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Dearest Milton James
Malachi Keogh finds himself in a job he neither wanted nor asked for when his father, boss of Sydney’s postal service, sends him to the end of the business line, aka The Dead Letter Office. Malachi expects tedious and boring but instead discovers a warehouse with a quirky bunch of misfit co-workers, including a stoic and nerdy boss, Julian Pollard.
Malachi’s intrigued by Julian at first, and he soon learns there’s more to the man than his boring clothes of beige, tan, and brown; a far cry from Malachi’s hot pink, lilac, and electric blue. Where Julian is calm and ordered, Malachi is chaos personified, but despite their outward differences, there’s an immediate chemistry between them that sends Malachi’s head—and heart—into a spin.
To keep his father happy, Malachi needs to keep this job. He also needs to solve the mystery of the pile of old letters that sits in Julian’s office and maybe get to the bottom of what makes Julian tick. Like everything that goes through the mail centre, only time will tell if Malachi has found his intended destination or if he’ll find himself returned to sender.
#gayromance #forbiddenlove #oppositesattract #comedy
Malachi’s intrigued by Julian at first, and he soon learns there’s more to the man than his boring clothes of beige, tan, and brown; a far cry from Malachi’s hot pink, lilac, and electric blue. Where Julian is calm and ordered, Malachi is chaos personified, but despite their outward differences, there’s an immediate chemistry between them that sends Malachi’s head—and heart—into a spin.
To keep his father happy, Malachi needs to keep this job. He also needs to solve the mystery of the pile of old letters that sits in Julian’s office and maybe get to the bottom of what makes Julian tick. Like everything that goes through the mail centre, only time will tell if Malachi has found his intended destination or if he’ll find himself returned to sender.
#gayromance #forbiddenlove #oppositesattract #comedy
228 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 24, 2021
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N.R. Walker
121 books5,338 followersAuthor also writes as A. Voyeur
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
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August 30, 2021
“Don’t ever apologise for having a heart, Malachi.”
true nr walker style.
nothing new, groundbreaking, or angsty, but it was still highly enjoyable. if you’ve read walker before, you’ll know that she usually only writes fluffy romances with supportive friendships, sarcastic characters, characters who feel real, and witty banter. she’s become one of my favorite authors in a short amount of time that i know i can re-read some of my favorites from her whenever i’m in a reading slump. dearest milton james was no exception to what i’ve read from her, and that is precisely why i really enjoyed it. it’s an opposites attract x boss/employee romance, and it was full of everything i love from her. if you’re ever in the mood for an mm romance that is light, easy, quick, and overall, fluffy, nr walker is who i’d recommend. as a moody reader, reading her books when i’m in the mood for fluff precisely is the easiest thing to do.
malachi has become one of my all time favorite characters from her. he’s unapologetically himself, loud, funny, and he felt real. my kryptonite, i would say, are loud characters who never shut up, and that’s who he is. he rambles when he’s nervous and he matches his outfits colors with a streak in his hair. his inner-monologue made it easy to understand him and see where he was coming from. he really never shut up, and that’s why i loved him. i haven’t cracked up the way i did with his humor in a long time, which surprised me because i truly believe i have a dry sense of humor, so being able to understand the jokes made this all the more enjoyable. he would ramble when he’s nervous, especially around julian, and it was the cutest thing ever. it felt so real, and i think part of the reason why i love characters like him is because of how i’ve been in situations like that, but also because they add to their personality and don’t make the dialogue awkward. i also loved how emotional he was, and i mean that in a good way. i’ve noticed walker writes her characters as emotional sometimes, men who cry without having to give explanations, and that’s another reason why i love her books. everything about them is usually sunshine and rainbows (literally), that even the emotional moments feel so positive. she’s the queen of mm fluff for a reason.
“And you know those huge salami they hang in the deli windows?”
“Oh, that’s enough,” Julian said, barrelling into the breakroom.
on the other hand, julian is more reserved and tender. he’s malachi’s boss, but the two show an attraction quite early on. yet, their relationship started off as a mutual friendship, which made it much more easier to believe in and overall realistic. he’s definitely more quiet as well, the complete opposite of malachi, but he’s also caring, loving, and wants the best for everyone. he wanted to take things slow with malachi (which i absolutely loved) but malachi being malachi wanted to just take things to the next level. still, i loved julian’s personality as well and found him to be adorable for most of the time.
“But then you walked into my office and it was like a lightbulb went on.”
i loved seeing how the two worked together with the letters and later became a couple, not letting it interfere with their workplace. the book is short, but the relationship takes its time and is slow burn in a fast way. compared to her previous books, this one definitely has less sex. for someone with a salami dick, you’d expect scorching moments, but they’re cut off or don’t happen at all, so that’s been a disappointment for some.
i also found the side characters to be lovable and i was really interested in the letters of milton james just as much as malachi. walker always writes supportive friendships, and i can never thank her enough. from strangers to friends to a team, the side characters (paul, denise, theo, and cherry) were a perfect addition to the life of both julian and malachi. it was fun seeing how they all came together to find the owner of the letters and see how they can get them back to him. i also just loved seeing how they all bonded because of how different they were. theo reminded me too much of myself (unfortunately) because of how innocent he is (such as how late he got the sex jokes or how he never got them in the first place). the letters of milton james were also heartbreaking but also poetically endearing in its own way. i wouldn’t mind if nr walker would write more in that tone, more lyrical, but i also can’t complain with what she’s given us.
“I cherish every moment with you, though every touch is bittersweet knowing they are numbered.”
overall though, this is truly nothing new or groundbreaking but i love nr walker. this book’s release caught me by surprise, but i’m glad i read it! i’m always excited to read anything by walker so i can’t wait to see what else she writes and surprises us with!
“Can you see me without your glasses?”
He smiled. “Yes. You’re the most beautiful blur I’ve ever seen.”
August 30, 2021
Sweet, light and entertaining. I enjoyed it, but not as much as I expected.
Malachi is a sweetheart, but I just don't click with his type of character. He is too OTT for me and what is supposed to be funny feels forced to me. I wasn't even that invested in his relationship with Julian. It lacked something.
I think I liked them more as a part of the team working together at the dead letter office. Solving the mystery around the letters was my favourite part of this story.
Malachi is a sweetheart, but I just don't click with his type of character. He is too OTT for me and what is supposed to be funny feels forced to me. I wasn't even that invested in his relationship with Julian. It lacked something.
I think I liked them more as a part of the team working together at the dead letter office. Solving the mystery around the letters was my favourite part of this story.
September 10, 2021
~4.5~
Who'd think a story set in a Dead Letter Office could be so romantic and adorable? I couldn't help but think of poor Bartleby, the very symbol of the bleakness of human existence. As the narrator of Melville's story laments, "Dead letters! Does it not sound like dead men?"
But dead letters don't have to be gloomy, and there is nothing gloomy about this story. It's pure sunshine and rainbows.
The MCs are utterly endearing:
Malachi, who wears bright colors that match the streak in his hair, can't tell a lie, and has a serious case of cacoethes loquendi (AKA, verbal diarrhea).
Julian, the supervisor, who wears shades of beige and brown every day and can't take his eyes off his newest employee.
Then there are the secondary characters, whom we meet only in the context of the workplace but who add nuance and energy to the story:
Denise, the butch forklift driver;
Cherry, the goth girl;
Paul, who may or may not be a serial killer;
and oblivious but helpful Theo.
When Julian asks Malachi to help him solve the mystery of the Dearest Milton James letters (beautiful love letters sent in the 1970s from one man to another), it's just an excuse to spend time with Malachi, but the project becomes near and dear to their hearts.
This is a slow burn story, but there are a couple very sexy scenes. Not gonna lie, I was drooling at Malachi's description of Julian's, errrr, salami.
While I adored Malachi (the first-person narrator of the story), Julian melted my heart with his gentle nature. I hate to think of it, but Julian may have ended up like Bartleby, the Scrivener had Malachi not appeared.
The last couple chapters slayed me with sweetness. Dearest Milton James proves that all stories deserve a happy ending.
Who'd think a story set in a Dead Letter Office could be so romantic and adorable? I couldn't help but think of poor Bartleby, the very symbol of the bleakness of human existence. As the narrator of Melville's story laments, "Dead letters! Does it not sound like dead men?"
But dead letters don't have to be gloomy, and there is nothing gloomy about this story. It's pure sunshine and rainbows.
The MCs are utterly endearing:
Malachi, who wears bright colors that match the streak in his hair, can't tell a lie, and has a serious case of cacoethes loquendi (AKA, verbal diarrhea).
Julian, the supervisor, who wears shades of beige and brown every day and can't take his eyes off his newest employee.
Then there are the secondary characters, whom we meet only in the context of the workplace but who add nuance and energy to the story:
Denise, the butch forklift driver;
Cherry, the goth girl;
Paul, who may or may not be a serial killer;
and oblivious but helpful Theo.
