REVIEW:
i've tried coming back to this, but in all honestly, it was so bad that i dont even remember what happened lmao, and the stuff i do, i keep getting angry and seeing red when i recall it. and i cant bring myself to be organized with my thoughts so this is just going to be a jumble of ranting and yelling.
so, what i do remember of this bullshit was that it was a waste of writing:
1) rush leaving gia in a precarious situation after finding out the big secret, which was something that she obviously had no control over and struggled with herself. then he goes out of town and stays with his old bff, who was his ex-gf in highschool WHO, surprise surprise, is divorced now and is attracted to him when he stays there with her and hangs out with her kid, like lmfao? do we seriously need this bullshit at the moment in the story? this is within the first couple of chapters by the way. then there are like two separate moments shown where rush acknowledges that this old friend has the hots for him and its... so gross. like, you have a girl at home, why are you thinking of this??? AND BEFORE THAT-
2) he gets mad drunk at a bar after elliot spills the BS to him, and this woman sits next to him- who he fully fucking checks out and mentions how hot she is and ACTUALLY CONSIDERS fucking her before he changes his mind and its like..... what the hell. WHAT THE HELL. he doesn't even think he would be cheating on gia.... like, you have a fucking girlfriend you stupid asshole (regardless of how shit is going back home), you are goddamn committed. i dont get how these authors can write in male characters who are meant to be devoted and sweet etc but they have these manwhore tendencies that stay with them forever like... how am i supposed to ignore that shit? like wouldn't a person be doubtful of them being loyal to their girl?
3) hes so fucking cowardly that he runs away like a goddamn pussy and doesn't even bother going home and talking to gia about what he finds out? like, its your smarmy ugly ass lying/cheating brother saying this shit? youre not even gonna bother asking her and instead take his word for it lmao? awesome. also funny that he leaves his pregnant gf in this awful situation where she is now doubting herself because he's being flighty about the whole situation despite promising to be with her in the first book.
4) he literally does not get his head out of ass- like throughout the entire fucking book its all about rush's poor sad feelings and its like seriously??? stop being a damn pussy like youre not 17, youre a fucking grown ass man so fucking act like it?? gia literally, on those earlier occasions with other women (that she finds out about), fucking assumes that rush cheated on her and that SHE DESERVES IT??? GIRL??? HELLO??? why on earth would a man's ugly actions reflect on you? like.... i dont get it. she really pined for him even after thinking he slept with those other women (even tho he didnt) and then he tells her- AND THIS SHIT IS FUNNY- like, he tells her "why would you even think that gia? i would never cheat on you!" when he CLEARLY considers doing it at least on one of the occasions. and then the horrible fucking fact is when he continues to say, "even if you thought that, you should have called me out on it." etc and that sentence as a whole is so fucked up. its like the authors are somehow condoning his 'potential' actions or making him seem like some feminist who cares that gia would let a man make her feel like that & telling her to stand up for herself or whatever and its such manipulative bullshit writing it made me see red, god. its like they were trying to cover up the fact that he does these dickhead things but at least he cares for her uWu like, gtfo with that shit
also that reminds me how in book 1- when he KNOWS he has feelings for gia, he still goes to some other broads house and until she has his flaccid dick in her hand, does he realize "OH wait, i do like gia" and then he leaves. i mean- thats gross as shit.
5) nothing else happens in the story- its just rush getting his head out of his ass and gia slowly deciding that she needs to go back to NYC for the sake of her and the baby and also because rush obviously doesnt want her there or whatever (they have such shit communication my god) and then around 40% is when rush comes back to her and they act like... idk??? friends or whatever, they'll flirt and kiss and cuddle sometimes and go to the clinic together, rush visits her in the hospital on a false alarm related to the baby and they dont even fucking talk about the big elephant in the room, which is, will rush fully accept gia and the baby - despite it being his ugly brother's child? like, they dont even address that shit lmao and the funny thing is, rush gets angry and upset when gia insinuates shes leaving and sees her packing up like boy??? what the fuck else is she suppose to do? you dont want her or are acting like you cant be with her so shes gonna obviously move on right??? LMAO, but nope, he gets annoyed and then doesnt see her for a while until later when they again, act like nothing is wrong and then uhhhhhhhh, IDK like..... they have one or two confrontations with elliot the ugly rat, who BTW- figures out gia is pregnant with his kid after seeing her only ONCE when he was drunk like LOL? and gia and rush confirm it to elliot over the phone which was super fucking funny and anticlimactic lmao. and then rush wants to get rid of elliot because elliot decides he wants to fuck with rush his whole life by getting involved in the baby's life but rush pays him off instead- which i thought was HILARIOUS. like if you did not want that weirdo in your life- you should just have paid him off and said 'dont interfere with me and gia and our baby' and never have told him it was his child????? like, y all didnt have to tell him lmfao if you were gonna get rid of him anyway. and then rush's dad eventually comes to the hospital when the baby is born and gives rush some half-assed apology (bcz he hears rush say nice things to him when the dad was in the hospital with some brain damage thing that happens earlier) and then rush only realizes that he wants to be with gia fully at the 95% mark and hes busy buying her a ring so he doesnt check his msgs and ends up missing out on the babys birth which i thought was fucking sad and ridiculous as shit.
