There hasn't been a more complicated exploration than navigating through Camille's world. It is a tiny universe filled with her books, her passive mother, narcissistic abusive father, siblings and unrequited love. Despite the book's abrupt and unpredictable end, I believe it is a must-read. Some intimate sexual scenes have been written with such dexterity that it shocks one to the core. I had no idea that such an unprecedented edge could have been given to a teenager's one-sided love affair. The plot may seem like a straight line on the surface level but as one dives deeper the nuanced subplots add to the spice of the novel.
Camille's pain as a daughter, sister and lover has been articulated into words with such brilliance that it is beyond praise. One might not be intrigued during the first few pages of the novel but with patient resilience I can assure you that it gets better. This translated work of fiction conceals its surprises and unleashes them at most random, unexpected intervals.
Camille, the narrator of her tale, is a brave, coming-of-age lesbian, enamoured by a 25-year-old Clara. Clara's mature handling of her fifteen-year-old lover's confession is mind-boggling. They share several enigmatic moments together that is enough to induce the tears of pure love in one's eyes. It almost gives voice to the agony of having everything at once and nothing at all. I have never been more fascinated by a relatively simpler yet complex narrative.
Surrounded by teenage girls in a 1950s France who are impregnated and forced to vacate their homes, Camille tries to carve her own way through an emotional den. Her unwavering emotional equilibrium through the drastic and devastating tragedies in her life is jaw-dropping for the readers.
There are several undertones in the novel that I shall refrain from discussing about because it would provide unnecessary spoilers.
I firmly believe this underrated bildungsroman deserves a wider audience.
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