When Julian asks Malachi to help him solve the mystery of the Dearest Milton James letters (beautiful love letters sent in the 1970s from one man to another), it's just an excuse to spend time with Malachi, but the project becomes near and dear to their hearts.
This is a slow burn story, but there are a couple very sexy scenes. Not gonna lie, I was drooling at Malachi's description of Julian's, errrr, salami.
While I adored Malachi (the first-person narrator of the story), Julian melted my heart with his gentle nature. I hate to think of it, but Julian may have ended up like Bartleby, the Scrivener had Malachi not appeared.
The last couple chapters slayed me with sweetness. Dearest Milton James proves that all stories deserve a happy ending.
March 16, 2022
5 Mr Beige and Secretly Sexy Stars ⭐
This story was delightful. The author should be commended for turning a mundane workplace romance into something magical. An office full of misfits whilst sorting unclaimed mail has never seemed so charming. And a sexy and understated boss and twink that will steal your heart.
Malachi Keogh is 27 and still figuring things out. Although confident in himself, employment is tricky. So his father lining up a job for him is downright embarrassing. However when one day turns into four, Malachi soon realises that sorting through unclaimed parcels is strangely satisfying.
“I’ll have you know, I normally conduct myself with some modicum of decency, but you talk to me like that, and you touch me, and I turn into Insta-ho.”
You know immediately that Julian Pollard is smitten. Bossman is older, hella lot conservative and completely captivated with Malachi who brings brightness to the office as well as his life. And when these two pair together to solve the mystery of decade old love letters, the chemistry just sizzles.
“Jesus fucking Christ,” I breathed, staring at it. At him. “That is the biggest, most beautiful dick I’ve ever seen.”
Julian’s cheeks flamed pink. “It’s . . . it’s been an issue for some guys.”
I put my hand to my chest. “Believe me when I say, I am not some guys. And my mum never raised no quitter.”
Dearest Milton James turned something plain into something sensational. The simplicity of this story impressed me and the meshing of old fashion courting to modern day dating was perfect. So lovely, and steamy enough to make me giddy.
This story was delightful. The author should be commended for turning a mundane workplace romance into something magical. An office full of misfits whilst sorting unclaimed mail has never seemed so charming. And a sexy and understated boss and twink that will steal your heart.
Malachi Keogh is 27 and still figuring things out. Although confident in himself, employment is tricky. So his father lining up a job for him is downright embarrassing. However when one day turns into four, Malachi soon realises that sorting through unclaimed parcels is strangely satisfying.
“I’ll have you know, I normally conduct myself with some modicum of decency, but you talk to me like that, and you touch me, and I turn into Insta-ho.”
You know immediately that Julian Pollard is smitten. Bossman is older, hella lot conservative and completely captivated with Malachi who brings brightness to the office as well as his life. And when these two pair together to solve the mystery of decade old love letters, the chemistry just sizzles.
“Jesus fucking Christ,” I breathed, staring at it. At him. “That is the biggest, most beautiful dick I’ve ever seen.”
Julian’s cheeks flamed pink. “It’s . . . it’s been an issue for some guys.”
I put my hand to my chest. “Believe me when I say, I am not some guys. And my mum never raised no quitter.”
Dearest Milton James turned something plain into something sensational. The simplicity of this story impressed me and the meshing of old fashion courting to modern day dating was perfect. So lovely, and steamy enough to make me giddy.
August 31, 2021
Okay. Okay. How do I even rate this?where do I start?
Story : Malachi starts his new job at a mail redirection centre or as he likes to call it : the dead letter office, where we meet his boss Julian. Throughout this book, our MCs work together to find the sender of a stack of love letters sent over 40 years ago.
Plot absolutely amazing. I was heavily invested in the letters and the story of the two guys in it. I wanted to know how it ended as much as Malachi did and I couldn’t stop reading about how everyone in the office pitched in to help find the sender. I went through so many emotions when I found out that
“Dearest Milton James,
I write this knowing it will never find you, and in many ways it’s for the best. This way, I can write all the things I was too afraid to speak, too afraid to even admit to myself.”
“I cherish every moment with you, though every touch is bittersweet knowing they are numbered.”
Characters: every character in this book grew on me.
“Only three things in this world can pull off the matching colour look. Gay people, Power Rangers, and Teletubbies”
Malachi was a ball of sunshine, and in true NR W style: absolutely hilarious and a complete blabber mouth. He did scream “I’m not like everyone else” with his different coloured hair and fashion sense, but then again everyone in the office was different.
“Dear brain,
Please disengage all talking operations. Actually, just shut down all mouth functionality. Cease all operations. Error 404, file not found, something to make it stop. I’d even take a fatal error, blue screen of death right now . . .”
Julian was our cinnamon roll hero. He was sweet and reserved and tender and I really liked him. I laughed myself to death when Malachi called Julian atleast 3 different names in his inner monologues: Mr sexy beige, Mr boss McBrown, Mr Tall and Taupe, Mr Fawn and Fine, Mr Sexy Professor He wasn’t anything new though, unlike the secondary character who totally deserve acknowledgment.
“Julian, I can’t deal with angst and sadness. It kills me. I’m not kidding. I totally cry during pet insurance ads on TV.”
We have Paul - who Malachi thinks is a serial killer. Cherry 🍒 - goth girl. Theo- naive sweetheart & Denise - she’s…. Nice?
Relationship I did really love these two together. They were slow and sweet and considerate of each other’s feelings. It’s was a very cute friends- lovers romance. I liked how honest they were with each other and how they acknowledged and spoke about the power exchange in a work place relationship with Julian being Malachi’s boss. BUT I did feel like it was a bit underwhelming. They spent so much of the book with conversations and trying to find the sender that they’re sexual relationship was a bit lacking for me. I would’ve liked it a little more if there was At least one more chapter before the epilogue. One of just the two of them after the conclusion of the love letter story and I was quite disappointed when we directly jumped to the epilogue. That’s obviously just me but I wanted a little more sex😅
“Can you see me without your glasses?”
He smiled. “Yes. You’re the most beautiful blur I’ve ever seen.”
Overall I still really loved this book. It was adorable and anyone who loves this author would love this book, because I certainly did like it. The characters are endearing and we have kind of a found family aspect and the kind of humour that’ll make you cry.
Story : Malachi starts his new job at a mail redirection centre or as he likes to call it : the dead letter office, where we meet his boss Julian. Throughout this book, our MCs work together to find the sender of a stack of love letters sent over 40 years ago.
Plot absolutely amazing. I was heavily invested in the letters and the story of the two guys in it. I wanted to know how it ended as much as Malachi did and I couldn’t stop reading about how everyone in the office pitched in to help find the sender. I went through so many emotions when I found out that
“Dearest Milton James,
I write this knowing it will never find you, and in many ways it’s for the best. This way, I can write all the things I was too afraid to speak, too afraid to even admit to myself.”
“I cherish every moment with you, though every touch is bittersweet knowing they are numbered.”
Characters: every character in this book grew on me.
“Only three things in this world can pull off the matching colour look. Gay people, Power Rangers, and Teletubbies”
Malachi was a ball of sunshine, and in true NR W style: absolutely hilarious and a complete blabber mouth. He did scream “I’m not like everyone else” with his different coloured hair and fashion sense, but then again everyone in the office was different.
“Dear brain,
Please disengage all talking operations. Actually, just shut down all mouth functionality. Cease all operations. Error 404, file not found, something to make it stop. I’d even take a fatal error, blue screen of death right now . . .”
Julian was our cinnamon roll hero. He was sweet and reserved and tender and I really liked him. I laughed myself to death when Malachi called Julian atleast 3 different names in his inner monologues: Mr sexy beige, Mr boss McBrown, Mr Tall and Taupe, Mr Fawn and Fine, Mr Sexy Professor He wasn’t anything new though, unlike the secondary character who totally deserve acknowledgment.
“Julian, I can’t deal with angst and sadness. It kills me. I’m not kidding. I totally cry during pet insurance ads on TV.”
We have Paul - who Malachi thinks is a serial killer. Cherry 🍒 - goth girl. Theo- naive sweetheart & Denise - she’s…. Nice?
Relationship I did really love these two together. They were slow and sweet and considerate of each other’s feelings. It’s was a very cute friends- lovers romance. I liked how honest they were with each other and how they acknowledged and spoke about the power exchange in a work place relationship with Julian being Malachi’s boss. BUT I did feel like it was a bit underwhelming. They spent so much of the book with conversations and trying to find the sender that they’re sexual relationship was a bit lacking for me. I would’ve liked it a little more if there was At least one more chapter before the epilogue. One of just the two of them after the conclusion of the love letter story and I was quite disappointed when we directly jumped to the epilogue. That’s obviously just me but I wanted a little more sex😅
“Can you see me without your glasses?”
He smiled. “Yes. You’re the most beautiful blur I’ve ever seen.”
