Kafka's Octavo 1917-1919 Notebooks are filled with literary fragments, aphorisms, story drafts, analyses of the works he's read, and even poems.
Above all, they are replete with astonishing insight, acerbic wit, indescribably-complex musings, morbidly intriguing imaginations, and vivid imagery. I was perpetually enthralled and fascinated, yet again, by the precision with which he chose his words and used them to develop absolutely striking ideas that often pertained to themes of guilt, suffering, sin and hope. Kafka's genius lies in - among other things - his ability to strip the world of its normalcy and barrennize it beyond recognition. However, this lack of recognition is not because Kafka's perception is untrue, but rather because our perception is not honest enough.
He also has the uncanny power to take the most (deceptively) simple musings and expand them until they overwhelm the mind with their complexity and revelatory insight. These ideas, often packaged in the form of aphorisms, are like diamonds in a burlap sack - their encasement in shadow dulls them, but the smallest beam of light can make their brilliance blind the eye. The way he manipulates the world and becomes ruler of its presentation is mind-blowing. Every element, every deception, every single thing surrenders to him, begging, Undress me, uncloak me, lay me bare before the world; let it gaze in astonishment at what I really am and what I can be. Kafka, I adore your mind!
The only flaw is that the Notebooks are fragmented and disjointed - I would have loved to swim in the dark, brooding sea of his consciousness instead of merely dipping my toes in it. However, his Diaries will eliminate this complaint!
"Ah, what is set before us here!
Bed and couch under trees,
green darkness, dry leafage,
little sun, damp scent of flowers.
Ah, what is set before us here!
Whither does desire drive us?
To gain this? to lose this?
Senselessly we drink the ash
And suffocate our father.
Whither does desire drive us?
Whither does desire drive us?
Out of the house, away."
"You need not leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen, simply wait. You need not even wait, just learn to become quiet, and still, and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked; it has no choice; it will roll in raptures, in ecstasy, at your feet."