmy has heard it through the grapevine, that a new little signed up and should be there.
When Dec see's Nate, everything moves at warp speed. I liked that Nate was nervous and shy, it fit with his little, so much. Everything moved at warp speed though, and I can understand that, being with someone this way and showing them such an intimate part of yourself, there has to be such a deep seated trust there and I was happy to see that these two clicked so well.
They were good for each other and they seemed to really care for one another....
The only problems I really had, was how over the top it was. Like, it's sweet, and at times, almost too sweet. So many 'baby's" and "Daddy's", like, it reminded me how ever time you finish the sentence on a walkit-talkie, you have to say, "over"
Does that make sense? It does in my head..... over.
And Dec goes from normal to over the top, so quickly... it didn't feel 100% believable to me.
And the way Nate and Timmy both were, I had time remembering that the boys when they were little, were the same boys as adults. They seemed so different... which, maybe is a thing... I dunno.. .I didn't like it though, not being able to connect them as the same person.
I dunno. Also, everyone is just rich and able to stay home and work and buy whatever they wanted at the drop of a hat? That's convenient lol.
Another problem I kinda had, was Declan's insistence that everyone just be okay with such a lifestyle, when in reality, it is largely taboo. You can't get mad at someone for looking at you funny when you have a grown man acting like a child. Now, don't come at me, I read the book specifically for it... so I'm not saying I agree or disagree... but the older generation has problems with much less taboo topics and you wanna get an attitude because some stoner or some old lady looks at you funny for having an adult baby? The world is changing everyday, and I love that.... but you have to be realistic... and they were out and about so frequently as Daddy/little, and you either had random people who loved it, or people he had to fend off because they don't understand it.
I am interested in maybe reading about the shoe store, Cody and his light up shoes though.
Also, this is my first by this author, so I'm not sure if Timmy and Alex have a story or not, but I'll be checking that out. Timmy does sound like a handful. It didn't take away from anything in this story though or leave anything out, if Timmy and his Daddy do have their own story.
We shall see.
Otherwise, it was a cute story, maybe a little too sappy and over the top in some places, but still very cute. I'm curious as to see who's next!
In this one, we first meet Declan, who seemed to have given up on finding the perfect boy for him. He lives in a small town, so there aren't a whole lot of prospects and the boys he has met are either passing through town or more looking for a sugar daddy deal instead of an actual Daddy.
When his friends Alex and his little, Timmy, invite him to the club they frequent, it's because Timmy has heard it through the grapevine, that a new little signed up and should be there.
When Dec see's Nate, everything moves at warp speed. I liked that Nate was nervous and shy, it fit with his little, so much. Everything moved at warp speed though, and I can understand that, being with someone this way and showing them such an intimate part of yourself, there has to be such a deep seated trust there and I was happy to see that these two clicked so well.
They were good for each other and they seemed to really care for one another....
The only problems I really had, was how over the top it was. Like, it's sweet, and at times, almost too sweet. So many 'baby's" and "Daddy's", like, it reminded me how ever time you finish the sentence on a walkit-talkie, you have to say, "over"
Does that make sense? It does in my head..... over.
And Dec goes from normal to over the top, so quickly... it didn't feel 100% believable to me.
And the way Nate and Timmy both were, I had time remembering that the boys when they were little, were the same boys as adults. They seemed so different... which, maybe is a thing... I dunno.. .I didn't like it though, not being able to connect them as the same person.
I dunno. Also, everyone is just rich and able to stay home and work and buy whatever they wanted at the drop of a hat? That's convenient lol.
Another problem I kinda had, was Declan's insistence that everyone just be okay with such a lifestyle, when in reality, it is largely taboo. You can't get mad at someone for looking at you funny when you have a grown man acting like a child. Now, don't come at me, I read the book specifically for it... so I'm not saying I agree or disagree... but the older generation has problems with much less taboo topics and you wanna get an attitude because some stoner or some old lady looks at you funny for having an adult baby? The world is changing everyday, and I love that.... but you have to be realistic... and they were out and about so frequently as Daddy/little, and you either had random people who loved it, or people he had to fend off because they don't understand it.
I am interested in maybe reading about the shoe store, Cody and his light up shoes though.