Overall I still really loved this book. It was adorable and anyone who loves this author would love this book, because I certainly did like it. The characters are endearing and we have kind of a found family aspect and the kind of humour that’ll make you cry.
August 27, 2021
"Can you see me without your glasses?"
He smiled. "Yes. You're the most beautiful blur I've ever seen."
I laughed and kissed him again, again, and again.
i just loved this. this was like a breath of fresh air from all my past reads. you know, i'm not comfortable with cheery and sunny reads but this one really did it for me. i loved how there were no any form of toxicity in this. no hateful parents who berates their child for being gay. no toxic and overly competitive employees trying to best one another. we follow malachi keogh as he works in a post/mail office after being kicked out in his previous job for certain reasons. in his new work environment, he met his ever gloomy of a boss julian pollard and his other workmates. they're like only 6 people working in this big warehouse checking every mail and to make sure the said mail go its rightful recipient. in there, malachi not only found friendship and camaraderie with the other employees but also this attraction to his boss who only wears brown from head to toe. also, the mystery circulating the 'dearest milton james' was really pulled off well. i was fucking invested from it right from the beginning and seeing it to its conclusion was just rewarding. overall, this story is light, chill, and just flows with positivity. the lack of conflict may be a concern to some but not for me. don't read this if you're expecting it to be your next best read honestly.
October 3, 2021
Simple joys come in many shapes and forms. I think it’s safe to say unexpected mail is one of mine. I was tickled when my inbox informed me of a surprise release from Ms. Walker. One peek at the cover and I let my itchy fingers race over to one click. I didn’t even need to read the blurb. Happy mail in my inbox is one thing but happy mail in real life? Even better. There was something about those bound letters that made my heart race. And after discovering what they held, I couldn’t shake my smile if I tried.
What's to like: Coming in under two hundred pages, this is a quick read. It’s not action-packed or adrenaline-fueled. It’s a little quirky and a whole lotta sweet. Opposites-attract romance can be utterly delightful and these two are night and day and full of fun. Malachi is bright, bold, and far from bashful. He takes over the room when he enters. He is loud and proud and doing his best to convince the world he’s cruising on top of it. In truth, he’s lost and desperate to find his way. He doesn’t do stable or boring but for some reason, he can’t stop the pull from his new boss. Julian is simple and straightforward. He’s content with his rather bland but reliable life and enjoys leading his crew of misfits at the mail distribution centre, aka the Dead Letter Office. That is until Malachi barges in like a taste the rainbow Skittles advertisement. In true sappy form, that day changed both of their lives.
What's to love: Big personalities either win you over or rub you wrong. Luckily for Julian and myself, Malachi won our adoration even if it was lightly sprinkled with exasperation. He’s a lot to handle at the best of times. He just needed an anchor to keep him from bouncing around and creating chaos with his bubbly personality. Turns out his anchor was wrapped in brown, surrounded by parcels. Book lovin’ runs in my family and my mother has been sending brown paper book club to my daughter since she was born. I found it incredibly fitting that the head of the Dead Letter Office wears various shades of brown. Julian and Malachai quietly dance around their attraction and settle into colleagues and friends. When Julian requested Malachai’s assistance in solving a special postal cold case their subtle sparks catch fire. There’s no stopping them. And thank goodness, it was scorching hot! Sassy, sexy, and starry-eyed…what more can you ask for?? An absolutely perfect epilogue you say? You got it!
Beware of: Lost love letters…sure to tug on your heart. Found love…sure to hug you tight. And a lost-and-found family…that’s cute as a bug.
This book is for: My kindle is often an escape for me (especially these days) and amid their packages, Malachi and Julian delivered a bright and bubbly getaway that I won’t soon forget. If you need a smile or hug, this special delivery is just what you need.
Book UNfunk
What's to like: Coming in under two hundred pages, this is a quick read. It’s not action-packed or adrenaline-fueled. It’s a little quirky and a whole lotta sweet. Opposites-attract romance can be utterly delightful and these two are night and day and full of fun. Malachi is bright, bold, and far from bashful. He takes over the room when he enters. He is loud and proud and doing his best to convince the world he’s cruising on top of it. In truth, he’s lost and desperate to find his way. He doesn’t do stable or boring but for some reason, he can’t stop the pull from his new boss. Julian is simple and straightforward. He’s content with his rather bland but reliable life and enjoys leading his crew of misfits at the mail distribution centre, aka the Dead Letter Office. That is until Malachi barges in like a taste the rainbow Skittles advertisement. In true sappy form, that day changed both of their lives.
What's to love: Big personalities either win you over or rub you wrong. Luckily for Julian and myself, Malachi won our adoration even if it was lightly sprinkled with exasperation. He’s a lot to handle at the best of times. He just needed an anchor to keep him from bouncing around and creating chaos with his bubbly personality. Turns out his anchor was wrapped in brown, surrounded by parcels. Book lovin’ runs in my family and my mother has been sending brown paper book club to my daughter since she was born. I found it incredibly fitting that the head of the Dead Letter Office wears various shades of brown. Julian and Malachai quietly dance around their attraction and settle into colleagues and friends. When Julian requested Malachai’s assistance in solving a special postal cold case their subtle sparks catch fire. There’s no stopping them. And thank goodness, it was scorching hot! Sassy, sexy, and starry-eyed…what more can you ask for?? An absolutely perfect epilogue you say? You got it!
Beware of: Lost love letters…sure to tug on your heart. Found love…sure to hug you tight. And a lost-and-found family…that’s cute as a bug.
This book is for: My kindle is often an escape for me (especially these days) and amid their packages, Malachi and Julian delivered a bright and bubbly getaway that I won’t soon forget. If you need a smile or hug, this special delivery is just what you need.
Book UNfunk
August 29, 2021
After my last read of N.R. Walker all I can say is, THANK GOD I DIDN'T FAIL U AGAIN!!! 😫😫
LOVED IT!
This is the type of fluffy content that Walker does so well, a short, fun, quirky and uncomplicated story with lovely main characters who are unique and a little bit of misfits and lovely side characters. The banter reminded me of The Weight of it all, wich is one of my favorite Walker EVAH!
This book is a good vibe. Simple as that. 🤗🤗
My only problem is... Walker *takes a breath* darling, if you describe a nerdy character with A MONSTER DICK, do something more imaginative about it, the sex was so short and it kept being cut short.
One day they kissed, the next day blow and hands, the next some more of that and the next point A got in point B, because one character wanted to take it slow *snorts*
No honey, you should had made Julian fuck Malachi through a wall 4 different times in 4 different ways and I would have been served!
But, I loved it all the same and I love the name Malachi, everything was really lovely. 🥰🥰
LOVED IT!
This is the type of fluffy content that Walker does so well, a short, fun, quirky and uncomplicated story with lovely main characters who are unique and a little bit of misfits and lovely side characters. The banter reminded me of The Weight of it all, wich is one of my favorite Walker EVAH!
This book is a good vibe. Simple as that. 🤗🤗
My only problem is... Walker *takes a breath* darling, if you describe a nerdy character with A MONSTER DICK, do something more imaginative about it, the sex was so short and it kept being cut short.
One day they kissed, the next day blow and hands, the next some more of that and the next point A got in point B, because one character wanted to take it slow *snorts*
No honey, you should had made Julian fuck Malachi through a wall 4 different times in 4 different ways and I would have been served!
But, I loved it all the same and I love the name Malachi, everything was really lovely. 🥰🥰
December 31, 2021
4.5 Stars
I’m just going to reiterate what others are saying.
This really was a joy to read.
Malachi was fun and funny with his no filter personality, who constantly wears his heart on his sleeve. He’s always for the underdog, always for those who are treated unkindly or unfair. It will come as no surprise that he finally finds a place in his dad’s postal company, working in the Dead Letter department, trying to find the rightful destinations of the lost mail that comes through. When Malachi takes an avid interest in decades old love letters who have never found their recipient, he sets out to find some answers and hopefully a happy ending.
Leading the investigation is Julian, Malachi’s boss. As he and Malachi start working together to figure out the mystery, they inevitably grow closer resulting in some very sweet and steamy interactions.
Though Malachi is top entertainment value here, it’s Julian who stole my heart elevating himself to book boyfriend status. He's quite the yummy character in his understated serious but sexy way that really melted my heart among other things. Unf.
Overall, a very feel good Walker with a happy ending on both fronts!
I’m just going to reiterate what others are saying.
This really was a joy to read.
Malachi was fun and funny with his no filter personality, who constantly wears his heart on his sleeve. He’s always for the underdog, always for those who are treated unkindly or unfair. It will come as no surprise that he finally finds a place in his dad’s postal company, working in the Dead Letter department, trying to find the rightful destinations of the lost mail that comes through. When Malachi takes an avid interest in decades old love letters who have never found their recipient, he sets out to find some answers and hopefully a happy ending.
