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385 pages, Paperback
Published October 28, 2021
I have enjoyed it. The excitement of having just one day to formulate a ‘memory’ or ‘thought’ (it has sometimes been difficult to separate the two) has been a joy some days, at others a task carried out through gritted teeth, but always, as the day’s work gets done, leaving me with a pleasant sense of achievement. Not major, but still something.
Novelists like [Iris] Murdoch, which means ninety-nine percent of all the novels published in the world since the war, see it as their task to tell a story, but, no longer in active dialogue with the audience as the traditional storyteller once was, feel they have to ‘see their characters’ and find the words to make the reader see them in turn. They have, they think, to persuade their readers that this is more than a story, it is life itself passing before them. They imagine that the more adjectives and adverbs they use the more the reader will forget that he or she is reading a book and enter the world the writer has conjured up for them. What I find is that exactly the opposite happens to me: the more adjectives and adverbs are used the more I am aware of the writer using words and the less I believe in what he or she is saying.
Think what it means to have time on your hands,
Time if not space to dwell, to see
What it means, simply to be
At the beck of no one’s commands,
To be stuck ashore, yet all at sea.
Didn’t you always want to break free?
Haven’t we all heard you cry ‘If only…’
Well, now’s the time to give only a try,
Because only is here and lonely.
As I worked on that book I became more and more aware of how the sparseness of the Bible’s narrative style, its reliance on simple statement of fact and dialogue without any attempt to probe the psychology of the characters, was something I was striving for om my own writing and admired in a few modern authors, such as Marguerite Duras and Muriel Spark. Far from this lack of ‘psychologising’ leading to a paucity of psychological understanding it brought out how complex the underlying motives of the characters were and how often they did not themselves understand why they engaged in certain actions or said certain things. Indeed, it suggested that act always comes before thought – something Dostoevsky alone among the major nineteenth-century authors seems instinctively to have understood.
We do not see history, though we may see – on TV at least – memorable events such as the shooting of Kennedy, the fall of the Berlin Wall or the attacks on the Twin Towers. But history, like our lives, moves on invisibly and no one can see it moving, any more than we can see grass grow.
Many a film has shown the line of fleeing civilians repeatedly strafed by German planes and many a novel has tried to give an account of those tumultuous days and to give us the feel of what those days were like. But by ‘telling a story’ they smooth things out, drain it of its confusion, because the narrative voice itself remains clear and unconfused. Simon’s account of the overwhelming of the French cavalry by the German panzer divisions is completely different. This is not because it tries to capture the confusion and horror by itself being confused but because it manages to convey in words the terrible lack of words we have to describe such events and the feelings they arouse. The traumatised soldier lying in bed with his lover, who cannot separate in his mind past from present as events reappear in different guises and he needs desperately to speak them, who returns compulsively to that horse gradually becoming one with the mud as he does to pre-war sexual betrayals and moments of sexual bliss, emerges through his repetitions, confusions and moments of lyrical beauty in a way none of the characters of a writer like Irène Némirovsky, dealing with the same subject, ever does. By the time we have finished the novel we have not been told a story, we have experienced something shattering, life-changing.
Who would have thought all the features that characterised the Brexit campaign – the flouting of the rules, the blatant hypocrisy, the ghastly sanctimoniousness, the tarring of all opponents as enemies of the people, the Little Englander mentality, the fetishisation of ‘this island nation’ – that all would survive intact and be on daily show in this government’s handling of a real national crisis, the coronavirus pandemic?
As I glanced at the different passages I realised that the quaint style was the result of this lack, for e in French is even more ubiquitous than it is in English – think of et ‘and’, and est, ‘he is’, and all the feminines, so that in order to accommodate an e-less vocabulary you have to perform some strange contortions.
In my writing I have always eschewed visual descriptions, perhaps because I don’t have a strong visual memory myself, but actually it is because reading such descriptions in other people’s novels I am instantly bored and feel it is so much dead wood.
nearly all my books and stories try to force the reader (and, I suppose, as I wrote, to force me) to face the strange phenomenon that everything does indeed pass, and that one day, perhaps sooner than most people think, humanity will pass and, eventually, the universe, but that most of the time we live as though all was permanent, including ourselves. What rich soil for the artist!
Why have I always had such an aversion to first person narratives? I think precisely because of their dishonesty – they start from a falsehood and can never recover. The falsehood that ‘I’ can talk in such detail and so smoothly about what has ‘happened’ to ‘me’, or even, sometimes, what is actually happening as ‘I’ write.
You never know till you’ve plunged in just what it is you really want to write. When I started writing The Inventory I had no idea repetition would play such an important role in it. And so it has been all through, right up to The Cemetery in Barnes. If I was a poet I would no doubt use refrains – I love the way the same thing becomes different the second time round
To write a novel in which nothing happens and yet everything happens: a secret dream of mine ever since I began to write