Second Read: Again, I felt I was walking on holly ground. It struck me even more how her story (and all our stories, if we turn to pay attention) turns out to actually unravel meaning of the ultimate/heavenly sort on multiple levels (physical and spiritual aligning, transposing), enacting the Grand Story of Redemption.
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Lifegiving. I do not recall reading a more vulnerable and tender and raw book that is also so powerful and exposing and Spirit-filled. I thing Ann is so brave for writing the whole of this book with such openness of heart. It has really been such an immense gift. It felt like a companion through the bewildering "how to” of my journey following Christ through Red Sea Roads and deserts and all kinds of heartache.
In her unique journaling style she uses her memoirs as a springboard to go deeper into Spirit-led thoughts imbibed with Scripture. In this book she covers the difficult topics of marital struggles, navigating adoption and children’s health problems, her own heart failure, addiction and recovery, reconciliation, among others.
The first part of the book describes beautifully the metaphors/signposts of marriage and adoption that point to our union with Christ and describes how she found the SACRED (Stillness, Attentiveness, Cruciformity, Revelation, Examine, Doxology) way of turning toward God.
The second part of the book had some beautifully crafted chapters that put profound truths and movements of the soul in such rich words, vivid imagery and memorable poetic word play and provided ample occasion to show how the SACRED movement looks in practice. One of my favorite, really helpful such movements was that of turning, in the midst of suffering, from our default "incurvatus in se" toward "cruciformity". I also loved the way she described the wide path of least resistance that leads to least life (the crushed narrowness of death) and the narrow path of highest resistance that leads to highest expansive life.
I was moved to tears countless times and have experienced the longed-for "withness" of God during this read.
Her audio recording of the book is a jewel! Brimming with heart and tenderness!