HEARTS OF GLASS IN A TURBULENTLY RAPTUROUS LOVE SAGA
“Our war was deleted. This never-ending loneliness. This inability to be happy… to be free. I couldn’t live without her. I loved her and that was the worst thing I could ever do.”
Would you be willing to risk your very survival for love? Gem does, by forfeiting her freedom to stay and nurse Kas after the cliff fall, no matter what happens. Book #2 flips the script again. The captor turns captive and now they’re stuck with each other. Is he worth it, or just a lost cause? The change-up was a real nail biter, as Gem fumbles through handling uncontrollable Kas’s savage side and tormented nightmares, worsened by his injuries. She’s willing to try, despite Kas’s explosively violent sexual behavior. His erratic actions and her helplessness change everything. It’s a new set of rules and setbacks in their turbulent relationship. What happens is startling, gripping and tragic, with highs and lows, and a sense of doomed foreboding as Gem fiercely struggles to protect and save Kas, or die trying. Can Kas feel and show love? Will love conquer all?
The fractured Beauty & the Beast love saga continues, but I wasn’t prepared for the extremes of this emotional rollercoaster. Gem’s caring stirs crippling emotions in unstable Kas, as well as resurfacing horrific memories of his past at Fables. The sadistic depravity and cruelty of it gutted me as much as their conflicted intimacy. There’s more to learn about his “family” of others at the mansion that made him afraid to love and the reason he never left, but she’s more afraid to let go of trying to save him and reach his heart. Gem leans in, but Kas leans away. Despite her attempts to draw him out, he resists for her sake and hides his love to protect her from him in a beautifully twisted way. My heart shredded for them.
A memory is a dangerous thing to lose. An even worse thing for Kas to dredge up long-buried ones. Showing him how to be human again was as difficult as taking baby steps. But witnessing Kas break repeatedly was soul-shattering, touching, and heart-wrenching -- between his injuries, his memory lapses and repressions, his fear of love, the blackouts, and guilt over all he’s done to Gem. Those triggered memories and nightmares make him just as dangerous to her sanity and heart, as his. Can she break through, or is he damaged beyond repair? It was all very touch-and-go in one eye-opening dilemma after another. Yet she risks it all to stay, and I wondered if she’d ever be set free. Kas is lost, hopelessly haunted, and broken with no answers or relief, other than Gem’s patience, love and care intended to make him feel love. It was raw, elemental, and subdued, rather than the savage and testy standoff of the first book. I kept thinking they were like “hearts of glass” in a weirdly rapturous love story. Two guarded souls who can’t figure out how to connect. Sex is the only language Kas knows, driven by his lethal moods. The heartbreaker line: “You look at me as if I’m real.” -- I don’t think I’ve loved or mourned a character harder than Kas.
This book is a powerful step in the couple’s tormented, deviant relationship. There are misunderstandings, miscommunications, and a perceived unforgivable act and aftermath that may not be surmountable. What Kas does is as shocking as Gem’s reaction is riveting. Whatever forward strides they made are dashed or at least in serious limbo with zero trust on either side. Can they recover from such a bad beginning and afterwards? So many sides emerged: funny, snarky, free-spirited, no-holds-barred sparring, and lots of emotional and verbal punches, plus very savage sex, laced with violence and anger and the most provocative sort of abiding love. Eventually a dead-end loomed. They hated each other, wanted to kill each other, but still felt an elemental attraction bound to break.
The ever-changing violence and claustrophobic isolation kept me wary and constantly on edge. It became a stalemate of epic proportions as Kas’s mercurial behavior and stubbornness derailed their progress, while the feral sex was brutal, savage, beautiful, and erotic – even moreso because they both wanted it that way, which made it maddeningly glorious. I couldn’t even guess where this story was headed, and just let it take me at its own pace. It was all about finding love and happiness and how elusive it is for Gem to show it to Kas and for Kas to embrace and believe it in their sheltered little world, even as the reader frets over Kas’s condition. Will they win or lose? My hopes for this couple were dashed repeatedly, but it only takes a cataclysmic event for it all to come tumbling down. Just when I thought they were getting somewhere…
If you thought the last cliffy was a shocker, it doesn’t hold a candle to this one. OMFG, things are about to get really real. There’s a depraved darkness afoot that left me in creeped-out ecstasy. You don’t even know the word for ominous until the last scene because Pepper unleashes the dark with a subtle vengeance that makes Kas and Gem collateral damage. You won’t see it coming and you won’t be able to turn away either. This couple has not even begun to achieve full-blown love or even close to an HEA, and their world just got flipped upside down. PW has done it again. I don’t know how much longer I can hold my breath. The finale, Fable of Happiness #3, releases in October 2021.
“Remind me. Of what? Of everything. Whatever I forget, remember for me. Remember the important bits. Teach me to be the man you deserve. I want to know what we could be like. Just the two of us. I already know what it feels like to want you so much I’d rather die than let you go.”