4.5 rounded up!
Rather than giving another plot summary, I just wanna break down what I did love about this book:
- laugh out loud funny
- brought me to tears near the end
- focus on a best-friend relationship, which is not represented very often (especially between two queer Black boys who are FRIENDS and not romantic interests)
- normalization of diverse identities! Experiences specifically related to being Black, being queer, etc. were never tokenized or preachy. Ex. There were references to racism in a way that felt natural to the lives of the characters (examples include: being afraid of driving partly because of his parent’s lecture on the danger of “Driving While Black” because of the police; being mistaken for another Black person; etc). Teens of different races, sexual orientations, gender identities, and socioeconomic statuses are presented in an organic way.
- going off of that... I also SUPER appreciated the inclusion of a character who is referred to with "they/them" AND IT IS NEVER SPECIFICALLY POINTED OUT - IT SIMPLY IS WHAT IT IS! I read the character as nonbinary, but I don't think their identity/label (if they even have one) is mentioned. They're just a super cool character who is never misgendered or Othered. Hell yeah.
- the messages of the story: sometimes plans don’t end up being followed, reality doesn’t match your expectations, but that’s okay! You can roll with life, make the best decisions you can given the circumstances, and still *dazzle*
- the theme of agency (and lack thereof when you’re still a minor under the authority of your parent/guardian) that feels almost as central to the book as friendship
- details of youth that felt very relatable, like being afraid of driving, not understanding “DADDY” merch at Pride, complicated but loving sibling relationships, being afraid that your best friend has a DIFFERENT best friend besides you (and feeling jealous/insecure about it but trying to be cool)
Overall it's a very fun, heartwarming, surprisingly soft book. I was honestly surprised by how 'quiet' it often felt. Sure, there's plenty of humour and wit, and scenes of excitement of adventure, but there is also a lot of introspection for both leads. It's a pretty good balance of plot and character-focus, imo, though it did drag in parts - especially in the beginning.
Other critiques:
- sometimes the switches between the present and the flashbacks were jarring
- switching between Linus’ and Harrison’s POV was actually difficult for me to follow at times – perhaps because the voice of the novel doesn’t really change between the two, even though the characters have different ways of speaking when in dialogue. I do feel like Linus could’ve been developed a bit better – Harrison feels like a stronger/more distinct character.
NONETHELESS, this is a lovely YA book and I'm so glad it exists! <3
Thank you Eric and PRH for sending me an ARC to read!