Summary: Angela R. Watts did a wonderful job with this book. It’s riveting, humorous, and demonstrates well what it’s like to walk through hurt and to learn to trust God with it. This reads almost like a thriller which I enjoyed, and the characters were all so alive and well-written, with different personalities and past experiences.
Main characters:
Protagonists- Angel was a good narrator and I enjoyed seeing her interact with her family at the beginning and throughout. Definitely bizarre how she met Eli and Asher, but y’know what it worked. She did seem a little bit bland compared to the other characters, but her struggles and interactions felt real and authentic. Eli was amazing, I loved seeing how he had to deal with his desires to protect. His relationship with Asher is amazing. xD It was nice to see him and Angel! Asher is my favorite. I think he stole the show here. xD He was such a fun and quirky guy, and both Eli’s teasing and seriousness only brought that out more. The three of them together were a great group.
Antagonists- Viktor made me almost sick. I can’t believe he liked Angel and wanted to have her love him. The irony of him not forcing her when he’s obviously been in those relationships before. Earlier in the book I was wondering about him, and if the author was portraying him too sympathetically, but nope, he lies. He’s just a bad man. The manipulation and his calculated defeats of others was awful. As a villain I think he was done well. Michelle was the same, I think she’s believed the lies so long they become part of her. I do pity her husband, though I know he’s made wrong choices too. But he does care for Michelle and the kids. I’ve never seen antagonis outright portrayed as narcissists, but it worked well here. Both Angel and Eli had to seek healing from wounds caused in part by Michelle or Viktor.
Side characters- The side characters were well written, not overdone but enough that they weren’t flat. Nothing major stood out to me about them, but Angel’s family was so sweet. And it was nice to see the start of healing in Eli’s family. Oh, Clint was cool too.
Setting, style and plot: The settings were done so well, and described in a perfect amount of detail for me. The style was deep yet quick and suspenseful. Through all the chaos, car chases, and gunfights, there still was a sense of slow peace in some parts from the character's relationships with God. The plot was well done, there were definitely some turns and twists I didn’t see (gunfight at a gas station??), and I feel like the pieces got wrapped up nicely for the first in a series, with some plot points left for next time.
Romance: Fairly minimal. Most of the major one is left off-screen, just the start of the relationship is portrayed. A couple kisses, and not much touch beyond, like a hand on her back or looping his arm through hers. I personally thought it was sweet, and maybe could have even done with a bit more. :) It felt a little rushed, but that was due to the nature of the events and timeline I felt like.
Theme: Trust in God is learned by all the main characters. Angel and Eli also have to learn how to deal with the pain dealt to them by abuse and betrayal, learning to let go of the guilt and seek to do right. Justice, trust in God, human responsibility, and healing are all major implied themes, shown very well. I loved how they prayed and talked about God throughout, it honestly didn't feel preachy to me at all, though I know it did for some.
Favorite scenes: Okay-- Asher, Eli and Angel were pretty great together. There’s many scenes that come to mind. The ice cream at 1 am, funnel cake, sheezits, and sasquatch at the festival… it was lovely and hilarious. Asher’s teasing of Eli was so typical of best friends like that. I don’t usually laugh out loud when reading but I did at least once here. Also, I loved the prayer scenes, and when they all prayed or read God’s Word together. There’s something powerful in community.
Content Warnings: gunfights, wounds (but minimally described, not gory). Some wounds are inflicted by people intentionally, causing some trauma. Some intense scenes, and some nightmares about past abuse. Mentions of drinking, smoking, an affair, and a couple of the villains are drug dealers, though that is definitely portrayed negatively. Intense villains, with not much care for others. Slight language, but not much.
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author, but I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*