Also, this is my first by this author, so I'm not sure if Timmy and Alex have a story or not, but I'll be checking that out. Timmy does sound like a handful. It didn't take away from anything in this story though or leave anything out, if Timmy and his Daddy do have their own story.
We shall see.
Otherwise, it was a cute story, maybe a little too sappy and over the top in some places, but still very cute. I'm curious as to see who's next!
September 4, 2023
Declan et Nathan
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Nathan – Je suis une personne très nerveuse. J'ai des crises de panique. Je suis tellement dépassé par les situations que mon corps s'en prend à moi ; ma respiration s'essouffle, mon cœur s'emballe et mes membres s'engourdissent. Alors naturellement, j'ai pensé que c'était une excellente idée d'entrer dans un club de sexe hardcore et d'y jeter un coup d'œil. D'accord, ce n'est donc pas exactement comme ça que ça s'est passé. J'ai fait des recherches sur « The Steel Door », un club BDSM de ma région, pendant près d'un an avant d'avoir le courage de signer les documents d'adhésion requis et d'y participer pour ma première visite. Que faisait un gars nerveux comme moi dans un tel endroit ? C’était la seule étape que je savais franchir pour, avec un peu de chance, trouver ce que je cherchais. J'avais besoin d'un papa; quelqu'un pour s'occuper de moi et m'aider quand j'étais nerveux. Quelqu'un pour veiller sur moi, prendre soin de moi et m'aider à prendre des décisions. Être un peu me parlait ; Je voulais pouvoir abandonner tous mes soucis et avoir l'amour de mon papa pour me rendre fort. La révélation est venue après avoir accidentellement parcouru un site Web et vu une vidéo d'une scène entre un papa et son garçon. J'ai réalisé que ce dont j'étais témoin était tout ce dont j'avais envie. Après cette vidéo, j'ai étudié des blogs, des vidéos… toutes les recherches que j'ai pu trouver jusqu'à ce que je sache sans aucun doute que c'était le chemin que j'étais censé suivre. Je devais faire le premier pas en entrant dans le club si jamais j'espérais retrouver mon papa. Dommage que j'aie pu jeter un coup d'œil au rez-de-chaussée avant que mon vieux copain anxieux ne vienne me rendre visite. Mais un homme magnifique est venu à mon secours. Il était gentil et doux et tout ce dont je rêvais depuis des mois. Si je pouvais construire mon papa parfait, cet homme était lui. Mais serait-il rebuté par ma nature nerveuse, comme tant de gens dans mon passé ? Pourrait-il comprendre et partager mes désirs et mes besoins ?
Declan – Je me souviens de la première ouverture de « The Steel Door ». J'étais membre d'un groupe en ligne depuis des années avec des personnes poursuivant ou intéressées par le style de vie BDSM. Je vivais dans une ville relativement petite, donc tout ce qui sortait des sentiers battus était plus ou moins inconnu. Un nouveau club gay de marque (compris… fessée ?) – un club gay BDSM en plus – semblait être un cadeau d'anges vêtus de cuir. Le problème était que, comme nous venions d’une petite ville, le choix des clients était limité. Ne vous méprenez pas ; les adhésions étaient en plein essor, mais surtout auprès de couples bien établis cherchant à se retrouver ; se lier d'amitié avec des personnes partageant les mêmes idées dans le style de vie. Avoir un endroit où leurs préférences ne sont pas remises en question, mais célébrées. Et d'utiliser les salles de jeux bien approvisionnées. Bien sûr, il y avait des célibataires qui sont venus, mais généralement, ils recherchaient quelque chose de différent de moi. Ils voulaient être dominés, ou dominer, mais j'avais envie de quelque chose de très différent. Je voulais quelqu'un dont je pourrais prendre soin et dont je pourrais m'occuper ; soutenir et aimer. Je voulais être le papa de quelqu'un. Non seulement cela, mais je voulais aussi partager une relation sexuelle mature avec mon garçon. Même si un petit visiteur venait jouer au club, il ne voulait jamais jouer pour de bon. Je cherchais mon garçon pour toujours. Après des années où mes espoirs ont été déçus, j’ai presque abandonné tout espoir. Mais un soir au club, j'ai vu le plus beau garçon que j'aie jamais vu. Il était parfait. Il paniquait aussi. Je devais l'aider. Ce charmant garçon nerveux pourrait-il être celui que je cherchais ? Celui qui acceptera mon amour et mes conseils et me guérira ? Aurais-je pu trouver mon garçon pour toujours ?
