Oh how it was worth the wait to read the conclusion of this wonderful duet. (Although of course I wish I hadn't had to wait.)
I sped through reading this, finishing it within a day. I couldn't stop reading it, and it was almost 300 pages.
After we're left with that cliffhanger at the end of the first one, I had to suffer two weeks of not knowing how these two get to their HEA. We open this one about a few weeks after the first, with Jem and Cador and the other Erghians sailing toward the mainland to tell Cador's father of what happened with Cador's brother and to tell Jem's mother and queen about the sickness sweeping through Ergh, and the west's plans, etc...
Jem is still very angry with Cador. We learn that it's basically been silent between the two on the boat journey, even though Cador can't stop looking at Jem all the time, wishing things could be better between them.
Jem, it is obvious, can't help but still feel for Cador, but his hurt and betrayal and anger is too much for him to get past so soon, and he stops himself from saying or doing nice things for Cador, instead being angry or cold if he does talk to him.
Once they get to the mainland, Jem tries to go off on his own and gets lost, with Cador following after him to find him, hyped up with worry and fear for Jem's safety. Jem, of course, secretly can't help but love that Cador is so worried for him, but he's determined never to forgive Cador. At least while he's so fresh in his anger.
But Cador, no matter what, no matter how Jem feels for him, is determined to protect Jem no matter what, no matter the cost. Jem has a hard time believing that.
In fact, Jem has been planning to hand Cador, his sister, and the other Erghians to his mother once they get to the castle, but the closer they get, the longer he's had to stew in his anger, the more time he spends with Cador, even if he doesn't want to, makes sticking that plan harder to do. He tries to stick to it, but even then Cador tries to come to his rescue when villagers don't believe that Jem is actually their prince.
Cador doesn't even begrudge Jem for having wanted and trying to give Cador up. He still doesn't run or leave Jem.
Whether Jem knows it or not, Cador is showing his love for Jem, his devotion to him. Cador has some shit to make up for, that's for sure, and he's slowing doing it.
Even once they finally make it to the castle, while Jem is still angry, he's more torn, and his slowly losing that anger towards Cardor. He tries to hold onto it, but as the days go by, it's hard to stick to his guns. Especially when Cador is being so...Cador, and showing his love for Jem so well, and being patient, never pushing for more, hoping one day that Jem can forgive him.
It takes a good portion of the book, but it doesn't take forever for Jem to give into the physical with them, at least, and Cador is thankful for just that much that he leaps at the chance - to touch Jem, to be with him, be inside him, feel at the very least that physical connection again.
But with political plots and machinations going on, so many things are happening outside of their relationship, and they have to deal with that at the time they are seeming navigating repairing their relationship (even if Jem is so determined for that not to happen.)
When Jem finally gives in and forgives Cador, it was well earned, and felt so wonderful. It definitely wasn't too early - it was near the end of the book anyway - and it wasn't too long. In the books timeline, it's probably been around a month or so, maybe a little more. That's not too long for Jem to forgive Cador at all.
Their chemistry remained on point, and when Jem finally gives into the physical, it was so good. Even though they were "roleplaying" they weren't really at the same time. The love was there too. It's just hard to gain trust back when it's broken, even when the love is still so clearly there.
But Cador eventually proved himself, and when Jem gave into their relationship again too, it was even sweeter than the physical. Their love, their closeness, just made the sex at the end all that much better, that much more intimate and amazing.
And seeing these two get their happily ever after was everything. I just love to imagine them living their lives in peace, like Cador tells his father, spending his days at their cabin on Ergh, helping save birds and tend to their animals, hunting, fucking each other, loving each other, building a family one day...living the life, together and happy.
It's just perfect. And the epilogue, seeing them so happy and settled together, was everything.
This duet was absolutely perfect. I HIGHLY recommend this, it was so perfect. I loved Jem and Cador so much. I can't wait for me from this author, I absolutely love her works. This duet is certainly one of her best.
Two MASSIVE thumbs up from me. A must read duet! ❤️💜🧡💛💙