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276 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 13, 2021
How I loved this story! I've come to love Fearne Hill's writing very much. Ever since I read To Hold a Hidden Pearl, I knew I would love the sequel. There is something about the setting, the English manor of Rossingley with it's history, it's owner being the 16th Earl of the Duchamps-Avery's, Lucien, and his 'scary boyfriend' Jay, the Britishness of it all, that keeps me all excited. I love the humor and Fearne Hill's way with words, which is almost poetic in a way that's captivating and exactly how I love the story's I read.
In this story we meet Aloysius Frederick Lloyd Duchamps-Avery, "Freddie", who is Lucien's cousin. He's a well known model, handsome and notorious, and often hits the glamour pages of the newspapers, not in a pleasant way, though. His father is rather disappointed, and his older boyfriend isn't pleased either. When Freddie goes to retreat on his cousins' Rossingley estate, - pretending to beat a drugs- and alcohol addiction, like both his father and boyfriend think he needs - he hasn't got a clue what his future should look like. All he knows is he keeps disappointing his father while he still hopes for his approval, and he doesn't love the man he's spent his life with for the last few years.
But then he meets Reuben. Lovely, French gardener Reuben. And even though he's been in prison for the last ten years of his life, Reuben has goals. He knows what he wants to do with his life. And when Freddie seems to be interested in being more than just friends and colleagues, he gives into his own attraction, knowing it won't last. There's quite a social status gap between the two of them, and Reuben can't seem to look past that, somehow assuming he won't ever be enough for the rich, handsome cousin of the 16th Earl.
"I've come to the realization, Freddie, that when you are done with hiding out here at Rossingley, when you are ready to go back to that exciting, glamorous London life that you lead, you will forget about your messed-up little French gardener and the fun times we had. And I'll be left behind, wondering what exactly was the whirlwind that blew through my life."
Their romance was one of the sweetest ever! I fell in love with first Freddie, and then later with the two of them together. They were perfect, they fitted, despite their differences in upbringing. But somehow the differences in their characters suited perfectly, adding exactly what the other was lacking.
And then there were also the secondary characters. I loved those gardeners, this tight bunch of ex-prisoners that looked after one another - Gandalf, Steve, Lee and Joe. Their banter was fabulous and despite their supposed roughness, they had hearts of gold.
"Where's loverly tonight, then?" Lee says with a grin.
"I have no idea who you are talking about," I primly reply.
"Has he had a crack at you yet?" Joe tips his head back, downing about a third of a pint in one go.
"If you are referring to the earl's cousin, Viscount Aloysius, then firstly, I'm guessing he's up at the big house with the earl, and secondly, no he hasn't."
"Come off it, Frenchie. His lordship can't take his bleeding eyes off you. And no one in their right mind would spend hours doing maths unless they had something else in mind."
Lee raises his eyebrows knowingly. "I reckon young Aloysius fancies getting to grips with your quadratics."
"Yeah," says Joe, laughing. "I reckon he's planning on checking out the surface area of Reubs' prism all right."
I'm blushing furiously, although I can't help laughing too.
(...)"You two are so childish. And since when did my love life become so interesting, Joe? Is it because you don't have one of your own?"
"Don't change the subject, Frenchie! But if Aloysius tries any hanky-panky stuff, and you don't want him to, you come and tell us.(...)"
There wasn't anything in this story that I didn't love. Or it had to be Vincent, the ex-boyfriend. He was horrible. He was the cause of the one misunderstanding, which didn't last long, but which also suited the story and wasn't as cliched and annoying as it often is. It was solved very sweetly!
I'm one who loves good dialogues, and they certainly can be found here. These characters talk in a way that suits them.
And I loved seeing how Lucien and Jay's (from the first book) domestic life was developing. I loved their book, but I think I loved Freddie's and Reuben's book even more. This can be read as a stand alone, but your enjoyment will be so much better when you read the first book first.
Both books are highly recommended!!
I kindly received an ARC through GayRomanceReviews and this is my honest review