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"Êtes-vous d'accord?" » demanda une voix douce devant moi, me faisant ouvrir les yeux. J'ai haleté à la vue devant moi; un homme se tenait à quelques mètres de là, les mains levées dans un geste « Je ne vais pas te faire de mal ».
Sa silhouette était plus large que la mienne ultra mince, mais il n'était ni épais ni trapu. Il avait l'air en forme et fort sans être encombrant. Son jean usé et sa chemise à carreaux aux manches retroussées lui donnaient une allure décontractée, tout comme ses cheveux qui semblaient doux et pas trop coiffés. C'était du sel et du poivre et il avait une barbe débraillée qui était plus blanche que noire, et il me regardait avec les plus beaux yeux verts que j'aie jamais vu. Si je pouvais construire mon rêve papa,
Je rougis quand je réalisai que je l'avais regardé sans répondre. "Oui je vais bien. J’ai juste été un peu dépassé.
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« Voudrais-tu venir t'asseoir avec moi une minute ? Nous pouvons prendre un stand privé où il n'y aura que vous et moi et je vous apporterai de l'eau.
"Merci Monsieur." Je voulais être poli et suivre les protocoles que j'avais étudiés avant de venir. Cet homme ne m'a pas crié « Dom », mais je ne voulais néanmoins pas l'offenser.
Son sourire s'élargit. « Pas besoin de Monsieur ; je m'appelle Declan Stone. Vous pouvez m'appeler Declan ou Dec, selon votre préférence.
Je préférerais papa. J'ai mentalement roulé les yeux à cette pensée ; Même si cet homme était un papa, ce que je supposais, étant donné ses actions attentionnées jusqu'à présent, cela ne voulait pas dire qu'il voulait avoir quelque chose à faire avec moi. Surtout après m'avoir vu perdre ma merde pour rien. Il était probablement juste gentil. Peut-être que le propriétaire l'a envoyé s'occuper de moi pour que je ne provoque pas de scandale. Oh. Mon. Dieu. Je recommence; Je suis juste en train de regarder ce type sans rien dire ! "Je m'appelle Nathan," couinai-je. "Nathan Spencer."
« Très heureux de vous rencontrer, Nathan. Rejoins moi?" Il m’a tendu la main et mon pouls s’est à nouveau accéléré. J'ai hoché la tête et j'ai lentement tendu la main pour attraper sa main. L'électricité m'a parcouru au contact et je me suis demandé s'il la ressentait également. Son attitude calme ne trahissait rien alors qu'il me conduisait vers un stand vide près de l'arrière du club. « S'il vous plaît, installez-vous confortablement et je vais vous chercher un verre d'eau. Je reviens tout de suite », a-t-il promis. J'ai de nouveau hoché la tête et je l'ai regardé se diriger rapidement vers le bar et revenir avec un grand verre. "Nous voilà."
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Nathan – Je suis une personne très nerveuse. J'ai des crises de panique. Je suis tellement dépassé par les situations que mon corps s'en prend à moi ; ma respiration s'essouffle, mon cœur s'emballe et mes membres s'engourdissent. Alors naturellement, j'ai pensé que c'était une excellente idée d'entrer dans un club de sexe hardcore et d'y jeter un coup d'œil. D'accord, ce n'est donc pas exactement comme ça que ça s'est passé. J'ai fait des recherches sur « The Steel Door », un club BDSM de ma région, pendant près d'un an avant d'avoir le courage de signer les documents d'adhésion requis et d'y participer pour ma première visite. Que faisait un gars nerveux comme moi dans un tel endroit ? C’était la seule étape que je savais franchir pour, avec un peu de chance, trouver ce que je cherchais. J'avais besoin d'un papa; quelqu'un pour s'occuper de moi et m'aider quand j'étais nerveux. Quelqu'un pour veiller sur moi, prendre soin de moi et m'aider à prendre des décisions. Être un peu me parlait ; Je voulais pouvoir abandonner tous mes soucis et avoir l'amour de mon papa pour me rendre fort. La révélation est venue après avoir accidentellement parcouru un site Web et vu une vidéo d'une scène entre un papa et son garçon. J'ai réalisé que ce dont j'étais témoin était tout ce dont j'avais envie. Après cette vidéo, j'ai étudié des blogs, des vidéos… toutes les recherches que j'ai pu trouver jusqu'à ce que je sache sans aucun doute que c'était le chemin que j'étais censé suivre. Je devais faire le premier pas en entrant dans le club si jamais j'espérais retrouver mon papa. Dommage que j'aie pu jeter un coup d'œil au rez-de-chaussée avant que mon vieux copain anxieux ne vienne me rendre visite. Mais un homme magnifique est venu à mon secours. Il était gentil et doux et tout ce dont je rêvais depuis des mois. Si je pouvais construire mon papa parfait, cet homme était lui. Mais serait-il rebuté par ma nature nerveuse, comme tant de gens dans mon passé ? Pourrait-il comprendre et partager mes désirs et mes besoins ?
