I offered my body without expecting success. He agreed.
I wanted to get over my girlfriend. A bar probably wasn’t the best place to do that. Needing a distraction, a game of pool did exactly that. Rather, the man who was playing was all it took to capture my attention.
He was big and scary. Someone who should have made me want to look the other way. The opposite of what I needed. Far older and a man, I shouldn’t have wanted him. Yet nothing stopped me from approaching him and making a bet to play a game I knew nothing about.
Rather than losing some money, the thought of losing my innocence to the man was far more tempting. I knew once his hands were on me, I wouldn’t have the time to think about being heartbroken. It was a ludicrous offer.