Leading the investigation is Julian, Malachi’s boss. As he and Malachi start working together to figure out the mystery, they inevitably grow closer resulting in some very sweet and steamy interactions.
Though Malachi is top entertainment value here, it’s Julian who stole my heart elevating himself to book boyfriend status. He's quite the yummy character in his understated serious but sexy way that really melted my heart among other things. Unf.
Overall, a very feel good Walker with a happy ending on both fronts!
August 27, 2021
4.5 "Christ on a freaking beige cracker" and "a perfect ending" 💫
You told me your heart would stay with me no matter where in this world we are.
I love you, Milton James.
One day I’ll say those words to you, using your real name. One day.
After eight books, I think I am in the right place to say that I like NR Walker's writing most of the time but by temperament, I am not a cute-sweet romance-loving person.
So, my default mode is never going to be "let's love this book because the author is NR Walker".Still, with all my hang-ups, I can't help but adore this book from the very first page.
I started laughing, smiling and then laughing from page 1 to page 52 continuously. And, I mean not some ladylike laugh but a full-on cackle.Actually, whenever Malachi starts his verbal spewage I can't help but crack up.
Summary
Malachi is a 27-year-old quintessential flamboyant gay guy who loves colours and hates boring desk jobs. But, after his latest debacle, where he wore a skirt at work to prove his point against unfair dress code. His father forced him to work as a desk officer in the Mail redirection centre also known as Dead letter office.
Initially, Malachi hated everything about this Beige office still, he couldn't help but develop a crush on his new boss Julian Pollard aka Nerdy boss/Mr. All Brown/sexy beige/Boss Mcbrown etc.
Moreover, for the first time in his life, Malachi is excited about his job and he is loving all the sleuthing he gets to do at his job. He also started liking his co-workers, who are a bunch of misfits. And, then he got intrigued about a box of letters from the 70s and wanted to find the recipient to get closure.
Characterisation
There is no doubt that NR Walker has a real knack for writing fully-crafted characters. She not only gives us full-fledged main characters but her side characters. So, there is no doubt that I liked the MCs, Malachi and Julian and the co-workers. Julian Pollard, the beige/brown loving boss, was a quiet, reserved guy who loved to help everyone around him. Every worker at the Post office has a personality, even the long-dead, ex-employee, Glenda(yeah!! they celebrate a dead ex-employee birthday).
But the shining star of this book is Malachi, our narrator(its single POV).
He is unapologetically gay and OTT. He loves to match his hair colour with the colour of his shoes. He has a penchant for speaking without thinking and indulging in regular verbal diarrhoea. And, he loves to give nicknames to everything. But, he is not shallow, he loves to help people and easily gets emotionally invested in things.
Romance
This has a classic case of opposite attracts meet NR Walker romance. Malachi is sunshine and although Jullian can't be called grumpy, his life is definitely lacklustre. The relationship starts with a crush then flirting and friendship and then comes the romance part.
I feel if AH is the queen of writing toxic relationships with red flags. NR Walker is definitely the Queen of how a Real relationship should be.
And, the cherry on top is the mystery around the old letters. I mean we all have read about this side-plot but still, I could not help but swoon at the end.
But, I think if I ever take the gayness test, I am definitely going to fail. Not, because of my sexuality but because of my inability to find a gay qualifier. I mean who knew there are colours called bad boy blue, zombie-chlorine green, summer periwinkle or lemon sorbet yellow.😩😩
I am not yet decided but I think this is going to tie with Tallowwood as my fav NR Walker's book. Although August and Jacob are still going to be my fav couple, Malachi is my new fav MC by this author.
"That’ll be us one day, Fifty years from now", Julien said.
“Yes, it will,” I replied. “I’ll be the cute one.”
Julian laughed. “Yes, you will be. And I’ll be the one who looks after the cute one,
Yes, you will, Forever, Malachi.”
“Hmm, my second favourite F-word.”
You told me your heart would stay with me no matter where in this world we are.
I love you, Milton James.
One day I’ll say those words to you, using your real name. One day.
After eight books, I think I am in the right place to say that I like NR Walker's writing most of the time but by temperament, I am not a cute-sweet romance-loving person.
So, my default mode is never going to be "let's love this book because the author is NR Walker".Still, with all my hang-ups, I can't help but adore this book from the very first page.
I started laughing, smiling and then laughing from page 1 to page 52 continuously. And, I mean not some ladylike laugh but a full-on cackle.Actually, whenever Malachi starts his verbal spewage I can't help but crack up.
Summary
Malachi is a 27-year-old quintessential flamboyant gay guy who loves colours and hates boring desk jobs. But, after his latest debacle, where he wore a skirt at work to prove his point against unfair dress code. His father forced him to work as a desk officer in the Mail redirection centre also known as Dead letter office.
Initially, Malachi hated everything about this Beige office still, he couldn't help but develop a crush on his new boss Julian Pollard aka Nerdy boss/Mr. All Brown/sexy beige/Boss Mcbrown etc.
Moreover, for the first time in his life, Malachi is excited about his job and he is loving all the sleuthing he gets to do at his job. He also started liking his co-workers, who are a bunch of misfits. And, then he got intrigued about a box of letters from the 70s and wanted to find the recipient to get closure.
Characterisation
There is no doubt that NR Walker has a real knack for writing fully-crafted characters. She not only gives us full-fledged main characters but her side characters. So, there is no doubt that I liked the MCs, Malachi and Julian and the co-workers. Julian Pollard, the beige/brown loving boss, was a quiet, reserved guy who loved to help everyone around him. Every worker at the Post office has a personality, even the long-dead, ex-employee, Glenda(yeah!! they celebrate a dead ex-employee birthday).
But the shining star of this book is Malachi, our narrator(its single POV).
He is unapologetically gay and OTT. He loves to match his hair colour with the colour of his shoes. He has a penchant for speaking without thinking and indulging in regular verbal diarrhoea. And, he loves to give nicknames to everything. But, he is not shallow, he loves to help people and easily gets emotionally invested in things.
Romance
This has a classic case of opposite attracts meet NR Walker romance. Malachi is sunshine and although Jullian can't be called grumpy, his life is definitely lacklustre. The relationship starts with a crush then flirting and friendship and then comes the romance part.
I feel if AH is the queen of writing toxic relationships with red flags. NR Walker is definitely the Queen of how a Real relationship should be.
And, the cherry on top is the mystery around the old letters. I mean we all have read about this side-plot but still, I could not help but swoon at the end.
But, I think if I ever take the gayness test, I am definitely going to fail. Not, because of my sexuality but because of my inability to find a gay qualifier. I mean who knew there are colours called bad boy blue, zombie-chlorine green, summer periwinkle or lemon sorbet yellow.😩😩
I am not yet decided but I think this is going to tie with Tallowwood as my fav NR Walker's book. Although August and Jacob are still going to be my fav couple, Malachi is my new fav MC by this author.
"That’ll be us one day, Fifty years from now", Julien said.
“Yes, it will,” I replied. “I’ll be the cute one.”
Julian laughed. “Yes, you will be. And I’ll be the one who looks after the cute one,
Yes, you will, Forever, Malachi.”
“Hmm, my second favourite F-word.”
June 20, 2025
Shit, that was the most adorable thing I’ve read in a while.
This story is set in the charmingly quirky Dead Letter Office - yes, that’s a real place and yes, I now want to work there - where all the lost and undelivered mail ends up, just waiting to be redirected to the right hands. Like some old love letters, that paint the picture of a tragic because forbidden, gay love, that have been sitting there for 40 years. Until this little crew of wonderful misfits decide to find their writer.
I’ve realised I’m an absolute sucker for the trope where two characters find an old diary or letters that tell the story of a long-lost queer romance, and then slowly fall in love themselves while unraveling it. Something about it just scratches an itch in my brain, and this book did it beautifully.
The opposites attract between Julian and Malachi was so well done:
Mr. Beige, Sensible And Proper vs. Mr. Hot Mess Express Who Doesn’t Have A Filter And Matches His Hair To His Colourful Outfits was such a delightful combination to read. Add in some forbidden tension, sweetness, banter and hotness, and I’m happy.
Their dynamic reminded me a LOT of NRW’s Throwing Hearts, so if you liked that one, you’ll love this one too.
This book was pure feel-good vibes, no angst, just warmth, whimsy, and queer joy.
NRW at her softest and best.
This story is set in the charmingly quirky Dead Letter Office - yes, that’s a real place and yes, I now want to work there - where all the lost and undelivered mail ends up, just waiting to be redirected to the right hands. Like some old love letters, that paint the picture of a tragic because forbidden, gay love, that have been sitting there for 40 years. Until this little crew of wonderful misfits decide to find their writer.
I’ve realised I’m an absolute sucker for the trope where two characters find an old diary or letters that tell the story of a long-lost queer romance, and then slowly fall in love themselves while unraveling it. Something about it just scratches an itch in my brain, and this book did it beautifully.
