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Survivor Guilt: Makes a good story - and a difficult life.
by Shotgun 839
Saving Teddy by Kaci Rose:
OK. Take a deep breath. This was a difficult book/ review decision for me.
Why? Been there, done that. Not in months, but in years.
Well - I understand everyone’s experience(s) are different, yet there are significant commonalities.
One of my pet peeves which authors use as a plot device is the repeated inner dialog of why or what keeps a principle character from doing what the reader wants the character to do. One wants to scream - “Just get on with it and stop the stalling/deflecting/denying/procrastinating/resisting".
In real life - that type of intervention is simply stupid. It just makes things worse.
And, Author Kaci Rose has shown that the internal dialog(s) can be more significant road blocks than any well-meaning, but misapplied interventions. However, having people who care enough to go the distance is one of the of a person being able to recover their life from its significant clutches.
Survivor guilt can become a way of life. And in so doing, it creates blind spots which can be really debilitating. And, real life, contrary what is usually portrayed in fiction writing, is just not that simple. This is because, in real life, there are nearly always several other factors in the mix. Survivor guilt is but one component of what has been come to be called PTSD.
But it can be a significant part of what traumatizes the person. And, FYI, it is not limited to military combat experiences.
Other reviewers will outline, or more thoroughly describe the plot line(s) of the book. And that is fine. I have done that as well. But, that is not what I am trying to say here. The blurb speaks of “letting go”. It is just not that simple . . . it requires a major healing of the mind and heart.
Authors have deadlines. Books have size limits.
But real life is not so constrained. Ms. Kaci Rose has tried to describe the incredible impacts survivor guilt can have on a person.
She has been able to do so somewhat, within the confines of this book - and the others in the series I would expect, since I have not read them - to describe some of these.
Kudos to Ms. Kaci Rose, who has chosen to deal with a really gnarly human dynamic, trying to smooth out some of the wrinkles in it and encourage readers with a happy ending.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.