I hate to report that this book just didn’t hit the bullseye for me. It was a bit too long, slightly convoluted and it took ages to finally get to the somewhat-lackluster ending. I really liked some parts, but others I felt didn’t really need to be written for the story to have been complete.
The main story was great - Dr. Ruth (haha) gets last-minute notice from her son, Dr. Thomas, that he has a court date, but he doesn’t want her to worry. Of course the mother is worried - her son just finished medical school, is very proud of his accomplishments and has never been in trouble before - what could he have done? She immediately travels to attend his court appearance and find out what’s going on.
She gets to court, and waits. And waits. Her son is a no-show and she’s furious. How did he get in trouble in the first place, and why would he skip court knowing there would be a warrant for his arrest? Soon, the police approach her and give her the worst news a parent could hear. They went to his house to execute the warrant and found her son dead, seemingly having killed himself.
Ruth instinctively knows this isn’t right. When the officers tell her that his charge was drug possession (hundreds of pills from the hospital he worked at were in his home, loaded with his fingerprints) she knows this almost seems impossible. She knows a lot of parents are in the dark about their children, but she’s not one of them. Her son, stealing drugs? According to the autopsy, taking drugs? And suicide? She soon decides to stay in his town and try to figure out what happened.
The second half of the book is about a girl named Rosie. Rosie coincidentally becomes Ruth’s patient after Ruth gets a job in town. Rosie is anorexic, obviously abusing her mental health medications, and is having a hard time trying to find her friend, Anabel. Most of her story is her trying to find Anabel, and being distraught about not speaking to her in months. I knew the two stories would eventually converge, but it wasn’t until the very end that they did, so her role was confusing at first.
The ending was fine. The whole book was fine, but it was very slow to get to the point. I think just Ruth’s story would’ve sufficed, but that’s a personal preference. Overall, I think this was a decent but overdrawn book, thus the average three star rating.
(I’d like to thank Bookouture, Liz Lawler and NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for my review.)