Hudson's skill at drama, intrigue and horror are nearly unmatched, but Ella's an idiot.
Why, WHY, wouldn't Amelia, her cousin, or Ella, just TELL Jared what Ella suffered from? Especially Amelia, who knew about the power of blood exchange, and who, with Lucius (Vampire king) there to "guide" her from being too overprotective, and who SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT BETTER OF HER COUSIN! Everyone treated Ella like she was broken and lacking; was it any wonder she grew up compensating for her shortcomings in a completely over-the-top way? If she'd been given better background info and respect instead of being overprotected here entire life, she may not have been so self conscious about her disability/illness, and Jared might have gotten a clue earlier about her being his Chosen. And could Ella have been any more wussy and wimpy about her fears? I doubt a four-year-old could have given a more cringe-worthy, realistic performance of a scardy-cat than Ella did in front of Jared and his club members -- again and again. She didn't seem to possess any logical, reasoning abilities that leaned toward at least a little intelligence either, as she made every wrong choice, move, and decision that landed her into serious trouble, time after time. Her wishy-washy, childish side irritated and grated, at complete odds to glimpses of the warm, loving, passionate, and quick-witted woman she kept hidden most of the time. I found her character confusing as heck, as though the writer couldn't help herself from giving Ella all those different types of qualities and personality. She came across as borderline certifiable, with strong leanings toward being breakable, psychotic and fragile despite having a strong sense of survival and self-preservation. She's really beautiful, though apparently not in her own eyes, and thinks she's alone with her problems and pain while refusing to allow herself to trust anyone, including her family, with her reality of pain and fear because of her health and fragility. I struggled to understand how she processed things, and why she reacted the way she did; however, even someone so damaged and having suffered her level of losses shouldn't have refused to see that NOT informing Jared, who was in charge of her safekeeping, was more detrimental to him being successful at protecting her. Sorry, not sorry for thinking her a moron and douche for keeping him in the dark. Great way to tie his hands, screw him up, making him fail, help his (and her) enemies! Gah! Soooo annoying! I thought about karma when she gets "diverte" in the cliffhanger: yes, definite points/stars off for the cliffhanger!