The opposites attract between Julian and Malachi was so well done:
Mr. Beige, Sensible And Proper vs. Mr. Hot Mess Express Who Doesn’t Have A Filter And Matches His Hair To His Colourful Outfits was such a delightful combination to read. Add in some forbidden tension, sweetness, banter and hotness, and I’m happy.
Their dynamic reminded me a LOT of NRW’s Throwing Hearts, so if you liked that one, you’ll love this one too.
This book was pure feel-good vibes, no angst, just warmth, whimsy, and queer joy.
NRW at her softest and best.
August 14, 2023
Malachi is the son of the CEO of an Australian post service. He's fearlessly gay and stubbornly independent and has not yet managed to hold a steady job for long even though he's 27 years old.
However, Malachi isn't lazy. He's just....a lot to take in for many employers and his mouth often gets him in trouble.
His dad decides to give him a final chance to earn his keep and arranges for Malachi to start a job at the 'Dead Letter Office' (or Mail Distribution Center to be exact).
Malachi's new job is finding the correct recipients for letters and parcels that do not have correct or complete labelling or where the address fell off or was rendered illegible for whatever reason. So the post cannot deliver them and the mail distribution team needs to find more details, before the parcel can reach its intended recipient.
The team working there seems to be a selection of unique characters and out and proud Malachi, who matches his clothes' color to the color of his weekly changing hair dye, fits right in.
Also, the job is interesting and purposeful, so for the first time in his life, Malachi is happy holding a job.
The incentive of having a quiet, hot daddy boss, who shows growing interest in Malachi isn't too bad either.
The main story revolves around finding the sender or recipient of a bunch of 50 year old letters that have been sitting in the center's office for decades and could never be traced back to where they belong. They are love letters of a gay man to another, but for safety reasons, the names used are not real names.
It takes a lot of sleuthing and creativity for Malachi and his friends to make sense of the letters' few hints and find out where they came from.
It's a super heart-warming story. The letters are an amazing plot device. I absolutely loved them.
The love story between Malachi and Julian was cute, but the initial back and forth between them (you're my boss, I'm your employee) was a bit tiring. They never stuck to what they agreed anyway and ended up as a workplace romance that will work well until it doesn't. And if that time comes, going to work will be complicated. So yeah, better not get involved at work.
Still, a beautiful story with a great message of love from a time when being gay was not socially accepted.
4 stars!
However, Malachi isn't lazy. He's just....a lot to take in for many employers and his mouth often gets him in trouble.
His dad decides to give him a final chance to earn his keep and arranges for Malachi to start a job at the 'Dead Letter Office' (or Mail Distribution Center to be exact).
Malachi's new job is finding the correct recipients for letters and parcels that do not have correct or complete labelling or where the address fell off or was rendered illegible for whatever reason. So the post cannot deliver them and the mail distribution team needs to find more details, before the parcel can reach its intended recipient.
The team working there seems to be a selection of unique characters and out and proud Malachi, who matches his clothes' color to the color of his weekly changing hair dye, fits right in.
Also, the job is interesting and purposeful, so for the first time in his life, Malachi is happy holding a job.
The incentive of having a quiet, hot daddy boss, who shows growing interest in Malachi isn't too bad either.
The main story revolves around finding the sender or recipient of a bunch of 50 year old letters that have been sitting in the center's office for decades and could never be traced back to where they belong. They are love letters of a gay man to another, but for safety reasons, the names used are not real names.
It takes a lot of sleuthing and creativity for Malachi and his friends to make sense of the letters' few hints and find out where they came from.
It's a super heart-warming story. The letters are an amazing plot device. I absolutely loved them.
The love story between Malachi and Julian was cute, but the initial back and forth between them (you're my boss, I'm your employee) was a bit tiring. They never stuck to what they agreed anyway and ended up as a workplace romance that will work well until it doesn't. And if that time comes, going to work will be complicated. So yeah, better not get involved at work.
Still, a beautiful story with a great message of love from a time when being gay was not socially accepted.
4 stars!
August 28, 2021
3.5 rounded up. totally sweet and adorable with no real angst or drama, which was exactly what i was in the mood for after a string of heavier books lately.
some of the jokes didn’t quite land for me here, but that’s okay ‘cause i still quite enjoyed this for what it was.
some of the jokes didn’t quite land for me here, but that’s okay ‘cause i still quite enjoyed this for what it was.
November 17, 2024
This right here, is the perfect example of why I love N.R Walker when she goes down the light, fluffy road. Dearest Milton James was a pure joy to read. Like, I couldn't stop smiling, nor reading for that matter (thank god Sweden are changing from summer to winter time tonight and I get an extra hour of sleep).
I loved Malachi and his verbal diarrhea. And the more stoic Julian and his salami. And the banter. And the secondary characters. And the letters. The letters made me swoon so hard. I can see myself picking this up when I need some cheering up in the future.
I loved Malachi and his verbal diarrhea. And the more stoic Julian and his salami. And the banter. And the secondary characters. And the letters. The letters made me swoon so hard. I can see myself picking this up when I need some cheering up in the future.
November 1, 2021
4.5 Stars
This story was absolutely delightful. Easily one of the most charming, feel-good romances I’ve read all year.
I’ve always has a slight fascination with the Australian Post’s Dead Letter Office (now renamed the Mail Redistribution Centre), ever since I did a film study in high school of the Australian film of the same name. I’ve even read an article or two in recent years, about the dead letter detectives, that stayed fondly in my mind, making the premise of this book very intriguing indeed.
With this unique office setting in the forefront, Walker crafted a truly dazzling and memorable story, featuring some of the loveliest characters I’ve read in forever.
I effortlessly adored main characters Malachi and Julian, with their new employee/boss dynamic and the simple but romantic way they fell in love while working together to uncover the mystery behind a stack of decades-since-lost love letters, simply titled, Dearest Milton James.
This story had charm and romance, sure, but the mystery behind the love letters held my attention rapt, making me whip through the pages so I could find out how this old forbidden love story, about two young Aussie boys in the seventies, would end. Much like Malachi and Julian, I was so very invested in the outcome, and the conclusion, blessedly, was everything I hoped it would be and more.
I smiled a bunch (over Malachi's charming rambling), I swooned a lot (over Julian's romantic overtures), and I even cried happy tears before all was said and done.
This will easily now hold rank among some of my most coveted favourites of Walker’s stories.
This story was absolutely delightful. Easily one of the most charming, feel-good romances I’ve read all year.
I’ve always has a slight fascination with the Australian Post’s Dead Letter Office (now renamed the Mail Redistribution Centre), ever since I did a film study in high school of the Australian film of the same name. I’ve even read an article or two in recent years, about the dead letter detectives, that stayed fondly in my mind, making the premise of this book very intriguing indeed.
With this unique office setting in the forefront, Walker crafted a truly dazzling and memorable story, featuring some of the loveliest characters I’ve read in forever.
I effortlessly adored main characters Malachi and Julian, with their new employee/boss dynamic and the simple but romantic way they fell in love while working together to uncover the mystery behind a stack of decades-since-lost love letters, simply titled, Dearest Milton James.
This story had charm and romance, sure, but the mystery behind the love letters held my attention rapt, making me whip through the pages so I could find out how this old forbidden love story, about two young Aussie boys in the seventies, would end. Much like Malachi and Julian, I was so very invested in the outcome, and the conclusion, blessedly, was everything I hoped it would be and more.
I smiled a bunch (over Malachi's charming rambling), I swooned a lot (over Julian's romantic overtures), and I even cried happy tears before all was said and done.
This will easily now hold rank among some of my most coveted favourites of Walker’s stories.
August 29, 2021
3,75 stars
I enjoyed this in a quiet way.
But somehow, it didn’t make a major impact.
Malachi is the typical cute, flamboyant twink who talks too much when he gets nervous and is loved by everyone.
Julian is the restrained, calm and authoritative professor type, glasses and a beige/brown wardrobe and all.
These are roles we've read before, and while both men are decidedly sympathetic, and the romance is sweet and funny, I felt something was missing along the way. Maybe everything went too smoothly? Maybe things worked out too easily? Maybe the story felt a little superficial? Maybe I was in the wrong mood for it?
I was marginally confused by the characterization of Malachi’s father who comes across as an overbearing ogre to start with, but is in fact a nice guy, as we find out later.
The story surrounding the letters that give the book its name didn’t really intrigue me too much, tbh. Yeah, it is lovely and the outcome is satisfying, but again the whole execution felt very one-dimensional.
Actually, the most interesting part for me was the work Julian and his team do (I did like all those guys a lot!) in the Dead Letter Department. I had no idea how much mail never arrives at its destination! And how fascinating it can be to figure out who the recipient is.
It’s a fine book, if you are looking for something light and sweet. No doubt this is a cheerful book with lots of joyful vibes.
I enjoyed this in a quiet way.
But somehow, it didn’t make a major impact.
