The Reckless Oath We Made is a winner for me. And, as I read the book, I was picturing the author as Zee. Pictures I've seen of the author are of a no nonsense woman, strong, good looking in the not Hollywood fake way, and that is how I see Zee, the woman with frizzy red hair, tall, big, and maintaining a loyalty to her family that keeps them upright even if they aren't aware that she is holding them up. I realized that she's beautiful, but she doesn't know it. She's not the typical petite beauty of her former cheerleading sister, whose life has always revolved around boys and men. Instead she is the beautiful that Gentry sees and I trust Gentry, the short, stout, strong, autistic man who is loyal to those he cares about and loves and who doesn't see the world through a shallow, "what's popular today" filter.
When the book started, I didn't care for Zee. She was working as a drug mule, sometimes sold her body for sex because she needed the money, was way past ever thinking about being in love, and was from an extremely dysfunctional family, which was still "dysfunctioning" all over the place, even as the book begins. Zee is hauling her young nephew Marcus on a drug run, in the middle of the night, because her sister is MIA and she'll be in big trouble if she doesn't finish the job. It's only as the book continues that we learn just what a crummy life Zee had growing up with a mom who binged up to 600 lbs after her dad went to prison for murdering a bank guard, a mother who turned into such a hoarder that Zee was forced out of their home at 16, because there was not a single space for her to place her body. Zee was homeless as she tried to finish high school and then lived on the couch of her sister for a few years, working several jobs at a time.
Really Zee was looking after her tiny nephew during those years, because her sister and her worthless husband were too busy fighting to take care of him. Once the husband is out of the picture, Zee is more of a mom to Marcus than his own mom has ever been. Zee doesn't want Marcus to have a neglected upbringing like she had and it is her life goal to make sure he grows up better than she grew up. Zee also has a strong sense of responsibility to take care of her mentally ill mother, despite any recognition for what she is doing for her mom. Enter Gentry, a 24 year old autistic man who knows how worthy Zee is in life and knows that his life's purpose is to be her champion. One of the voices told him so. Gentry hears voices and they guide him on his knightly mission to watch over Zee.
Gentry works at a job, riveting wings on airplanes, drives a truck, and lives with his adoptive family. But also Gentry is a knight, spends weekends wearing armor and living the life of a knight, while building his own castle and jousting with his like minded friends. His life revolves around the code of honor of a knight and he will give his all to keep Zee safe. I did struggle with Gentry's Middle English speech and never did get to a point that I could read it without being stopped in my tracks. It was a part of Gentry but I wasn't very good at understanding what he was saying without a lot of effort on my part. Still, I liked Gentry enough that I was willing to keep on reading...I really liked this story so very much, once I knew the people in the story, that I just kept on reading.
Turns out the reason Marcus's mom is AWOL is because two of the KKK prisoners she volunteers to spend time with, have taken her and another woman hostage. Zee's life is thrown into more of a mess than it already is, with having to care for Marcus, deal with her mom's house being searched by law enforcement, having her car impounded to be searched, having to try to make her shift at the bar, and getting kicked out of her sister's apartment because her name isn't on the lease.
Gentry, who has been watching her from a distance for the last two years comes to her rescue and that is when I fell in love with Gentry and later on, Zee. I liked so many of the characters in this book, whether they appear for a brief time or longer. The author gives them such life, makes them seem so real, with their faults and everydayness. It helps that we get to read the book from many viewpoints and that's how I began to know how attractive Zee really is, in ways that really matter.
I love characters studies and I love these characters and this book made me happy in the end, when the beginning didn't give me the least bit of reason to think I'd feel the way I did at the end. I like when I get hit with these kinds of feelings and will be reading more work by this author. Thank you to G.P. Putnam's Sons/Penguin Publishing Group and Edelweiss for this ARC.