Declan – Je me souviens de la première ouverture de « The Steel Door ». J'étais membre d'un groupe en ligne depuis des années avec des personnes poursuivant ou intéressées par le style de vie BDSM. Je vivais dans une ville relativement petite, donc tout ce qui sortait des sentiers battus était plus ou moins inconnu. Un nouveau club gay de marque (compris… fessée ?) – un club gay BDSM en plus – semblait être un cadeau d'anges vêtus de cuir. Le problème était que, comme nous venions d’une petite ville, le choix des clients était limité. Ne vous méprenez pas ; les adhésions étaient en plein essor, mais surtout auprès de couples bien établis cherchant à se retrouver ; se lier d'amitié avec des personnes partageant les mêmes idées dans le style de vie. Avoir un endroit où leurs préférences ne sont pas remises en question, mais célébrées. Et d'utiliser les salles de jeux bien approvisionnées. Bien sûr, il y avait des célibataires qui sont venus, mais généralement, ils recherchaient quelque chose de différent de moi. Ils voulaient être dominés, ou dominer, mais j'avais envie de quelque chose de très différent. Je voulais quelqu'un dont je pourrais prendre soin et dont je pourrais m'occuper ; soutenir et aimer. Je voulais être le papa de quelqu'un. Non seulement cela, mais je voulais aussi partager une relation sexuelle mature avec mon garçon. Même si un petit visiteur venait jouer au club, il ne voulait jamais jouer pour de bon. Je cherchais mon garçon pour toujours. Après des années où mes espoirs ont été déçus, j’ai presque abandonné tout espoir. Mais un soir au club, j'ai vu le plus beau garçon que j'aie jamais vu. Il était parfait. Il paniquait aussi. Je devais l'aider. Ce charmant garçon nerveux pourrait-il être celui que je cherchais ? Celui qui acceptera mon amour et mes conseils et me guérira ? Aurais-je pu trouver mon garçon pour toujours ?
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"Êtes-vous d'accord?" » demanda une voix douce devant moi, me faisant ouvrir les yeux. J'ai haleté à la vue devant moi; un homme se tenait à quelques mètres de là, les mains levées dans un geste « Je ne vais pas te faire de mal ».
Sa silhouette était plus large que la mienne ultra mince, mais il n'était ni épais ni trapu. Il avait l'air en forme et fort sans être encombrant. Son jean usé et sa chemise à carreaux aux manches retroussées lui donnaient une allure décontractée, tout comme ses cheveux qui semblaient doux et pas trop coiffés. C'était du sel et du poivre et il avait une barbe débraillée qui était plus blanche que noire, et il me regardait avec les plus beaux yeux verts que j'aie jamais vu. Si je pouvais construire mon rêve papa,
Je rougis quand je réalisai que je l'avais regardé sans répondre. "Oui je vais bien. J’ai juste été un peu dépassé.
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« Voudrais-tu venir t'asseoir avec moi une minute ? Nous pouvons prendre un stand privé où il n'y aura que vous et moi et je vous apporterai de l'eau.
"Merci Monsieur." Je voulais être poli et suivre les protocoles que j'avais étudiés avant de venir. Cet homme ne m'a pas crié « Dom », mais je ne voulais néanmoins pas l'offenser.
Son sourire s'élargit. « Pas besoin de Monsieur ; je m'appelle Declan Stone. Vous pouvez m'appeler Declan ou Dec, selon votre préférence.