6) THE WORST PART?????? rush keeps telling gia throughout the book that the baby is gonna be a boy but guess what? it turns out to be a girl and HE GETS ANNOYED/UPSET AT THE FACT THAT ITS A GIRL, LIKE??? what the hell? why the fuck do authors write these type of men in their stories who act like having a daughter is a goddamn burden like what the fuck??? he literally looks the doctor in the eye and says "i just had a daughter, so im fucked" like what??? WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN YOU STUPID CUNT?
and you know what else i fucking hate? i hate it when men do that "oh yeah im gonna be beating up all the boys that touch my girl" etc etc stuff and "shes not gonna be dating with her daddy around" typa shit because that its SO GROSS. SO FUCKING GROSS. (BOYS never experience that type of fuckery)
and its always funny when those men say shit like that about 'beating up the boy who wants to be with my daughter' because they KNOW- they fucking KNOW how boys are or can be at that age because those same men use to be like that too! y all get it. thats their whole stance on it. i hate men like that, y all can die. & i mean, y all are not only acting fucking controlling as shit but you're basically keeping a hold on your daughter's life- her romantic/sexual life, which is some weird ass disgusting freudian bullshit fuckery that i dont even want to consider- but is very blatantly obvious in that weird "protective daddy" stance thats taken.
and ofc this shit exists fully in real life- like i remember seeing this post on twitter where some lady posted a pic of her beautiful baby girl lying on the bed and like babies do, her arms and legs were spread wide open right- so, the mom took a pic of that and posted it- but in the 2nd pic, the baby girls legs are CLOSED with her dads hands wrapped around them and the mom captioned it "her daddy wasn't having it" like???? WHAT. THE. FUCK. i mean you can very easily tell what the hell that insinuates and i cannot comprehend why it was necessary or even thought about?? ITS A FUCKING 5 MONTH OLD CHILD. A BABY. good god. why on earth would you sexualize a fucking child? thats like some weirdly ingrained pedophilic behaviour. why are women/girls sexualized like that, like why cant we live our lives w/o you fucking psychos coming up on here with your protective bullshit thats paved in patriarchy only to hinder women and their growth. like, get the fuck outta here. that whole scene where rush is like yeah im gonna beat up those boys who come to my girl or whatever the fuck, made me so goddamn angry like- why do y all hate women so much and wanna hinder our growth with your weird ass protective bullshit like CHOKE. CHOKEEEEEEE
7) keeland and ward really just wrote in this gross manwhore behaviour and im honestly realizing that ive seen this shit in their other books too but i brushed it off because it wasnt as prominent but it really shines in this duet and its making me feel so annoyed that ive hyped their books in the past when there is obviously problematic shit there- despite the good writing & characters.
8) speaking of good writing? there was none of that in this. the writing was shit and felt like a 2nd draft maybe - there were spelling mistakes as well and it just read kind of juvenile. the dialogue was also sloppy and the witty moments fell flat as hell. not to mention the smut was so bland i dont even remember it. the characters, rush and gia both, were stupid. i felt bad for gia if im honest but rush was a pig. a fucking pig. gia's dad was cool and thats really about the only other character i remember. like- nothing was memorable lol. i practically skipped over so much stuff because it was so uninteresting.
6) so yeah- it sucked ass. i did not like it and im disappointed in both authors lmao like what a fucking mess.
7) im also tired of brushing off bs that i read in these books like i am not holding back from that now lmao if i see shit imma call that out stat, i am tired of these authors writing in this toxic fuckery and acting like its some poetic cute shit cuz IT AINT.
8) lastly, this book was a waste of time/writing and they couldve easily just wrapped all the bullshit up in 40 pages or less in the 1st book--- w/o all this unnecessary wack ass dumb shit in this 2nd book-- by gia telling rush right off the bat, him getting angry but just paying off elliot to fuck off and disappear from their lives and then fully committing to gia by telling her that he's here for the long haul because he is NOT HIS DAD and wont abandon her and the baby. then they have the kid and the end everyones happy like?? that couldve all been in book 1 lmao.
9) ANWAYS, im disappointed/annoyed. edit: you know what i also fucking forgot? elliot gets back together with his wife after she finds out that he's been whoring out behind her back ???? what the hell ??? what did that poor woman do to deserve living her fucking life with that animal?? and not to mention shes pregnant too so what the fuck? she didnt deserve that shit man, she did not deserve that. hell- elliot deserved to either die or go to jail for the shit he did. fuck that motherfucker.
10) dont read this duet/book lol. you're better off i promise
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may 22nd '18: i really don't know what to say about this- other than this could have very easily be written as one book instead of a duet. 90% of this book was a waste of writing lol. A WASTE. i'll write a review more coherently later but i won't deny that im disappointed
HEA or not- it couldve been better.