Malachi is the typical cute, flamboyant twink who talks too much when he gets nervous and is loved by everyone.
Julian is the restrained, calm and authoritative professor type, glasses and a beige/brown wardrobe and all.
These are roles we've read before, and while both men are decidedly sympathetic, and the romance is sweet and funny, I felt something was missing along the way. Maybe everything went too smoothly? Maybe things worked out too easily? Maybe the story felt a little superficial? Maybe I was in the wrong mood for it?
I was marginally confused by the characterization of Malachi’s father who comes across as an overbearing ogre to start with, but is in fact a nice guy, as we find out later.
The story surrounding the letters that give the book its name didn’t really intrigue me too much, tbh. Yeah, it is lovely and the outcome is satisfying, but again the whole execution felt very one-dimensional.
Actually, the most interesting part for me was the work Julian and his team do (I did like all those guys a lot!) in the Dead Letter Department. I had no idea how much mail never arrives at its destination! And how fascinating it can be to figure out who the recipient is.
It’s a fine book, if you are looking for something light and sweet. No doubt this is a cheerful book with lots of joyful vibes.
August 29, 2021
4.5 Stars!
Loved this one!
Malachi was PERFECTION! 😍 I loved his character so much. Julian wasn’t so bad either! 😉
Lots of laugh out loud moments. Some super sexy ones too.
I loved following along on the hunt for the author of the Dearest Milton James letters.
The whole concept of the Dead Letter Office was rather fascinating. I totally want a job with the gang of misfits! 😆
Loved this one!
Malachi was PERFECTION! 😍 I loved his character so much. Julian wasn’t so bad either! 😉
Lots of laugh out loud moments. Some super sexy ones too.
I loved following along on the hunt for the author of the Dearest Milton James letters.
The whole concept of the Dead Letter Office was rather fascinating. I totally want a job with the gang of misfits! 😆
August 28, 2021
Absolutely brilliant and quite moving
What I love best about N.R. Walker is her versatility, this book just steps that up another gear.
It's totally unexpected, not only in the uniqueness of the narrative, but also in the way it takes a fairly ordinary thing - investigating a bunch of lost letters - and turns it into two beautiful love stories.
The first is the one we're privy to, that of Malachi and Julian, who are employee and boss respectively at the Mail Redistribution Centre, aka the Dead Letter Office.
The second is the one in the letters themselves and it's poignant and bittersweet on the one hand but also heartfelt and inspiring on the other.
The thought that, even at a time when being gay could see you thrown in prison, people still loved, they found ways to get around the ridiculous laws and judgement, really is a moving one.
I'm quite happy to admit I got teary towards the end of this book and it was with no little trepidation that I read the last few chapters.
I won't spoil what happens, but the epilogue four years later with this fabulous bunch of misfits still holding a birthday party for a colleague who'd died before Malachi even started work, just made me heart happy.
It's a truly joy bringing book which everyone should read.
What I love best about N.R. Walker is her versatility, this book just steps that up another gear.
It's totally unexpected, not only in the uniqueness of the narrative, but also in the way it takes a fairly ordinary thing - investigating a bunch of lost letters - and turns it into two beautiful love stories.
The first is the one we're privy to, that of Malachi and Julian, who are employee and boss respectively at the Mail Redistribution Centre, aka the Dead Letter Office.
The second is the one in the letters themselves and it's poignant and bittersweet on the one hand but also heartfelt and inspiring on the other.
The thought that, even at a time when being gay could see you thrown in prison, people still loved, they found ways to get around the ridiculous laws and judgement, really is a moving one.
I'm quite happy to admit I got teary towards the end of this book and it was with no little trepidation that I read the last few chapters.
I won't spoil what happens, but the epilogue four years later with this fabulous bunch of misfits still holding a birthday party for a colleague who'd died before Malachi even started work, just made me heart happy.
It's a truly joy bringing book which everyone should read.
August 30, 2021
This was one of the funniest books I have read this year and I loved every second of it.
What I Loved:
- Malachi: He was HILARIOUS! His inner monologue, lack of filter, and verbal diarrhea were just glorious. he's one of the sweetest characters I've read in a long time and no one does sweet like NR Walker. #Trademark
- Julian: Stoic and reserved, he was swept away by the force of Malachi's liveliness. Mal is a breath of fresh air and Julian becomes #Entranced.
- The Plot: the men bond over reading a group of forgotten letters " Dearest Milton James", one man writing love letters to his male lover in the 70s before he went to Vietnam. Mal and Julian want to find these men and return the letters. Through their quest, they fall for each other and grow #Closer.
- The Romance: Only one world: SWEET. These men were just #Adorable
- Steam-o-meter: Low steam, though the UST and sexual innuendos were certainly steamy. Julian's "anaconda" kind of fries Malachi's brain though. #PGAdvised
- Angst-o-meter: no angst. #FeelGoodBook
- The HEA: sweet and fit so well with the whole book. These men are more in love in their epilogue as ever. #Forever.
I received an ARC from the author and this is my honest review.
What I Loved:
- Malachi: He was HILARIOUS! His inner monologue, lack of filter, and verbal diarrhea were just glorious. he's one of the sweetest characters I've read in a long time and no one does sweet like NR Walker. #Trademark
- Julian: Stoic and reserved, he was swept away by the force of Malachi's liveliness. Mal is a breath of fresh air and Julian becomes #Entranced.
- The Plot: the men bond over reading a group of forgotten letters " Dearest Milton James", one man writing love letters to his male lover in the 70s before he went to Vietnam. Mal and Julian want to find these men and return the letters. Through their quest, they fall for each other and grow #Closer.
- The Romance: Only one world: SWEET. These men were just #Adorable
- Steam-o-meter: Low steam, though the UST and sexual innuendos were certainly steamy. Julian's "anaconda" kind of fries Malachi's brain though. #PGAdvised
- Angst-o-meter: no angst. #FeelGoodBook
- The HEA: sweet and fit so well with the whole book. These men are more in love in their epilogue as ever. #Forever.
I received an ARC from the author and this is my honest review.
August 28, 2021
I really enjoyed and highly recommend this one. 3.5 rounded up because Malachi 😍🥰.
The setting was very original to me and really came to life without being boring. I really loved Malachi, he was eccentric, in a good way, from start to finish. The "investigation" into the letters and the resolution were great and well paced. I liked Julian too and the single POV really worked here. The level of communication was great thanks to Malachi's lack of filter
the less good 2 of their "dates" felt way too similar and we could have been doing something else. The book opens with Malachi's father being VERY controlling but then we don't see him again. That was weird and I wish we had seen interactions between Malachi and his mother/siblings... I wish we had seen Malachi meeting Julian's friends, and Julian meeting Moni (I really wanted more of her). Finally, and that's a very personal thing, I did not really like the sex scenes here. There weren't that many but something felt off. From Julian's hesitation to his physique, something did not work for me and I'm not sure what. It wasn't cheesy or anything, really nothing objectively wrong.
The setting was very original to me and really came to life without being boring. I really loved Malachi, he was eccentric, in a good way, from start to finish. The "investigation" into the letters and the resolution were great and well paced. I liked Julian too and the single POV really worked here. The level of communication was great thanks to Malachi's lack of filter
the less good 2 of their "dates" felt way too similar and we could have been doing something else. The book opens with Malachi's father being VERY controlling but then we don't see him again. That was weird and I wish we had seen interactions between Malachi and his mother/siblings... I wish we had seen Malachi meeting Julian's friends, and Julian meeting Moni (I really wanted more of her). Finally, and that's a very personal thing, I did not really like the sex scenes here. There weren't that many but something felt off. From Julian's hesitation to his physique, something did not work for me and I'm not sure what. It wasn't cheesy or anything, really nothing objectively wrong.
September 4, 2021
The premise of the story was so cute - finding the author of letters that had been "missing" (but found in their postal warehouse) for almost 50 years.
And the second half was much better than the first.
But Malachi - he was a lot. I, personally, don't do well with supreme extroverts who ramble. And he just couldn't make himself shut up. I see why others would find it endearing; I'm just not one of them.
And the second half was much better than the first.
But Malachi - he was a lot. I, personally, don't do well with supreme extroverts who ramble. And he just couldn't make himself shut up. I see why others would find it endearing; I'm just not one of them.
August 29, 2021
4.5 stars
I really enjoyed this! Sweet, no drama story.
I really enjoyed this! Sweet, no drama story.
February 23, 2024
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below. Sorry. Went a bit overboard with the quotes again.
“[…] I’m sorry if that was out of line. I tend to say stuff that I realise I shouldn’t have said, generally right after I’ve said them.”
You’re gonna have to look far and wide to find a more charming story than this one. It had me laughing out loud, grinning wide, crying a little bit, and just feeling all the warm and fuzzies. It is sweetness through and through, and has a very OTT sassy twink that is also the kindest person as the POV character, and his quiet boss (with total daddy vibes) who falls in love with him. It is adorable to see how easily he fit in with the ‘band of misfits’ at the Dead Letter Office (sorry Julian).