Je préférerais papa. J'ai mentalement roulé les yeux à cette pensée ; Même si cet homme était un papa, ce que je supposais, étant donné ses actions attentionnées jusqu'à présent, cela ne voulait pas dire qu'il voulait avoir quelque chose à faire avec moi. Surtout après m'avoir vu perdre ma merde pour rien. Il était probablement juste gentil. Peut-être que le propriétaire l'a envoyé s'occuper de moi pour que je ne provoque pas de scandale. Oh. Mon. Dieu. Je recommence; Je suis juste en train de regarder ce type sans rien dire ! "Je m'appelle Nathan," couinai-je. "Nathan Spencer."
« Très heureux de vous rencontrer, Nathan. Rejoins moi?" Il m’a tendu la main et mon pouls s’est à nouveau accéléré. J'ai hoché la tête et j'ai lentement tendu la main pour attraper sa main. L'électricité m'a parcouru au contact et je me suis demandé s'il la ressentait également. Son attitude calme ne trahissait rien alors qu'il me conduisait vers un stand vide près de l'arrière du club. « S'il vous plaît, installez-vous confortablement et je vais vous chercher un verre d'eau. Je reviens tout de suite », a-t-il promis. J'ai de nouveau hoché la tête et je l'ai regardé se diriger rapidement vers le bar et revenir avec un grand verre. "Nous voilà."
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November 26, 2020
3,5*
PLEASE READ MY RATING SYSTEM!!!
To my ratings:
5* - very very good and rare (it would be a Blow-
Away-book like
‘Jesse's Smile' or ‚Joey’ from Angelique Jurd,
‘Save the kids' series from EM Leya,
‘Love’s Tethered Heart’ from C.L. Etta or
'Liberty' from Seth King),
it's like an A+
4* - very good and will be often reread and is a
WOW-book with interesting plot and surprises
(like most of Andrew Grey books and
Davidson Kings 'Haven Hart'-series)
it's like an A
3,5* - a really good book, which will be reread a few
times a year (most romances where you can
enjoy for relaxing and during waiting times in
hospitals). I can recommend them definitively!
It's like an B+
3* - it could be more then a one-time-reader,
maybe 2-3 times a year. It’s like a B
2* - it was ok to read, but it's more a one-time-
reader (i wouldn't recommend it heartily, but
it was ok). It's like a C-, D
1* - sorry, but that isn't really a book for me (too
many mistakes, not nice plot, illogical, so an
absolut NO-GO). It's like failure in the whole
line, dismissed, repeat the class
PLEASE READ MY RATING SYSTEM!!!
To my ratings:
5* - very very good and rare (it would be a Blow-
Away-book like
‘Jesse's Smile' or ‚Joey’ from Angelique Jurd,
‘Save the kids' series from EM Leya,
‘Love’s Tethered Heart’ from C.L. Etta or
'Liberty' from Seth King),
it's like an A+
4* - very good and will be often reread and is a
WOW-book with interesting plot and surprises
(like most of Andrew Grey books and
Davidson Kings 'Haven Hart'-series)
it's like an A
3,5* - a really good book, which will be reread a few
times a year (most romances where you can
enjoy for relaxing and during waiting times in
hospitals). I can recommend them definitively!
It's like an B+
3* - it could be more then a one-time-reader,
maybe 2-3 times a year. It’s like a B
2* - it was ok to read, but it's more a one-time-
reader (i wouldn't recommend it heartily, but
it was ok). It's like a C-, D
1* - sorry, but that isn't really a book for me (too
many mistakes, not nice plot, illogical, so an
absolut NO-GO). It's like failure in the whole
line, dismissed, repeat the class
March 25, 2021
3.6 stars
Nervous Nate was a very short and sweet story about two lonely people who find their perfect partners.
Although it didn’t wow me, I was pleasantly surprised by the questions that it brought up. For instance, how might their dynamic change when Declan got older? How would people perceive them when they were daddy and little in public? Would they be seen as dad and his special needs son? And also, would it be “wrong” to be sexual when in little space?
All very interesting and difficult questions to answer that were very individual to the couple. It was a sweet and quick read which helped me relax and believe in the good things in life.
