This series is not only top shelf queer fantasy, it's some of the best, most imaginative, and simply *fun* fantasy I have read. Ever. (and, mind you, I do read quite a lot of it)
Quick disclaimer: K.T. did not assign Breed a sex on purpose, leaving it up to the reader. Well, my Breed (my imagination's Breed?) is a he, it's all I can think of him as and within the review will refer to him as such. So please don't mind it and apologies if my use of defined pronouns throws you for a loop as that's not my intention.
And that's what I would have said before I started this latest volume of Breed's adventures. Because now, NOW, after 4 books of Breed gaining - and losing - things left and right, we are finally able to see him actually, honestly obtain something - some*one* - a person, a real companion with whom he can (maybe, probably, if he's lucky) share his life. And it's quite literally the last person you'd think, but then as things develop, you - just like Breed - start to see it, and that's it. And by the gods, it's perfect! I swear,if the last book does not let the pair of them have a proper "romance" (I say "" because assuming such as it can be with Breed) and grow old (well, old*er* in Breed's case) together, happy as can be, I'm going to riot! Not sure what that entails, exactly, but I'm certainly going to side eye the whole series (which currently sits slap in the middle of the honour shelf of my bookcase, along with Hobb, Morgan, Tolkien, Flewelling and Lawrence) furiously, I can tell you that!
..But let's circle back to the actualy book.
For me personally, reading book 4 was hard. Hard because it was painful - gutwrenchingly at times - to watch Breed, after all he's been through, lose things. And I don't even mean physical things like Volund's sword or magic itself. I mean dignity, sense of self-worth - because those are the things that were ultimately symbolised by his dragon form, by his sorcery. Not power by itself, not his "fake" play at beiong a hero (as he himself liked to think), but his capacity to both save literal worlds and make a person smile. The awareness that he is more than a meaningless sewer-raised thief with no honour or conscience, that he, too, deserves to live. That he indeed should expect to be able drop his guard down without expecting to be punched, or killed for his trouble.
That's why starting book 5 I admit I was weary - I was afraid the punches would just keep on coming, that Breed would just continue suffering forever, sacrificing himself with no one being the wiser, or indeed no one caring about it. About Breed. There were a lot of times I wishes so hard he could just change into a dragon again and just lay waste to it all, fly away and live the rest of his life as a dragon, far away from all that filth. And when the things were looking really down, that's when a ray of sunshine showed. A person. A person who - without me noticing - grew from a third plan character, to a second and then I suddenly realized that Breed actually strated to care for that person! And - hold on - that I actually care about that strange person as well! It's like K.T. is a magician and from the most unlikely, unnoticeable of hats, they were able to pull out not just a rabbit, but whole hecking unicorn shitting glitter, too! My mind is blown utterly and completely.
I kind of regret re-reading the books now (last time I read them there were only 3 of them!), because the wait to read this last book will be murderous. It already is and I'm barely an hour post last page as I write this!
Seriously though, if you're on the fence - read this series, it's wonderful. There's so much levity, mirth, intermingled with so much pain, so much quiet - hidden even - dignity, sorrow and oh, so much anger masking it all. And through it all, through all the life experiences, strange powers (and curses), countless deaths, hard earnd triumphs and hard-hitting sacrifices, in this penultimate book we're given hope. Breed is given hope. Hope - however small - in a future where something more than killing and anger is possible. And oh I'm here for it!
I'd like to thank K.T. for taking us on this most wonderful of journeys. There's few characters I love as much as I love Breed and I can't wait to read book 6!