**Was given an ARC from the publisher via Net galley in exchange for an honest review**
Very touching and emotional story. I gave it 3.5 stars due to the grammar and editing.
Peter and Jackie have been married for almost 30 years. They dated in high school until tragedy and betrayal tore them apart. Now life has dealt them another crushing blow now that Peter just published his first book. They've return to their hometown for his first book signing and Jackie finally finds out what really happened all those years ago when someone from their past makes an unannounced visit.
Peter Hatch met Jacqueline Lawrence when her family moved to the Cape in their senior year of high school, he had never met anyone like her. He lost his virginity to her, Jackie led the way in their relationship; that is until it came to politics. Jackie got Peter interested in her youth Church group, but when all the kids heard a black family in S. Carolina was being treated unfairly by the local grocery store, the kids decided to collect cans of food and drive down South to deliver it. But Jackie's father had a big problem with this mission, she had to make a choice; break her father's heart or disappoint Peter. She chose to disappoint Peter, thinking that they'd fight over it the next day.
In Peter's mind, he was done with her once he met the beautiful, adventurous cousin of a kid in the group. Corinna was from another town over. She was a rebel and was smart like Peter. He never told Jackie, but he planned on separating when they went away to college. He fell in love with Corrina that night. They planned on visiting each other at college and talked about the future, that is until Corrina's poor decisions and a car accident ended everything.
Ten years later, Peter runs into Jackie in D.C. He still thinks that she's beautiful, but he hurt her terribly years ago. She's not interested in what he wants. They get to talking and he asks her to dinner, 3 months later they're married. But in the back of his mind, he knows he's made a big mistake.
After Jackie finds out the real truth of what happened that night, she goes out and does something reckless. She's also known throughout her whole marriage that she's only had half of him; he always held himself back from her. Now she knows why, he never stopped loving Corrina. Now she wonders why he even married her, if he ever loved her.
Jackie's dying of cancer, she knows it's bad. It's Peter who's in denial until her surgery, when her doctor tells him her cancer's spread. After she's gone, their daughter, Jennifer, helps him keep going.
It's terrible to live with regrets. Jackie was a better woman than most, forgiving him for things he did, things he never said to her, and letting things go.
A must read!