The only issue I had was the random and intense anger that Declan showed towards the sales rep Cody. Like Jesus, the kid was only flirting and Nate didn’t even flirt back. Hold your horses sir. 👏 That scene was unnecessary in my opinion and painted Declan in an odd light but I decided to delete it out of my brain so I could enjoy the story.
Nervous Nate was a very short and sweet story about two lonely people who find their perfect partners.
Although it didn’t wow me, I was pleasantly surprised by the questions that it brought up. For instance, how might their dynamic change when Declan got older? How would people perceive them when they were daddy and little in public? Would they be seen as dad and his special needs son? And also, would it be “wrong” to be sexual when in little space?
All very interesting and difficult questions to answer that were very individual to the couple. It was a sweet and quick read which helped me relax and believe in the good things in life.
The only issue I had was the random and intense anger that Declan showed towards the sales rep Cody. Like Jesus, the kid was only flirting and Nate didn’t even flirt back. Hold your horses sir. 👏 That scene was unnecessary in my opinion and painted Declan in an odd light but I decided to delete it out of my brain so I could enjoy the story.
April 21, 2020
I just ate up the whole book! I read a lot of Age Play books the past few days, and all of them were unique on their own way. Nate is such an adorable and lovely little. I'm so glad that he get past his nervousness to give the club a chance. He might have some panick attacks, but that just made him more loveable. His daddy, Declan, showed that not all daddy are perfect. They were just humans and can make mistakes. I'm so happy that he finally got his own little after a long, long time and seemed to give up already. Their relationship was really precious and they both found what they were looking for. I loved the extra characters as well. Timmy and Alex just completes the story. I adored the friendship between Timmy and Nate; that they could be friends, little or not. The epilogue just made me swoon. It couldn't have been more perfect. Hope we can still see more of these characters.
January 25, 2020
Surgery Sweet
Just finished Nervous Nate at 3 am but it was worth staying up for. Nate and Daddy Declan were such a sugary sweet couple. Nate was the quintessential little immersing himself fully into the boy he was born to be . Their relationship moved at break neck speed yet felt realistic. Would love to see Nates friend Timmy's coloring pages. I could just visualize everything happening in the story as if I was right there. I love when an author can make you do that. This is my first time reading this author and I will be reading her other books.
Just finished Nervous Nate at 3 am but it was worth staying up for. Nate and Daddy Declan were such a sugary sweet couple. Nate was the quintessential little immersing himself fully into the boy he was born to be . Their relationship moved at break neck speed yet felt realistic. Would love to see Nates friend Timmy's coloring pages. I could just visualize everything happening in the story as if I was right there. I love when an author can make you do that. This is my first time reading this author and I will be reading her other books.
April 6, 2021
Daddy and Boy sweetness overload
Awww! This was the sweetest book! Daddy Declan and his boy, Nate, are the sweetest couple. I love how Daddy Dec helped calm his boy's anxiety and helped him to grow more confident in himself and his lifestyle. Nate is the cutest Little. The world building is incredibly detailed and I loved meeting Daddy Alex and his boy, Timmy. Everything about this instalove book is perfect and I can't wait to see what other adventures Nate and Timmy get into in the next book! Loved this book!
Awww! This was the sweetest book! Daddy Declan and his boy, Nate, are the sweetest couple. I love how Daddy Dec helped calm his boy's anxiety and helped him to grow more confident in himself and his lifestyle. Nate is the cutest Little. The world building is incredibly detailed and I loved meeting Daddy Alex and his boy, Timmy. Everything about this instalove book is perfect and I can't wait to see what other adventures Nate and Timmy get into in the next book! Loved this book!
July 31, 2020
Loved this read
This was a beautiful tender story of love between an emerging "Little boy"needing to find his forever Daddy and a seasoned "Daddy"Dom longing for his very own forever little boy. In a serendipitous encounter they find one another and we the reader get to join in on the ride of their sweet Epic journey of Love. Great read, great story telling, and I loved the entire ride through.
This was a beautiful tender story of love between an emerging "Little boy"needing to find his forever Daddy and a seasoned "Daddy"Dom longing for his very own forever little boy. In a serendipitous encounter they find one another and we the reader get to join in on the ride of their sweet Epic journey of Love. Great read, great story telling, and I loved the entire ride through.