“He’s amazing, and he’s sweet and smart and gorgeous and funny.” Then I put my hands about ten inches apart. “And you know those huge salami they hang in the deli windows?” “Oh, that’s enough,” Julian said, barrelling into the breakroom.
I was worried about the letters for a while because I really had no idea if they were going to find out who wrote them or if the story in the letters had a happy ending. Every one they read made me cry, so there’s that. Couldn’t recommend it more if you want something romcom-y with a snarky POV character, salami-sized dongs, and just an overall feel-good vibe.
See, I have the best of intentions. It’s just my willpower that’s lacking.
Also, I think I would freaking love that job. Doing detective shit and getting letters sent to their rightful recipient? Sign me up.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & tags ⚠️
Romcom
Boss/employee
Workplace romance
Nervous rambling
Found family
Sassy twink
Size queen
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Explicit sexual content
Mentions of being cheated on by an ex
Homophobia referenced
Mention of past criminalization of homosexuality
Brief mentions of the Vietnam war (no details)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, single POV
Genre: Contemporary romance, M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Strict roles
Main characters’ age: 27 and 34
Pages: 228
“I’m glad you’re enjoying your work.” “Yes, I am! Well, I ate the arse of a cat cake this morning and we toasted the birth of a dead woman whom I never met, and that wasn’t even the weirdest part of my morning.”
“How are you at keeping secrets?” I sat forward, eyes wide, excited. “Absolutely terrible. Do not tell me anything.”
“You’re nervous,” he noted casually. “I feel like I’m in trouble. Like I’m in the principal’s office.” I put my hand to my forehead. “Which is kinda hot, not gonna lie.”
“I didn’t mean to offend you. Did I offend you? I’m sorry if I did.” “I’m not offended. I’m also not that old. How old do you think I am?” I looked at him, horrified. “I absolutely will not answer that question. I know entrapment when I see it. […]”
“Jesus fucking Christ,” I breathed, staring at it. At him. “That is the biggest, most beautiful dick I’ve ever seen.” Julian’s cheeks flamed pink. “It’s . . . it’s been an issue for some guys.” I put my hand to my chest. “Believe me when I say, I am not some guys. And my mum never raised no quitter.”
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“[…] I’m sorry if that was out of line. I tend to say stuff that I realise I shouldn’t have said, generally right after I’ve said them.”
You’re gonna have to look far and wide to find a more charming story than this one. It had me laughing out loud, grinning wide, crying a little bit, and just feeling all the warm and fuzzies. It is sweetness through and through, and has a very OTT sassy twink that is also the kindest person as the POV character, and his quiet boss (with total daddy vibes) who falls in love with him. It is adorable to see how easily he fit in with the ‘band of misfits’ at the Dead Letter Office (sorry Julian).
“He’s amazing, and he’s sweet and smart and gorgeous and funny.” Then I put my hands about ten inches apart. “And you know those huge salami they hang in the deli windows?” “Oh, that’s enough,” Julian said, barrelling into the breakroom.
I was worried about the letters for a while because I really had no idea if they were going to find out who wrote them or if the story in the letters had a happy ending. Every one they read made me cry, so there’s that. Couldn’t recommend it more if you want something romcom-y with a snarky POV character, salami-sized dongs, and just an overall feel-good vibe.
See, I have the best of intentions. It’s just my willpower that’s lacking.
Also, I think I would freaking love that job. Doing detective shit and getting letters sent to their rightful recipient? Sign me up.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & tags ⚠️
Romcom
Boss/employee
Workplace romance
Nervous rambling
Found family
Sassy twink
Size queen
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Explicit sexual content
Mentions of being cheated on by an ex
Homophobia referenced
Mention of past criminalization of homosexuality
Brief mentions of the Vietnam war (no details)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, single POV
Genre: Contemporary romance, M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Strict roles
Main characters’ age: 27 and 34
Pages: 228
“I’m glad you’re enjoying your work.” “Yes, I am! Well, I ate the arse of a cat cake this morning and we toasted the birth of a dead woman whom I never met, and that wasn’t even the weirdest part of my morning.”
“How are you at keeping secrets?” I sat forward, eyes wide, excited. “Absolutely terrible. Do not tell me anything.”
“You’re nervous,” he noted casually. “I feel like I’m in trouble. Like I’m in the principal’s office.” I put my hand to my forehead. “Which is kinda hot, not gonna lie.”
“I didn’t mean to offend you. Did I offend you? I’m sorry if I did.” “I’m not offended. I’m also not that old. How old do you think I am?” I looked at him, horrified. “I absolutely will not answer that question. I know entrapment when I see it. […]”
“Jesus fucking Christ,” I breathed, staring at it. At him. “That is the biggest, most beautiful dick I’ve ever seen.” Julian’s cheeks flamed pink. “It’s . . . it’s been an issue for some guys.” I put my hand to my chest. “Believe me when I say, I am not some guys. And my mum never raised no quitter.”
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December 16, 2021
(Reread) Dearest Milton James is one of my favourite stories by NR Walker. It's fun, light, sweet, heartwarming and addicting. There is nothing I would change and I adore every character.
"Why do I make you nervous?"
"Oh, no reason. I don't know. Because you're my boss and I don't want you to fire me. I like my job here, and I'm always nervous around people I find attractive-" Oh hell, I did not just say that. Stop talking, Malachi, stop talking, stop fucking talking."-so it's not even really my fault. I am the victim here."
The main character, Malachi, is a ray of light who is impossible not to love and Julian is the kind of guy everyone would like to be with. He is loyal, kind and always treats Malachi like the prince he is. I would never get bored with them!
"Can you see me without your glasses?"
Julian smiled. "Yes. You're the most beautiful blur I've ever seen."
NR Walker always writes great side characters, but this time they are even more epic. It felt like they were family rather than co-workers and the dynamics between them were as good as the romance itself.
"Every time he comes out of his office he looks at your desk first. He looks for you first."
"He does not."
She squinted at me. "Your smile is a little frightening. Could you turn the wattage down a bit? I have sensitive retinas."
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"Julian is one hundred per cent not my type but perfect in every way."
"Malachi, your type, until now, has been the emotionally unavailable, braindead muscle guys who want nothing but a quick fuck. I'm glad this guy is not your type. Nothing would make me happier if you started dating a guy who was the opposite of your type."
Last but not least, the sideplot was great. There was something so charming about trying to find the author of some love letters that were lost in the mail fifty years ago -and the letters were beautiful!
"Why do I make you nervous?"
"Oh, no reason. I don't know. Because you're my boss and I don't want you to fire me. I like my job here, and I'm always nervous around people I find attractive-" Oh hell, I did not just say that. Stop talking, Malachi, stop talking, stop fucking talking."-so it's not even really my fault. I am the victim here."
The main character, Malachi, is a ray of light who is impossible not to love and Julian is the kind of guy everyone would like to be with. He is loyal, kind and always treats Malachi like the prince he is. I would never get bored with them!
"Can you see me without your glasses?"
Julian smiled. "Yes. You're the most beautiful blur I've ever seen."
NR Walker always writes great side characters, but this time they are even more epic. It felt like they were family rather than co-workers and the dynamics between them were as good as the romance itself.
"Every time he comes out of his office he looks at your desk first. He looks for you first."
"He does not."
She squinted at me. "Your smile is a little frightening. Could you turn the wattage down a bit? I have sensitive retinas."
───────◇───────
"Julian is one hundred per cent not my type but perfect in every way."
"Malachi, your type, until now, has been the emotionally unavailable, braindead muscle guys who want nothing but a quick fuck. I'm glad this guy is not your type. Nothing would make me happier if you started dating a guy who was the opposite of your type."
Last but not least, the sideplot was great. There was something so charming about trying to find the author of some love letters that were lost in the mail fifty years ago -and the letters were beautiful!
October 21, 2021
3.5 ⭐️ This was adorable! I loved Malachi and Julian together.
Malachi is cute, fun, colourful, and suffers from lack of mouth filter, especially when he is nervous. Julian is sweet, serious, proper, and oddly dressed in beige. And Malachi’s new boss. And let’s just say his hotness makes Malachi very nervous. 😂
Did I really just tell him I’d never explored the daddy scene? And that I’m a twink? Fucking hell, Malachi. I met his eyes, horrified. “I’m just going to take the liberty of pretending I never said any of that, and I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t hear it either.”
I loved the letters mystery, such a fun and different story. And thank god it was there, because the romance got a little boring once they got together. Just two sweet cute guys falling in love, no bumps, no angst, not much excitement. 🤷♀️
A really fun read, if you’re looking for a whole lotta cuteness!
