Tropes: opposites attract, good girl / bad boy, cheating, high school romance, Mafia romance
Feels: 1/5
Steam*: 2.5/5
Kinks: dirty talk, sex in risky places, mile high club
Angst: low
HEA: yes
Pairing: MF
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: Ilya actively abuses alcohol and drugs right up until the end, violence, death of parents in car accident in the past, Tenley's mother cheated on her father, blackmail by MMC and minor characters, corruption
Cheating between MCs: No, they weren't ever officially together until the end. They didn't have sex with anyone else during this book. Virgin FMC, manwhore MMC. Ilya was constantly a drink or line of coke away from f****** someone else though.
Any cheating: Yes. Tenley was technically with Patrick and cheated on him with Ilya, but Tenley was in a fake relationship with Patrick and had zero interest in him for himself. She wouldn't even let him kiss her.
Other person drama: Ilya is jealous over Patrick. Ilya is constantly ranting in his inner monologue that he should just fuck others, and he's constantly surrounded by half naked women offering themselves up. It's implied that he doesn't actually do anything with the other women because they bore him and he's hung up on Tenley.
1.5 stars
Tenley is the daughter of the US Secretary of State, who has been approached as a vice president candidate for the upcoming election. Her father asks her to be in a fake relationship with Patrick, the son of the president candidate. Because it will help give positive press to their campaign. She switches from an American school to a UK Elite boarding school for her final year of high school and has a love triangle with Patrick (who honestly has no shot in hell with her) and Ilya.
Ilya is also 18, in his last year of high school. He grew up an orphan raised by his uncle who is a member of the bratva. He is already initiated as a full member with the bratva. He partied so hard last term that he got into some trouble academically, even though he's a genius apparently. So they have set him up with a tutor. Tenley is that tutor. When they meet, he has absolutely no interest in tutoring and just wants to have her, but she's not single and she's worried about appearances and the bratva has an interest in the presidential election that causes conflict too.
Tiktok has a lot to answer for. I added this to my TBR because I saw a good tiktok about it. I should have dnf'd as soon as I saw it was high school, because high school, especially when it's MF is a tough pill for me to swallow. But I was like, there's supposed to be something special here, so I'll keep reading. And then I started hating hard, but I wanted to persevere because 1) OCD and 2) so that I could share in its totality my opinion of this book.
I added a billion notes in my Kindle as I was reading about things that were positive (very few) and things that were negative. I'm just going to dump my thoughts here in those piles. These are not in order of importance, they are just in chronological order as I was reading the book. My main problem was that these characters were so nonsensical and contrived in their interactions and Ilya was an immature b**** boy.
Things I liked:
- Page 286 - This interaction that she has with her father is the most real, organic, and vulnerable moment of the book so far. Everything else seems like cardboard cutouts being moved around a board. But the dialogue with her dad is a nice little moment
- First mutual hookup at 78%. Ilya hasn't gotten anything out of their previous hookups. I guess one positive thing to say about this book is that it's nice that the focus is more heavy on the female's sexual pleasure instead of so centered on the male's. When they are having sex, the smut is actually pretty good. One good thing about him is that he gets her off. But everything about their relationship outside of it sucks.
- It was nice how he described her at the end as being another wolf that matches him, as opposed to her being prey or Little Red Riding Hood to his wolf. I feel like she didn't entirely earn being called a wolf, but it was a nice concept.
Things I didn't like:
- Their interactions have been very minimal and superficial, they have barely interacted and we are at 29%. That's a long time into the book for them to have no connection built up yet.
- The music references are very specific and in your face throughout the book. It's a little poserish. And the story is so superficial.
- There are a few moments where Tenley was standing her ground and then she just throws herself back into his grasp. Dumb of her. Hard to respect Tenley.
- We went the entire book, where the whole premise of their relationship was that she is his tutor, and at no point in the book did they ever open school books or talk about school materials. It was the most ridiculous thing that that was the driver uniting them and there wasn't even a moment of even attempting real tutoring.
- Shaming a girl for her underwear is not a mature MMC. Ilya lost points with me for that.
- Their dreams for the future are so fricking incompatible. The Supreme Court dream is not very compatible with having a husband in the bratva. Fyi, the epilogue is only 2 months after the end of the book. I think they really needed to have an epilogue further into the future to make this couple lasting believable. I definitely couldn't see this couple lasting.
- It's annoying how we keep being reminded about how Tenley is not like other girls. And the only thing that Ilya likes about her is that she defies him. Yet she gives in to him, she caves almost every single time. Yeah she puts up a fight but she caves to his will all the time. So she isn't really the thing he even likes about her!
- Ilya left her in his bed after their first "sleepover" and was surprised and mad at Lukas for her dumping Ilya after!? You ghosted her in your own room and left her to awkwardly interact with your housemates in the morning and walk of shame home. That's on you...?
- It's annoying how Ilya keeps telling himself that it's over with Tenley. And he needs to bury himself in random pussy to shake the grip she has on his hormones. (It sounds like he doesn't actually hook up with anyone else, but it doesn't matter he's still a dick) He's so fickle. He's not as down bad for her as he could be, it's not giving good book boyfriend vibes.
- This tutoring s*** is complete b*******!!! They both agreed they were over, mutually! Yet Ilya keeps insisting on her showing up for tutoring? Yet he didn't ever need or want any tutoring whenever she does show up, he has clearly just been using it for personal means and he has no intention of using her tutoring or pursuing a relationship with her (though he does want to get more information on Patrick but he hasn't actively been using her to get information about Patrick either). Tenley honestly can't be faulted for thinking there was no point in showing up! And he kept manipulating the authority figures at the school to force her to show up for tutoring! My neurospicy rule following brain just balks at this. Also, why does it keep flipping between Patrick and Ilya having power over the school authority figures, if someone's going to be in someone's pocket you would think they would be loyal and consistent.
- By the 70% mark, feelings should be developing and characters should not be as selfish as Ilya is being. He should be looking out for his love interest and caring about her future and not just sabotaging her education and dreams because he wants to manipulate her.
- Ilya is so immature, he's all impulse, no rationality, no brains, no planning. There's no logic to what he does, he's wishy-washy and he pushes and pulls Tenley closer and away with no logic behind it.
- Unsafe sex. Given his manwhore ways, his very active drug use, and the lack of mention of her being on birth control before the sex, this is irresponsible
- Page 368 - Ilya's so immature. It would be nice if he could show some personal growth and for once not fall back on the crutch of alcohol, drugs, partying with women half naked around him and being a mess. He's got to pull himself together for his own sake.
- Ilya isn't smart or successful as a member of the bratva. His friend Lukas has to be the one to pony up research he's done that will blow Patrick to smithereens.
Some notable moments:
"“Just like you liked kissing me.” She laughs coldly, but it’s fragile. “Ilya, I can’t even remember kissing—” “Then let me remind you.” I don’t think, I just do. I pull her into me. My hand slips to the back of her hair, tangling it in my fist as I lower my mouth to crush our lips together. Last time, I kissed her to make a point. This time, it’s because she’s mine."
"“Does it owe you money?” I frown as I raise my eyes. Charlotte is looking at me curiously from across the kitchen. “Huh?” “Your waffle.” I lower my gaze to my place, to the waffle that Charlotte made me. The one that currently has about forty stab marks from my fork in it, though without a single bite. I feel my face burn as I look back to my friend. “Sorry.” “Don’t say sorry to me. Say sorry to the poor waffle.”"
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.