August 28, 2020
Yes please Daddy!
Pretty much abandoned by parents who preferred his older brother; Nathan is lonely and needs somebody to love him. Declan alone for sometime now is looking for that perfect boy so his inner Daddy has someone to care for and look after. Declan sees Nathan starting to have a panic attack after enter the club for the first time. Daddy Declan to the rescue. The rest just starts to fall into place.
Pretty much abandoned by parents who preferred his older brother; Nathan is lonely and needs somebody to love him. Declan alone for sometime now is looking for that perfect boy so his inner Daddy has someone to care for and look after. Declan sees Nathan starting to have a panic attack after enter the club for the first time. Daddy Declan to the rescue. The rest just starts to fall into place.
October 18, 2020
3.75 stars for sweetness
Nate is adorable and sweet and...nervous. Once he and Declan meet, I knew it was a done deal, cue the happy ending music. Yes, it was sweet watching Nate finally relax into being himself instead of wanting to bolt for a corner or exit with every panicked breath. Yes, it was lovely seeing Declan fall head over heels for his shy boy. And the hot sex certainly didn't hurt the storyline. So, I guess, the lack of conflict was fine for this piece of sweet fluff.
Nate is adorable and sweet and...nervous. Once he and Declan meet, I knew it was a done deal, cue the happy ending music. Yes, it was sweet watching Nate finally relax into being himself instead of wanting to bolt for a corner or exit with every panicked breath. Yes, it was lovely seeing Declan fall head over heels for his shy boy. And the hot sex certainly didn't hurt the storyline. So, I guess, the lack of conflict was fine for this piece of sweet fluff.
March 18, 2020
Nervously sweet
From the beginning of this book you will know that Daddy Declan and Little Nate are going to be all right. Which is exactly what you need sometimes. The story was sweet and hot and what you hope you can get sometimes. So enjoy it and know that there is a HEA at the end.
From the beginning of this book you will know that Daddy Declan and Little Nate are going to be all right. Which is exactly what you need sometimes. The story was sweet and hot and what you hope you can get sometimes. So enjoy it and know that there is a HEA at the end.
August 7, 2021
3.5 stars!
M/M and Age-Play romance book! Jayda Marx does it again! Her insta-love Male/Male books are so fun to read!
If you’re looking for a book with a sweet little and a very caring older Daddy, this books is for you! The characters compliment each other well and the additional characters blend seamlessly!
For more romance reads, follow me on Instagram @romancereadingmom
M/M and Age-Play romance book! Jayda Marx does it again! Her insta-love Male/Male books are so fun to read!
If you’re looking for a book with a sweet little and a very caring older Daddy, this books is for you! The characters compliment each other well and the additional characters blend seamlessly!
For more romance reads, follow me on Instagram @romancereadingmom
January 27, 2020
Wonderful
I almost didn't give this book a chance because of the cover. I'm glad I did. It was a wonderful story and was well written. That old saying, don't judge a book by its cover, is true.
I almost didn't give this book a chance because of the cover. I'm glad I did. It was a wonderful story and was well written. That old saying, don't judge a book by its cover, is true.
March 7, 2020
Sweet boys rule!
A very cute age play romance. This is definitely a feel-good story. Both major characters had personal hangups they had to overcome to be a couple. Making them realistic and relatable. Highly recommend this novel.
A very cute age play romance. This is definitely a feel-good story. Both major characters had personal hangups they had to overcome to be a couple. Making them realistic and relatable. Highly recommend this novel.
March 8, 2020
My first daddy/little kink read. I have to say I wasn't sure at first but, oh, my, goodness! The feels! So many feels! So sweet and enduring that my heart melted out of my chest. I'm so glad I gave this a chance.
July 12, 2021
Freaking adorable!!
This book is one great big smile from beginning to end! I haven’t smiled so much from reading a book in months. This was adorable and sweet and loving and everything that I would have expected from Ms. Marx. Brava my dear!! Brava!!
This book is one great big smile from beginning to end! I haven’t smiled so much from reading a book in months. This was adorable and sweet and loving and everything that I would have expected from Ms. Marx. Brava my dear!! Brava!!
January 4, 2020
That was new
I have never read a book like this one. It was something new and different. It was a good story.
I have never read a book like this one. It was something new and different. It was a good story.
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