Malachi is cute, fun, colourful, and suffers from lack of mouth filter, especially when he is nervous. Julian is sweet, serious, proper, and oddly dressed in beige. And Malachi’s new boss. And let’s just say his hotness makes Malachi very nervous. 😂
Did I really just tell him I’d never explored the daddy scene? And that I’m a twink? Fucking hell, Malachi. I met his eyes, horrified. “I’m just going to take the liberty of pretending I never said any of that, and I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t hear it either.”
I loved the letters mystery, such a fun and different story. And thank god it was there, because the romance got a little boring once they got together. Just two sweet cute guys falling in love, no bumps, no angst, not much excitement. 🤷♀️
A really fun read, if you’re looking for a whole lotta cuteness!
December 7, 2025
I ADORED this book. Malachi is the epitome of the quirky character with verbal diarrhea I love. I was just as invested in the letters as Julian and Malachi were and wanted that couple to have a HEA as well.
I loved all the misfit workers, their willingness to accept Malachi as is, and to help with the letters.
The only thing that would have made this better was if we'd gotten Julian's POV, but even only seeing him through Malachi's eyes, he was still great. It was just a good-feel book all around.
I loved all the misfit workers, their willingness to accept Malachi as is, and to help with the letters.
The only thing that would have made this better was if we'd gotten Julian's POV, but even only seeing him through Malachi's eyes, he was still great. It was just a good-feel book all around.
September 10, 2025
3.5 ⭐️ Entertaining, sweet and light story to lighten up my mood. Loved the story about the lost letters. 😍
And yes, okay, one of the MCs has a huge cock, which was mentioned too often for my liking. 😂
And yes, okay, one of the MCs has a huge cock, which was mentioned too often for my liking. 😂
September 1, 2021
4.5 stars, rounded up because Malachi is so much fun. This is a lightweight office romance in the dead-letter office of the postal system, where a misfit crew follows clues to get lost mail back to its rightful owner. Malachi is a slacker of sorts, a guy who can't keep his mouth shut or his opinions quiet, who has bounced from job to job. However his father is in charge of the postal system, and here Malachi is in his mid twenties being driven to a new job obtained by nepotism, that he probably won't keep either.
Except his buttoned-down new boss is strangely hot, his coworkers are fun, and the unique nature of the work, along with the thread of doing right by people that underlies it, makes Malachi more willing to stick it out. And then there's the bundle of 40-year-old letters his boss has been hanging on to, that spark everyone's imagination, and the hunt for their author is on.
There could have been angst, with both the forbidden boss-employee nature of the romance and the forbidden-by-history nature of the letters, but the story plays out as humor, and light warmth. Not a book to get deep into the soul, but a fun comfort reread with a very engaging MC.
Except his buttoned-down new boss is strangely hot, his coworkers are fun, and the unique nature of the work, along with the thread of doing right by people that underlies it, makes Malachi more willing to stick it out. And then there's the bundle of 40-year-old letters his boss has been hanging on to, that spark everyone's imagination, and the hunt for their author is on.
There could have been angst, with both the forbidden boss-employee nature of the romance and the forbidden-by-history nature of the letters, but the story plays out as humor, and light warmth. Not a book to get deep into the soul, but a fun comfort reread with a very engaging MC.
June 12, 2024
Like a little Ray of sunshine!
Warm, funny, heartwarming, sweet, and sexy...I mean what more could you ask for? (If you're me, a dual POV.) 'Dearest Milton James' is told solely from Malachi's point of view, and I would have absolutely loved to have gotten into Julian's brain, but Malachi is so sweet, funny, and such a joy I only missed not getting Julian's point of view a little. Ultimately they are absolutely perfect for one another, I loved the story from the opening chapter, and I know this is going to go into my re-read rotation.
Single POV contemporary romance with plenty of humor, heat, and heart with a very happy ending.
I really hope this gets a good narrator. 🤞
4.5 stars
Warm, funny, heartwarming, sweet, and sexy...I mean what more could you ask for? (If you're me, a dual POV.) 'Dearest Milton James' is told solely from Malachi's point of view, and I would have absolutely loved to have gotten into Julian's brain, but Malachi is so sweet, funny, and such a joy I only missed not getting Julian's point of view a little. Ultimately they are absolutely perfect for one another, I loved the story from the opening chapter, and I know this is going to go into my re-read rotation.
Single POV contemporary romance with plenty of humor, heat, and heart with a very happy ending.
I really hope this gets a good narrator. 🤞
4.5 stars
June 12, 2025
I loved this book soooo much, I’m having trouble breathing! I laughed, swooned, felt all hot and bothered, cried—yes, cried the happiest of tears. This story is so beautiful and special I just can’t stop smiling.
It was *perfect*. Super funny (like laughing-out-loud-in-inappropriate-places kind of funny), super romantic, sweet, hot—just a story that hit *everything* right. I love lost love letters, and voilà, N.R. Walker went and wrote this incredible thing.
I adored the whole plot—seeking Milton James, tracking down those long-lost lovers. The mystery was gentle but heartfelt, and it added so much depth to the romance.
Malachi is an incredible person—a total ray of sunshine who says *literally* anything and everything that comes into his head. Zero filters. It takes a special kind of person to love that energy... and that person is Julian. Honestly, he just needed that sunshine, because wow, he looks so much better without all that beige 😅
Malachi isn’t an easy character—he’s a lot, and I know not everyone will vibe with his OTT-ness. But I *loved* it. It was never too much. It was just him, in all his glittering rainbow glory 🌈
Their slow burn? Top shelf. The flirting? Chef’s kiss. And once they finally got together? Heaven on earth. Truly one of the most adorable and funny MM rom-coms I’ve read. If you need sunshine and incredible characters in your life—this is the one.
Also: the side characters! The little misfit crew at the postal office 🫶 The way they all came together to help investigate the letters?? LOVED it.
And the ending… oh, wow. I’m crying with Malachi on this one. Full-on sobbing. Happy sobbing. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Also, side note: I would LOVE to have their job. Doing detective work with lost letters and parcels?? I never imagined that would be my dream job, but here we are!
I’ve read 41 N.R. Walker books and she still manages to surprise me with sweet, funny, and totally adorable stories and characters. Not all of them changed my life—but some, like this one, are keepers. The kind you tuck away in a sacred little corner of your heart ❤️
“That’ll be us one day,” he murmured. “Fifty years from now.”
I would never tire of hearing him say stuff like that. “Yes, it will,” I replied. I had no doubt. We were absolutely perfect for each other, in every way.
I nodded to the photo. “I’ll be the cute one.”
Julian laughed. “Yes, you will be. And I’ll be the one who looks after the cute one.”
“Yes, you will.”
He sighed and kissed the side of my head again. “Forever, Malachi.”
“Hmm, my second favourite F-word.”
He laughed. “Get to work.”
I grinned. “Yes, boss.”
It was *perfect*. Super funny (like laughing-out-loud-in-inappropriate-places kind of funny), super romantic, sweet, hot—just a story that hit *everything* right. I love lost love letters, and voilà, N.R. Walker went and wrote this incredible thing.
I adored the whole plot—seeking Milton James, tracking down those long-lost lovers. The mystery was gentle but heartfelt, and it added so much depth to the romance.
Malachi is an incredible person—a total ray of sunshine who says *literally* anything and everything that comes into his head. Zero filters. It takes a special kind of person to love that energy... and that person is Julian. Honestly, he just needed that sunshine, because wow, he looks so much better without all that beige 😅
Malachi isn’t an easy character—he’s a lot, and I know not everyone will vibe with his OTT-ness. But I *loved* it. It was never too much. It was just him, in all his glittering rainbow glory 🌈
Their slow burn? Top shelf. The flirting? Chef’s kiss. And once they finally got together? Heaven on earth. Truly one of the most adorable and funny MM rom-coms I’ve read. If you need sunshine and incredible characters in your life—this is the one.
Also: the side characters! The little misfit crew at the postal office 🫶 The way they all came together to help investigate the letters?? LOVED it.
And the ending… oh, wow. I’m crying with Malachi on this one. Full-on sobbing. Happy sobbing. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Also, side note: I would LOVE to have their job. Doing detective work with lost letters and parcels?? I never imagined that would be my dream job, but here we are!
I’ve read 41 N.R. Walker books and she still manages to surprise me with sweet, funny, and totally adorable stories and characters. Not all of them changed my life—but some, like this one, are keepers. The kind you tuck away in a sacred little corner of your heart ❤️
“That’ll be us one day,” he murmured. “Fifty years from now.”
I would never tire of hearing him say stuff like that. “Yes, it will,” I replied. I had no doubt. We were absolutely perfect for each other, in every way.
I nodded to the photo. “I’ll be the cute one.”
Julian laughed. “Yes, you will be. And I’ll be the one who looks after the cute one.”
“Yes, you will.”
He sighed and kissed the side of my head again. “Forever, Malachi.”
“Hmm, my second favourite F-word.”
He laughed. “Get to work.”
I grinned. “Yes, boss.”
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