Dreams of the Deadly is such a captivating and consuming beginning to this mafia duet. With a plot that’s unexpected but tropes that are familiar and characters that are deliciously complicated, I found myself immersed and thirsty for this story. It’s dark, but with a tender romanticism to it, action-packed, and emotionally raw- everything I love about a mafia romance.
I wasn’t quite expecting our story to big up just where it did, and truthfully I don't always love a story that spends a lot of time with our characters as kids, but this one really hit the mark, in part because of just how heavily the actions of the past shaped both of these characters. The juxtaposition between their past selves and future selves is one of the most compelling parts of this story - how loss, betrayal, and the darkness of their own world subvert the futures that were being handed them, only to force them to crawl and scratch their way from destruction back into the life they so wanted. Ironically, one quite similar to the one in front of them before- only NOW these two characters are different creatures. And I loved that dynamic - the contrast of nature vs. nurture, free will vs. fate. It not only gives the story an epic quality, but one that is also very character-driven. We have danger, we have action, we have steam, but establishing the evolution of these characters is at the center…forcing them to re-learn one another not only as adults, but as changed versions of their younger selves.
I’ll admit I have a penchant for liking a softer heroine- the more malleable, tortured, delicate type that emerges as a butterfly. Our heroine is not that- and I FLOVED HER. Thalia is certainly wounded and traumatized by her past and upbringing, but this is not a delicate flower of a butterfly. She’s blackwidow who’s steadily and quietly built strength and cunning over time. She’ll play the game, but she hasn’t let it break her yet. She refuses to be a pawn or a victim- even if she hasn’t had power. YET. She certainly has some resentment and hostility (that at times felt misplaced to me), but she certainly grows into a force. And the more time I spent with her, the more I rooted for her.
And Calix is all that I love from a mafia leading man- only a bit swoonier. His undying and lifelong obsession…err, devotion….with Thalia is so epically romantic. Well, could be a bit creepy if you think about how early it started- but again, the past does a lot of service here in establishing the wholesomeness of their earlier years. But his obsession has evolved into something carnal and possessive. He’s not a gentle man, he’s a ruthless survivor, but he is a goner for his lady, even if he’s unwilling to protect her from his own darkness. Good thing, because she relishes it. And their shared quest for vengeance unites them in powerful ways.
The chemistry is definitely heady and tense- these two are fire and fire. Thalia in particular struggles to come to terms with her conflicting emotions, while Calix has had years to decide just what he wants. What I loved most though, is that what he wants is for Thalia to be powerful. Of course, he wants to control her, but him alone- he sets all the cards in motion for her to be a queen by his side, which is unusual in our mafia men, who don’t often aspire to that even if they settle for it. But Calix willingly ENGINEERS it. He recognizes the best way to protect her is to not shield her, but rather, give her the weapons she needs to fight her battles. With him calling the shots, of course.
This does have some great twists and continues in the second book, though I wouldn't necessarily say this is a “cliffhanger”- we have a clean stop and nothing too drastic, which I appreciated it. Adelaide is clearly setting up to halves to their story- this chapter has solidified their plans and their relationship, now the real battles begin.