a woman even as I am,
malformed, with the bones of a minnow
and an elephant's memory
-Shreela Ray
The fourth book I've read in the wonderful "Unsung Masters" series (the others were Francis Jammes, Catherine Breese Davis, and Wendy Battin), this volume centers on a relatively early, pioneering Asian American poet (1942-1994), who was known to Auden, Frost, Berryman, etc. My favorite poems were:
"Kamala": I love this poem's eclectic energy, which carries it from its ballad-like opening lines ("Where are you going Kamala / little lotus, dark lotus, / so early in the morning?") through its lively evocation of a modern street in India, with its general store that sells the newest Georgette Heyer romance novels (how can anyone not love a poem with a Heyer reference?), a turbulent energy that allows the poem to magically occupy two places at once, to accompany Kamala on her walk to the post office and at the same time be oceans away waiting for her letter to arrive.
"Kafka 2": Here, the speaker reminisces about Berryman and other "elder brothers" and "sisters" in the poetic art, who gave her bleak counsels like "Ours is a task / of infinite loneliness. It's bad / enough for a man, even worse for a woman" and "Go home go home before / this country destroys you."
"The way we are": This poem recounts an incident of racism experienced in Arkansas: "Enter Charlene: / 'The family would prefer you don't come / to Church. Please understand the way / things are in small towns.'"
"No Man's Land": I like how, through its authoritative voice and vivid images ("Wormy apples bounce / onto the road"), this poem miraculously succeeds in achieving universality despite being peppered with stubbornly private allusions the poet declines to explain (e.g., "I...meet the wary disciple and scholar / who credit me with more villainies / than can be handled in a year" -- who are these two unpleasant acquaintances who so annoyed the speaker on the day in question? does it matter?).
"The Road to Puri": An emotionally naked love poem on being an Asian American woman in a relationship with a white American man ("Tonight / I want to sleep with a man / raised on dahl and rice.... // [But] I see you, my Yankee / on your knees... / scattering bonemeal for tulips, / your Dutch hands sifting the coarse dirt,... / my one rose in the enemy dust....").
"Main Street": A surreal, fantastical imagining of what would have happened if the speaker had put Indian bridal crowns in the mail, bringing out the magic in an incident a non-poet might have thought mundane ("Imagine it.... / meteors of sequins, tinsel comets plunging / into the Mediterranean. / And on the savannahs / working men would stop / and unafraid / stare at the sky....").
"Wisteria": The now-adult speaker is reminded by a wisteria tree of a movie starring Waheeda Rehman that fueled her romantic fantasies as a teen ("But dear God, / that was an ancient movie. / I'm in the USA.... / I'm some kind of believer, // but no girl.")
"Snow Buddha" and "A Visit to a Church": These beautiful, moving poems boldly contrast a daughter's love for her frail old mother with her vocal lack of love for the insincere "mavericks" and oppressors of the world. Finding the artifice of a church unfulfilling, the speaker elects to "tiptoe out to where the wind // is fresh of my mother's hands."